closure

sometimes i feel sad cuz i know what we lost

and sometimes my heart sinks cuz i know it’s my fault

praying to god to change things i don’t want

and i’m praying to god, send me wings from above

and she said she in love, see the wings on the car

all these things i can’t trust, yea you mad cuz they gone

and i’m gone, gone, gone…

let it bleed, let it bleed, let it burn 

yea you knew when you learned 

i got trees, i smoke runts, i believe in yo luv

see my leaves they been changing, just like your heart

yea it bleed

r u done w me?

we redone everything

lying when i say i’m ok in all these songs

i ain’t lying when i say i miss what we got

and i know what we had was so fucked up but i don’t care

and i’m missing yo touch, wya i’m like where?

and i’m feeling yo body, there’s a vibe in the air

there’s a vibe in the air

i ain’t goin no where

and i’m smoking on runts

sometimes it feel like u there

drive my heart like it’s stolen

but it ain’t goin nowhere

and my heart is so broken, could you just repair?

you choose to stop and stare

while i go up in flames

let it burn on a plane

let it burn every day

baby you was my best friend

you make it hard to collect it

now i see all these checks in

but you gone and i’m left with…

…i gotta let u go

gone (p. epv)

every time i feel close, to recovery

i just see you too close, with another man 

see me in the club bby u was just with your friends 

the time that we lost was for nothing i guess

i guess it’s for nothing cuz i see you outside

you got some new friends that think you right the whole time

and i write a story bout us every damn night

to tell you the truth i ain’t sorry for those lines

it’s time to break free of the chains that you left me in

send me a text saying how i ain’t checkin in

but i know you better off, just wondering

where we went wrong

replay it again and again

again and again

here we are again

baby you know what’s up

and you know that i care 

it’s just u need some space to just grow understand

again n again (p. epv + luvpurp)

let me know better what

i need to stay to one

i know that it’s 2 to 1

but i can see clearly now

that i don’t wan play witchu

im just tryna be wit u 

im just tryna see witchu

im just tryna be witchu

u telling me u never leave 

i know that it’s always true

i’m up in that beemer coupe

we talking bout what u do

u saying you always knew

but these feelings they just brand new

i see the change in her

i don’t wan live witchu

there’s too many decisions 

where you didn’t pull thru

i know how you living

i swear i can’t give in

i see all the difference

see how you changed

and i see how we grew apart

and i know that that’s sad

tell me i’m not insane 

girl ion play no games

stay true to myself

ion want no one else

know that’s how you feel

why can’t we heal?

why can’t we heal? (x2)

you don’t wan deal w me

you don’t wan deal wit nobody but you

you don’t wan deal w me

so i guess i’ll go back

to just how it was before

it’s hard to feel right

when i know we could have more

i can’t een sleep right

cuz i ain’t wake up next to you

i ain’t wake up next to you…

heal (p. solxmn + jxyy2k)

nightmares won’t tell the lies

i ain’t think you could read my mind

and i don’t know what told you different

so let’s sit here and look at the difference

don’t overthink, i’ll be here, i’ll be waiting on you

when you blink do you see all the stars on the roof?

matte black and the windows they tinted right thru

you can feel all the distance between what we do

your heart got cold

i see what you on

now your not even round

i know that your gone

but you thinkin you won…

but none of us got closure

so damn high i could reach touch the clouds, clouds 

moving the things right now, now

bet that your not around

and i knew it was loud

closure

lebxanon