lyrics:
sometimes
you see me and im not there
im sorry
im trying but it gets hard

its not like im hiding
myself, on purpose
my problem aren't yours to solve

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
none of this was worth it at all

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
youre gone
and youre gone
and youre gone

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
none of this was worth it at all

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
youre gone
youre gone
and youre gone

open

a little present as i enter a new phase of both my life and my musical career. i compiled both the original album (remastered to a higher quality standard than i was originally capable of) and an EP of b-sides i never properly released into a full collection featuring songs from a very specific era of my life.
thank you all for the support i've seen over the last 5 years. enjoy.

saltyman's bae (crunchy)

riff

who needs coping

heart eats self

my existence is pretty whatever

(reuploaded because the soundcloud app's playback was weird with this mix.)
I've had this on my computer a while. Alex G is my favorite artist to cover so I have another one on the way (might even upload it tonight). Anyways, this was an experiment in tape emulations, recording an electric guitar acoustically, and just going crazy on the lofi-ness of everything. oh and i totally fucked the lyrics.

Support Alex G, he's amazing: https://sandy.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics:
Yeah you were scarred
You were cryin loud right out in the schoolyard
And yeah I felt good
Everything i knew was looking just as it should
I saw the tree
Carved in it 666 and he found me
But I am no fool
I know everytime I look in his eyes he sees me too

Dry your eyes
I won't tell your mother
She won't ever discover
The things you kept under the covers

Please dont cry
I am not your brother
I am not your lover
And there is nothing wrong

Gnaw (Alex G Cover)

He Was A Skater Boy
She Said "See You Later Boy"

I cant stop crying. No greater tragedy exists in the modern mythos.

Support Avril Lavigne I guess: http://www.avrillavigne.com/

Lyrics:
He Was A Skater Boy
She Said "See You Later Boy"
He Wasn't Good Enough For Her

Sk8er Boi (Avril Lavigne Cover)

sonic high school is true art

give support to DarkDoomFireMaster, a magnificent genius: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/3978540/DarkDoomFireMaster

Lyrics:
Being a teen is so hard
You have to learn how to drive a car
And if you hit any thing
It is you to jail they will bring
You also have to go to school
It is definitely not for fools
And everything is even harder because
My best friend died
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
You have to get a date or everyone will laugh
And in a lake they would push you off a raft
Girls wear make up and guys get tatoos
And there are so many possible drugs to do
There are also bullies around
And sports with balls that are round
And everything is even harder because
My best friend died 
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
'm doing a middle finger at God
But God is not real and the world is odd
I am crying so much that my tears could make a cave
Where you cannot be scared you just must be brave
I am tired of teens going on diets
And being mad and starting riots
And everything is harder because
My best friend died
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst

Tails's Song (Sonic High School Cover)

i started a new job and i dont have time for anything and im always tired and i meet so many people ill never connect with and i feel small in a way that isnt comfortable anymore and i guess this song's kinda about that. my youth is flying away from me and all i can really do is let it happen by trying to not let it happen.

Lyrics:
im tired of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling like stranger
im tired of feeling
of feeling like an outsider

i bruise too easy
and i cry on my own
i hope to fix this
before i get old

I'm tired of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling
of feeling
of feeling
of feeling

i bruise too easy
and i cry on my own
i hope to fix this
before i get old

i like what i do, i guess

Lyrics (but theyre not really lyrics i guess):
so i've.. i guess ive just been upset about a lot of things for a while and they just feel at this point like theyve been compounding and growing and festering and i dont really know what to do about it. its... i.. im not the worst ive ever felt thats for sure but i just dont feel like im going anywhere or improving in any way thats valuable and im scared that thats gonna keep going. i dont even feel like ive been able to express myself properly even within the things i normally find myself being able to express myself with like music or photography or like, some other artform and its upsetting. i go home and im tired and all i wanna do is sleep and i wanna be alone and have some privacy but i just dont have that anymore.

im filled with bad ideas

can i get uuhhhhhh, some validation pls. also idk my music is going on spotify and places by the end of the month and ill be trying to release my eps on tape. hmu if you want idk.

Lyrics:
please dont miss me; im not far (repeated like a million fucking times but the second time i sing them i just start crying)
You dont think about me and i guess thats fine
ive been trying for so long to feel alright
you said its fine to say goodbye
guess it's to rethink my life

trying is important and you always hope it works

fun while it lasted

lyrics:
i wish you a good night's sleep
hope you don't mind if I'm out of tune
im going to wish you a good night's sleep
hope it will lead to some real cool ass dreams
(i really like you)

hey i think youre really cool

ha im being productive.  shouts out to bob ross for helping me out with this one.

lyrics:
its wednesday im thinking about getting to see you tomorrow
im counting the seconds until im back in your arms
wasnt too long ago we saw each other last
miss you soon, when soon came the moment you left

miss you soon

the killer

im on a bit of an emo kick, been listening to some rainer maria.

edit 2022: if youve come back to this and notice it's a little different, I redid the mix and added some live drums (an instrument i didn't play at the original time of recording) kinda weird to just change it up like that but this is one of my favorite songs ive written and really wanted to do it justice.

lyrics:
your eyes had a blank stare
film screens in the back of my mind
you have what you wanted
we hold on to ourselves

long arms with awkward souls
grasp at moments as they pass
you have what you wanted
you live with yourself

film screens

almost lost you there

some more stuff is on the way, hoping to get my upload schedule back to where it used to be. life has thrown me a shit ton of curveballs but that just means i got more to sing about.
this song is so much more morbid than youd think

Lyrics:
solar flares reverberate
through your soft skin
entwined with mine

aurora of my heartbeart
fleeting souls meant to meet
your name calls to mine
beckoning for more time

hours pass as days
begging you will stay

still air
still heir

Still Air

a three for one special for the lonely soul

lyrics:
I like songs about sad things
They make me feel less alone
I like songs about loneliness
They make me feel at home
They make me feel (random wailing)

sad things

lets see how it goes
i hope youre happy
i hope you stay happy

contacts open

Leech Gomez

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