thank you to-
Kathryn for an amazing album cover
Sabrii for the incredible sax on blues and neon lights
Nick from Coma Witch for the drums on neon lights
Richie Rodriguez for the bass on neon lights
Skye for backing me up with her gorgeous vocals (and for her patience with me as a roommate)
and to all my friends and loved ones

each day i hope to earn the love im given

darling

a little present as i enter a new phase of both my life and my musical career. i compiled both the original album (remastered to a higher quality standard than i was originally capable of) and an EP of b-sides i never properly released into a full collection featuring songs from a very specific era of my life.
thank you all for the support i've seen over the last 5 years. enjoy.

Songs For The Naive Soul (2023 Special Edition)

I feel like I used to be more but then again, how can we ever be less.

Lyrics:
Let me down slowly
My dreams faded away
I've had enough of problems
and this is where i'll stay
i'm digging through the memories
of people i used to be
but now its time to lay them all to rest

i love you
but cant you see
the snares that i used to beat
now are beating me

Snares

split amongst the seconds of somnambulant intent
a momentary passion betrays you with relief

Lyrics:
it seems coarse
that though i find myself in your arms every night
a morning comes to take it all
flashback
a midsummer dream, theatrical scenes, occipital delusions 
protruding a heartbeat only to seize

quiet comes
deceased, diseased
thoughts rushing in
a shame
that lingers
on your fingertips

the fool
the stars and death
thoughts rushing in
a name 
still sits
on your breath

whisper,
shallow ghosts
persistence
stillness
ruminations castigate
polaroid personalities
bronchial arrest
overactive synaptic telegrams
read STOP

breatheless

fantasma

you ever go for a sad drive?

lyrics:
velvet moonlight draped on the ground
washing over midnight shades of gray
concrete escapes and now face to face with regret
a memory bare forms a snare for your thoughts
a mirror we made the glass panes to keep you inside
a mirror we made the glass pains to keep you inside

lonely thought we had in common
joining ailments close to heart
hands that bonded over hardships
fractured loves falling apart

asphalt

lyrics:
its been
months
since ive seen you

and here i am
underneath your window
i brought soup
cause youre not well

how is it that you know
how to get underneath
my skin
i wanna be your romeo
when you call yourself my juliet
but here i am
sitting alone once again

once again

romeo

lyrics:
sometimes
you see me and im not there
im sorry
im trying but it gets hard

its not like im hiding
myself, on purpose
my problem aren't yours to solve

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
none of this was worth it at all

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
youre gone
and youre gone
and youre gone

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
none of this was worth it at all

"open up
open up and let it all spill out"
and youre gone
youre gone
youre gone
and youre gone

open

saltyman's bae (crunchy)

skip

riff

who needs coping

heart eats self

who's dancin'

holding hands is some cool stuff

so things are pretty good right now

i get anxious when i drive so i try not to go anywhere

i like what i do i guess

hey i think youre really cool

(reuploaded because the soundcloud app's playback was weird with this mix.)
I've had this on my computer a while. Alex G is my favorite artist to cover so I have another one on the way (might even upload it tonight). Anyways, this was an experiment in tape emulations, recording an electric guitar acoustically, and just going crazy on the lofi-ness of everything. oh and i totally fucked the lyrics.

Support Alex G, he's amazing: https://sandy.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics:
Yeah you were scarred
You were cryin loud right out in the schoolyard
And yeah I felt good
Everything i knew was looking just as it should
I saw the tree
Carved in it 666 and he found me
But I am no fool
I know everytime I look in his eyes he sees me too

Dry your eyes
I won't tell your mother
She won't ever discover
The things you kept under the covers

Please dont cry
I am not your brother
I am not your lover
And there is nothing wrong

Gnaw (Alex G Cover)

I really like King Krule. I like jazzy shit in general. Expect more of that.

Support his music: http://kingkrule.co.uk/

Lyrics:
My sandpaper sigh engraves a line
Into the rust of your tongue
Girl I could've been someone to you
Would have painted the skies blue

[Chorus]
Baby blue
If you knew
Baby blue
Baby blue
Baby blue

[Verse 2]
Edging closer, you swing my way
Girl I've got no chance
And nothing to say
Girl but stay here for a little while
Baby blue
Baby blue
Baby blue

But if only you could see
My shadow crossing your path
It won't be the last baby

You are my baby
You are my baby

Baby Blue (King Krule Cover)

sonic high school is true art

give support to DarkDoomFireMaster, a magnificent genius: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/3978540/DarkDoomFireMaster

Lyrics:
Being a teen is so hard
You have to learn how to drive a car
And if you hit any thing
It is you to jail they will bring
You also have to go to school
It is definitely not for fools
And everything is even harder because
My best friend died
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
You have to get a date or everyone will laugh
And in a lake they would push you off a raft
Girls wear make up and guys get tatoos
And there are so many possible drugs to do
There are also bullies around
And sports with balls that are round
And everything is even harder because
My best friend died 
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
'm doing a middle finger at God
But God is not real and the world is odd
I am crying so much that my tears could make a cave
Where you cannot be scared you just must be brave
I am tired of teens going on diets
And being mad and starting riots
And everything is harder because
My best friend died
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst
Oh, wow, my best friend died
I just want to hide
High School drama is so hard to be a part of
It has crazy things like friendship and love
It is the worst
It makes me want to burst

Tails's Song (Sonic High School Cover)

i started a new job and i dont have time for anything and im always tired and i meet so many people ill never connect with and i feel small in a way that isnt comfortable anymore and i guess this song's kinda about that. my youth is flying away from me and all i can really do is let it happen by trying to not let it happen.

Lyrics:
im tired of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling like stranger
im tired of feeling
of feeling like an outsider

i bruise too easy
and i cry on my own
i hope to fix this
before i get old

I'm tired of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling like a pilgrim
of feeling
of feeling
of feeling
of feeling

i bruise too easy
and i cry on my own
i hope to fix this
before i get old

i like what i do, i guess

Lyrics (but theyre not really lyrics i guess):
so i've.. i guess ive just been upset about a lot of things for a while and they just feel at this point like theyve been compounding and growing and festering and i dont really know what to do about it. its... i.. im not the worst ive ever felt thats for sure but i just dont feel like im going anywhere or improving in any way thats valuable and im scared that thats gonna keep going. i dont even feel like ive been able to express myself properly even within the things i normally find myself being able to express myself with like music or photography or like, some other artform and its upsetting. i go home and im tired and all i wanna do is sleep and i wanna be alone and have some privacy but i just dont have that anymore.

im filled with bad ideas

can i get uuhhhhhh, some validation pls. also idk my music is going on spotify and places by the end of the month and ill be trying to release my eps on tape. hmu if you want idk.

Lyrics:
please dont miss me; im not far (repeated like a million fucking times but the second time i sing them i just start crying)
You dont think about me and i guess thats fine
ive been trying for so long to feel alright
you said its fine to say goodbye
guess it's to rethink my life

trying is important and you always hope it works

glazed against a neon glow
a nostalgic veneer
a lit cigarette proposing finality
yet the days endured 
to bury present into memory

shop

fun while it lasted

lyrics:
i wish you a good night's sleep
hope you don't mind if I'm out of tune
im going to wish you a good night's sleep
hope it will lead to some real cool ass dreams
(i really like you)

ha im being productive.  shouts out to bob ross for helping me out with this one.

lyrics:
its wednesday im thinking about getting to see you tomorrow
im counting the seconds until im back in your arms
wasnt too long ago we saw each other last
miss you soon, when soon came the moment you left

miss you soon

stunted tongue

im on a bit of an emo kick, been listening to some rainer maria.

edit 2022: if youve come back to this and notice it's a little different, I redid the mix and added some live drums (an instrument i didn't play at the original time of recording) kinda weird to just change it up like that but this is one of my favorite songs ive written and really wanted to do it justice.

lyrics:
your eyes had a blank stare
film screens in the back of my mind
you have what you wanted
we hold on to ourselves

long arms with awkward souls
grasp at moments as they pass
you have what you wanted
you live with yourself

film screens

doesn't it always
the feeling, a reminder

sting

impressed into heart
a distasteful visage of one's ill intent
masked by apologies that'd only go so far

ogre

hope it all gets better

lyrics:
daddy says im going to hell
i've been bad all my life
but when I'm with you
i feel alright

the devil's knocking at my door
but I won't let him in

Preacherman

It's my birthday and I'm here to say thank you for all the support yall have given me in the past few years. I appreciate you all.

Lyrics:
its 3 am and im sitting here without you
feeling old with a bottle to my lips
its not a cause for any celebration
but i won't be lost today

im a seasick sailor
an acrophobic astronaut
a bit offkilter
but im doing fine

weve got tomorrow
a two step and half left
there's no more sorrow cause 
ill soon be there with you
so hold me steady
no one's falling over
you got me ready for a future here with you

seasick sailor

and this is the second song posted tonight
bassboi rich on the bass, boyyyyy

Lyrics:
I don't know why I do what I do
What'd I do
What'd I do
I wish I didn't
I wish I didn't

I don't know why I do what I do
What'd I do
What'd I do
I hope I'm not like you
I hope I'm not like you

I don't know why I do what I do
What'd I do
What'd I do
I hope I'm something else
Hope I'm something else

I am the faceless man

the man with no face

another one y'all

lyrics:
i remember playing games
on my crt tv
not a single thing to play
cause my mother took my atari

i hear my friends knock at my door
can lil leech please come outside
my mom thinks Im a naughty boy
but says okay be back before lunch time

oh well
the days i miss had come to pass
but its home still
in my head when play it over

the sun is setting over me
scrapes and bruises all over my arms
my buddies say they gotta go
but first lets swap some Yu-Gi-Oh cards

daddy asks if i had fun
we talk a bit before he goes to sleep
im sad to see the day is done
but its okay theres always tomorrow

Atari

HA THIS TRAIN DONT STOP ROLLING YALL

Lyrics:
icarus dont stray too far from me my darling love
ill see you soon above the clouds oh how your wings have soared
with every sunset gone ill wait here so forlorn
but youll come back for me my dear i know youll bring me home

my child, my child
bright blue sky
goodbye, goodbye (just sing it for a bit imma fade it out)

Icarus

lol i really do make some trashy shit sometimes

Lyrics:
lonely girl
feeling trapped in this lonely world
listening to lofi hip hop at 3 am

lonely girl
studying at 4 am
got the lofi beats to chill and relax to
all night long theyll keep you company

all my
nights are filled with
lofi beats to
chill and relax to

Lonely Lofi Girl: The Song

So I've been pretty quiet as of late. Just been working a lot and building up some knowledge. Did some engineering work for a metal album I'm pretty happy with how things came out. Hopefully I'll start releasing everything I've been working on. Expect wayyy more synth based stuff.

Lyrics:
Where?
Where are you?
Where, my dear, am I?
Where do I find you?
Maybe, my dear, let me know I am lost
I want you to tell me how I feel
I want you to tell me how I feel
I want you, I want you, I want to

robot heart

through teeth sinking into bitter lips
a sigh escapes willfully deluding itself

Lyrics:
a temple shifts
the mind altars a goddess
you'd thought you could be everything

as credits roll, and carry on
an anxious spark, grim voices filled my ears
she tells me "You've got nothing to worry about"
yet the heartbeat of the clock keeps ticking down

young love
a desperation, fear of separation means
sure enough
they'd turn to see-you-soons
with young love
growing pains and bloodstained lips
oxidize to black and breath in

young love

lets see how it goes
i hope youre happy
i hope you stay happy

contacts open

Leech Gomez

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