Demos '24 Mix

Lyrics:

I sit here in my skin
The toxins they sink in
I thought I’d feel alright

I’m staring at the wall
And I listen to my blood crawl
I thought I’d feel alright

Anxiety can have its fun
Because I’m uncomfortably numb
Nothing can make this go away
Talk to myself till it’s done
As I wait uncomfortably numb
I do this almost every day

Im watching the paint peel
As I struggle to feel
If it’s better than last time

The thoughts they speak at once
They come together in a chorus
Saying it’s better than last time

Anxiety can have its fun
Because I’m uncomfortably numb
Nothing can make this go away
Talk to myself till it’s done
As I wait uncomfortably numb
I do this almost every day

I sense it coming on 
I do it so I can endure the
Pain that’s in this world
It never makes me feel
The way I want to feel
Except all the times that it does
But I know 

Anxiety can have its fun
Because I’m uncomfortably numb
Nothing can make this go away
Talk to myself till it’s done
As I wait uncomfortably numb
I do this almost every day

Uncomfertably Numb

Lyrics:

Hey baby what'chu drinkin'?
Whiskey or Pabst Blue Ribbon?
This night has got me thinkin'
and your looks got me achin'

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Lips and legs and
empty kegs and
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Help me find out how 
I woke up in your bed and then
Wait I can't remember 
Was I blackout drink again?
My skin it is so tender
Did I get these bites from you?
Wait I can't remember 
Was I blackout drink again?

Hey baby I don't know ya
Why don't you come on over?
There's something I can show ya
Hey baby I don't know ya

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Tit and thighs
Leather knee-highs 
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Help me find out how 
I woke up in your bed and then
Wait I can't remember 
Was I passed out drink again?
My skin it is so tender
Did I get these bites from you?
Wait I can't remember 
Was I blackout drink again? 

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Lips and legs and
empty kegs and
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Help me find out how 
I woke up in your bed and then
Wait I can't remember 
Was I blackout drink again?
My skin it is so tender
Did I get these bites from you?
Wait I can't remember 
Was I passed out drink again? 

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me now

Blasted

Lyrics:

I heard about it from a friend
I heard about when he told me
That he’s in it til the end
He said he’d give me some for free
And I can join him in the high he gets
From crystal currency 

I did a little just to taste
I spent a little now my free time and my paychecks go to waste 
Because I know I’ll be the one
The one who beats the odds and gets out
When he is high
He gets high

When he wakes up in his living room
Then he knows he’s out of control
When he’s waking up at 3AM 
Just to see if he’s high or low
It’s crypto meth

Now there’s a lot that I don’t know
But I don’t care about the way it’s made or what it takes to grow
The end will justify the means 
And I’ll do anything to make sure that 
I get high
I get high

When he wakes up in his living room
Then he knows he’s out of control
When he’s waking up at 3AM 
Just to see if he’s high or low
It’s crypto meth

It gets me, it gets me, 
it gets me high and then I’m low
It gets me, it gets me, 
it gets me high and then I’m low
I want it to stay up 
and I don’t like to like to be low
I just don’t know
It gets me, it gets me, 
it gets me high and then I’m low
I just don’t know
It gets me, it gets me, 
it gets me high and then I’m low
It gets me high it gets me low
It gets me, it gets me, it gets me
it gets me low

Crypto Meth

Lyrics:

Something’s coming over me 
A feeling of reality
A fear of what tomorrow will bring
And I
Never seem to sleep at night
My eyes are wide, my chest is tight
I’m becoming one with the sting

I know 

This feeling won’t go away
Until you barely learn to crown
This feeling won’t go away
Until you feel like you have drown
This feeling won’t go away
Until your 6 feet underground
Yeah, yeah, yeah

And it will be the death of me
This feeling of uncertainty 
Trick myself again that it’s passed
But it’s 
It’s twelve long years in the making 
With only 13 left to go
And I don’t know if I will last

This feeling won’t go away
Until you barely learn to crown
This feeling won’t go away
Until you feel like you have drown
This feeling won’t go away
Until your 6 feet underground
Yeah, yeah, yeah

And when I know
That it’s the end
I won’t just go
Without a fight
I’ll take it on
I’ll kill it dead
But In reality 

I’m am just scared
And I know that
I will lay there
And just let it 
take me again yeah
Without a fight 

This feeling won’t go away
Until you barely learn to crown
This feeling won’t go away
Until you feel like you have drown
This feeling won’t go away
Until your 6 feet underground
Yeah, yeah, yeah

What Is Wrong With Me?

Lyrics:

Here I am 
Own my own
Here I stand 
without you

Eyes open can’t see far now
I know it’s over
And I know I’ve done this to myself
You left your pullover

I want it 
I need it 
You can’t just make me forget
What we had
What we lost
The time we spent gone because 
I had to be right
It’s over

I’m hollow
You can’t see me

Don't try

They say time makes it better
This wound unhealed
Just going through the motions
Sleep at the wheel

I want it 
I need it 
You can’t just make me forget
What we had
What we lost
The time we spent gone because 
I had to be right
It’s over

I’m hollow
You can’t see me

Don't try

Results are in
there's no clear winner
My heart races
Your car passes me by on the way home
and all I want to do is
wreck into you

I’m hollow
You can’t see me

Don't try

Hollow

Lyrics:

I will always ways come to get you
Even though you think that we’re through
When you feel like someone’s behind you
It’s me

I’ll keep winning every issue
You’ll keep feeling like I fucked you
When you jolt awake at night again 
It’s me

And when you feel like giving in
You should because you suck
And when you feel like throwing up
It’s probably when you see me

You’ll probably be seething
You’ll probably remember all the times 
You couldn’t measure up

And you know 
Okay, you probably don’t know
Being blinded by delusion 
Has ruined you and everyone you talk to

I wasn’t born a saint
But at least I’m smart enough to know 

That you will never break me down
You can’t drag my name around 
Even though you tried I’m still here
Standing strong

Even all your lies and hate
The bullshit you propagate
It makes me laugh that everyone knows
That you’re wrong

And when you feel like giving in
You should because I’ll win
And when you’re drowning in your sin
I’ll probably be scheming

I’ll probably be beaming
I’ll probably remember all the times
I saw you fall

And you know
Deep way down, you know
Your toxic games and deception
Have left you all alone

I wasn’t born a saint
But at least I’m smart enough to know

You thought you held the power
But you're just a fading echo
In the silence of the hour
I'll rise, while you stay low

Uncomfertably Numb

Left Handed Knives

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