I'm High every time

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russian roulette (prod. lildeath)

FUKKIT - [DEVILBOY] (Prod. YUNG TONES)

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

Free Download

every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

SheWannaSeeMeGlo ✨ w/ guccihighwaters + kevinacell [prod. gg rahkavelli]

KAMAARA + KILL EBOLA - GASOLINE (PROD SOJHI)[KILL LOVE CARTEL]

i was gonna drop this on new years but i thought about it and yall deserve to hear this now, thank you for an amazing 2018. lets take over 2019. i appreciate all the support! i love yall. - Grant (TEKKEN+)


lyrics 

Ever since I was a young kid 
Dreams clouded my brain to cement 
Always defeated 
Never found love in my life I seen effect 
I am only human 
I can perceive only what I can with my breath 
Alive but I’m dying 
What is the meaning of a life if it’s shit 

Universe is telling me to look away 
I am looking to the deepest grey 
I won’t let my mom down she sees the great 
I won’t let my friends down they see the fate 
Used to be useless but I found my purpose 
Devil chained to ankle Bitch i feel so worthless
I hate myself when I close the curtains 
Behind a blank screen when I feel my curses 



IF I DIED TODAY PLEASE HIDE MY BODY 
I CANNOT FEEL MY HEART 
NO ONE TO STOP ME 
BORN TO BE USELESS I HATE MY HOBBIES 
HATE MY JOB AND I HATE MY CHOICES 
I LOVE THE PAIN BITCH IT MAKES ME FEEL 
HURT MYSELF AGAIN WHILE MY BLOOD IT SPILLS
IVE LOST FAMILY TOO MANY DYING 
EYES SWELL SHUT YEAH ALIVE BUT CRYING 

FALLING IM FALLING BUT BREAK 
LOOK AT MY LIFE ON THE LINE AYE
I WILL NEVER FUCKING MATTER 
MY CHEST IT HEALS AND THEN SHATTERS

HEAL [PROD. EVO FROST]

lovesick ft safe sin

LOVESICK FT SAFE SIN (PROD DEERGOD X LEFTHANDLUCK)

https://soundcloud.com/saeglass

men are the doubtful mistake
feelings that burn at the stake
everything further from great
seconds and seconds ill murder the essence

hey.
welcome to the fight
(sit, stop)
everything's blight
(sit, stop)
who can i trust if i never just opening up
who can i trust if i never just trusted myself
(sit, stop)
telling me everything is always ok
now its just getting so close
somebody help em im not even close
acting the end was never the case
you're never the answer you're never culprit i speak from the chest

usually i dont get all emotional
speaking on topics they make me delusional
used to be so obsessed with making it right
controlling they thoughts is more than a fight
everything rots, everything spikes
the cleansing is hurting, repetitive yearning
hatred and love, its never the same

song about someone dear to me (prod. sae)

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

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BAD HEART w/ suisai

Sequel to "lean in"

Produced by Na$tii

Lyrics: 

intro: 
I don’t need a gang 
yu see I came in with this big tool
dead behind the eyes
you never knowing what I been through 

verse 1: 
I can’t take it any longer 
scratching at the surface 
buried like a mortar 
finger fucking call it torture
chamber getting emptied 
vomit from the horror 
you is a narc reporter 
I’m in love with violence
maybe a disorder
militant I’m an extorter 
yeah citizen killing them 
urban aborter 
I don’t wanna seeing another fucking face 
I’m tripping off the acid u distorted like an 808
I can’t see my body all I feel hate 
stretch you like elastic 
digging deeper my blade penetrate 
I don’t need religion I just demonstrate 
burning up my body 
immolation self eliminate 
cancer in my body 
I can’t get away 
rusting in gums my knuckles dragging 
through my own decay 

chorus: 
I don’t need a reason 
Yeah this burner leave you see through 
I don’t need a gang 
yu see I came in with this big tool
dead behind the eyes
you never knowing what I been through 
don’t know what I been through 

verse 2: 
cutta the young fucking demon
I’m leaving em hanging they rot from the ceiling 
deceiving these fuckers cut em when I see em
and I’m gonna gut em like pigs 
while they squealing 
I’m feeling like the shit it’s a part of my being 
I don’t even see em like bugs how I treat em
and bleeding taught i can’t fuck with no body
I got all up in while I’m off of the molly 

fuck all these people 
all I see is copies 
got on my docs and I stomp
out a Nazi
you sent yo mans 
now I’m killing a proxy
broken my fingers 
I hit em like rocky 

I hit em Rambo they run for the trees 
lining up shit and it came from Belize 
reservoir dogs ain’t give fucks bout a flea
I’m on a killing spree going prestige 

chorus: 
I don’t need a reason 
Yeah this burner leave you see through 
I don’t need a gang 
yu see I came in with this big tool
dead behind the eyes
you never knowing what I been through 
don’t know what I been through

See Through

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

HXNJV - THE WEIGHT OF THE FUTURE (PROD. BXWZER)

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

Will they see you come around?
I don’t blow no smoke in a glass house
Will the blood fall damn I bodied that bitch
Switch hitter trigger skipping hollow 556’s ay ay

Satan got my call when I sang kill em all
Bodies fall to the pits when I weep no vengeance
Gun cocked blade tucked not the fun type
Killin in the night all black two backpacks

Never see the sunrise when you hear
You know it’s time to run right
Never see the sunrise when you hear
Kill
You know it’s time to run right

Laughing in my sleep bitch
Running backwards all laps never slip 
Skip beats on a beat when I spit all heaters 
Like a glock piercing sheets 
Blood splattered on my cold feet
Cut a motherfucking wrist right quicks slits 
With a couple dirty hi slash blood on my fits
When eyes roll back bitch I don’t really see you
With a motherfucking lever shit I know that I will always kill em
When I’m rollin in a motherfucking Chevy 
Shotty heavy double damage spray 
I double back and grab the AK
Burning every second when I’m making a massacre
I will murder every breath you take and make you a martyr
Ya ya
Wrappin em up
If you think that I am slacking I am wrappin you up
If I grab the dirty Mac I am clappin you up
And when those talons hit your body I am lackin a fucks

Ay ay
I am cocking it back
I’ll spray everyone in this bitch
They call that a massacre
Ay ay
.40 peelin your cap
And I will cut your fucking throat
If I’m catching you slacking

Ay ay
I am cocking it back
I’ll spray everyone in this bitch
They call that a massacre
Ay ay
.40 peelin your cap
And I will cut your fucking throat
If I’m catching you slacking

BLOOD FED

WAY TOO LATE [PROD. HECTOR VAE]

1800DEADBOY





Im Just Another Wasted Youth

I
Die 
Alone


1800DEADBOY

2017-2021

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LOVESICK FT SAFE SIN (PROD DEERGOD X LEFTHANDLUCK)

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