I actually really enjoyed making this song, I hope everyone is having a great day. Enjoy~
Thank you @Diedwithin for such a wonderful beat

Disconnected (prod DiedWithin)

Step1: Depression
Step2: Dissociate
Step3: Drop Track I Don't Remember making

Do Not Enter Pain Inside

Moon Kid Lotus :  https://soundcloud.com/moonkidlotus
DIEDWITHIN : https://soundcloud.com/deadchurro
Producer:  https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

Take Me Home Ft DIEDWITHIN (prod. sorrow bringer)

You ask me for the truth I tell you nothin,
Lately I don't even feel like stuntin...

My social stuff
https://linktr.ee/leftintears

prod by Voyce X Daks9k

Hard Enough (Prod. Voyce X Daks9k)

shout out to @diedwithin for the ft on this one 
shout out to @sorrow_bringer for the wonderful beat
I may be in the works to making an entire sorrow bringer ep because that's how fire the beats are imo

Help Me Ft DIEDWITHIN (prod Sorrow Bringer)

Follow Me On All Social Media Platforms <3
- https://linktr.ee/leftintears

Hope Never Dies (prod CapsCtrl)

Shout out to the prods for making this beat,
Follow my socials:
https://linktr.ee/leftintears
If ya know ya know, UNDERGROUND RENAISSANCE(UGR) taking the year by storm.

lyrics :

-coughs- aww fuck
yo you got the bag -laughs nervously-
uhno you keep that one I got three mo
lets get it

Bags I got bags I got bags I got bags I got bags
And I put em in my nose
Do it when I'm sad yeah I'm sad girl I'm sad bitch you mad
I don't care I just put it in my nose
Got it down to a science that's a marijuana flow
Babe I'm kinda defiant I don't care about it though
Oh you want a lion I don't care about my flow
And everybody trying they don't really know me though, yeah

Fuck that
She don't really love me less my wrist splat
Broken both hands trying to keep that
I dont give a fuck about my wrist tat
Semicolon aye
You don't wanna talk then get the fuck out the way
Baby do you walk the way I walk then say aye
I don't wanna do that today
You don't wanna come out to play
You don't wanna tell me it's gonna be okay
So I guess ima go away
And that's fine
Cause i got medication in my mind
Rolling up the spliff cause it ain't about time now

Bags I got bags I got bags I got bags I got bags
And I put em in my nose
Do it when I'm sad yeah I'm sad girl I'm sad bitch you mad
I don't care I just put it in my nose
Got it down to a science that's a marijuana flow
Babe I'm kinda defiant I don't care about it though
Oh you want a lion I don't care about my flow
And everybody trying they dont really know me tho, yeah

If you ain't know me last year you'll never know me
I don't fuck with new friends can't fuck with new friends
If you ain't know me last year you can blow me
UGR til I die lil bitch you ain't my homie
Fuck that shit
I don't give a fuck unless you is my bitch
Yeah my bitch, my clit, and my mama for shits
And giggles
Cause everybody know that I grew up on The Wiggles
N Tinkie Winkie
Fuck it
I don't give a fuck I got a bucket
Marijuana fuck me put my dick until I stuck it
She fuck me she don't give a fuck I'm on my love seat
I don't give a fuck we making babies in the country

Bags I got bags I got bags I got bags I got bags
And I put em in my nose
Do it when I'm sad yeah I'm sad girl I'm sad bitch you mad
I don't care I just put it in my nose
Got it down to a science that's a marijuana flow
Babe I'm kinda defiant I don't care about it though
Oh you want a lion I don't care about my flow
And everybody trying they don't really know me though, yeah

Closing up that show like RuneScape
Cancel bitches like a cruise day
Baby do you love the way that I say babygirl
I don't give a fuck I got a bag make ya legs twirl
Fuckin off a perc like a motha fuck
You didn't really care that's some dumb fuck shit
I don't really think about my last one
Baby girl can you be my last one

Put It In My Nose (prod Sneezii X 5head)

Leave You Behind (prod Sorrow Bringer)

Timekeeper

I'm Sorry (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Lyrics:
I guess I'll be an addict,
Just don't call me an addict,
I guess I'll be an addict,
am I addicted to your love or the drugs Oh

Smokin up that weed burn the cabbage,
holding up the world like I'm Atlas,
Baby can you hold me like a habit,
Mama didn't know that she went and raised an addict

And I can't stop from suffocating, (can't breathe)
All this time I've been degrading, (can't be)
Mental state has been berating, (help me)
I don't really think I'm debating my life,
Baby do you hate me cause I live in the knife, (I wanna die)
Baby do you need me cause I think it's right, (fly)
We can run it up and if the feelings right,
We can end it all tonight, 

Smokin up that weed burn the cabbage,
holding up the world like I'm Atlas,
Baby can you hold me like a habit,
Mama didn't know that she went and raised an addict,

Fuck That, (yeah)
I don't want no time to get my love back, (nope)
Baby give me time and I don't want that, (don't go)
Baby give me drugs and we can have it, (hurt me)
It's a habit, (kill me)
Fuck That, (yeah)
I don't got no time to get your love back (No No No)
Baby can you tell me just to save it you can save me (save me)
we can play the unwritten pretend,

Smokin up that weed burn the cabbage, (cabbage)
holding up the world like I'm Atlas, (atlas)
Baby can you hold me like a habit,
Mama didn't know that she went and raised an addict, 

I never knew, (I never knew)
The way I felt when I died inside, (when I die)
The way you dance your life away, (you dance)
and I never thought the way you'd feel when I got high, (I thought, you'd feel so high)
With or Without you,

I guess I'll be an addict,
Just don't call me an addict

Atlas The Addict (prod. Yusha X Fum1ko)

I wasn't going to release this one, it was made to cope with my own personal traumas and struggles. If you're vibing to this know you're loved and keep going because you're not alone. 

Prod: @Psychotrize

Flesh Is Heretic (prod. Psychotrize)

Working on a few songs using @johnnyfriend 's beats
This one is finished so here ya go

Lost In The Feeling (prod. Johnnyfriend)

Lyrics:

Lovers on a paracel and I,
wonder what it's like,
to have me so captivated,

Pull through,
If the moments right I could hold you,
Two halves make a whole that's what we do,
I don't want to live less it's with you,
See Through
Don't you,
Ever wonder why I would love you,
Found truth in your eyes like the doves do,
If I had to pick a vibe it would be you,
See Through,

Remembering the day we met,
I was so fucking high,
I sent you a song called Jaded, (shoutout SADEYES)
The look in your eye,
through my screen disguise,
all the pain that lies within,
and I knew that you knew,
I was catching feeling,
you said you loved me,
you sent me reeling,
ya I knew that you knew,
I was catching feeling,
sent her a text late that night,

Pull through,
If the moments right I could hold you,
Two halves make a whole that's what we do,
I don't want to live less it's with you,
See Through
Don't you,
Ever wonder why I would love you,
Found truth in your eyes like the doves do,
If I had to pick a vibe it would be you,
See Through

Sea Thru(prod. Johnnyfriend X Heyrick)

Idk I'm just losing my mind making bops
One of 4 songs from an upcoming ep.

Pull Up (Prod Flux)

Anxious(prod Sorrow Bringer)

Daydream (prod. splashgvng x sorrowbringer)

Chapter_one_Prod_Sorrow_Bringer.wav

prod. Luffysome X Fonkyfake X Sorrow Bringer

Different Roads

My first single Finally released, I may remaster It but I wanted to publish it for yall since the teaser blew up

Molly In My Sprite (Prod 1dntknw)

First Song on my Dissociation Ep. 
I hope you enjoy it, it's very close to my chest. 
I may remaster this Ep. since I was abit out of it when I made it. 
Mental Illness takes a toll, stay well stay safe I love you all.

Photo Cred- @chell-rogers

Borderline

I'm trying to push atleast one song every other day for you all this is one of those. Was fun though


Beat made by https://soundcloud.com/1dntfckngknw
Photo Cred: www.instagram.com/deadchurroo/

Call Me Back (Prod 1dntknw)

So since there was a hiccup with the ep I'll be leaking this song today. I love you all, i hope you all a wonderful day.

Luna (Prod deadchurro)

Hi I'm Lotus or as you may know me as leftintears previously known as Moon Kid Lotus, Something you may or may not know about me is that I'm transgender. I go be She/Her pronouns so please try to refer to me as such.
I'm just like everyone else I assume but helping people and being there for people has always been important to me.
I play video games and stream sometimes.
I fell in love with music at a young age and around the same time I fell in love with the moon.
I've been soul searching for years and found that I have such an intertwined relationship with the lotus flower. 
Being a Lotus runs very deep to me. I hope you all have a wonderful day and keep in mind Lotus Loves You. Links down below check em out pwease?

leftintears

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