turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

Prod. by TaylorJ

https://open.spotify.com/track/5kwQtIXe2sYp8FveGcwDwM?si=2f1e499ca63f4ccb

Lyrics:

Tell me what you thinking
I ain't gonna do that
Lying all around
I am always acting stupid
Waterfall and it feels like it's a fall down
Losing purpose not on purpose
Wanna blow up
Scarecrow i'm scaring crows out
For no reason keeping me alive
Where is my phone at

Cowardly, i am crawling thru the mud
My brain splat, it is outside
Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

Hate me
Blame me
What a shame that i'm being so worthless
What a shame that you're being so ruthless
4am i'm feeling so clueless
Blood drips down
I'm so high
I can't even see the light
See the red slights
I can't even see my mind
Seeing red dust
I can't even see my mind

Fall to the floor
Breaking bones
What you gonna do then
It's too late
What you wanna say to me
I said but before and before

What you wanna say to me
I heard it all in past
Would you wanna be with me
Until we all die
Till we all dead
I smoked too much
Everything is so dead
Am i not right?

Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

I heard it all

I Heard It All(Prod. TaylorJ)

@kennedysucks
prod. fakegod
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Ice so cold it could heal my wrists
With a blade so big it could cut my lips
Got a van with an AK
If you wanna live better vacate
Heyday
Mayday
Aahh
You wanna talk
You better walk
Spoke with your bitch, and she sucked on my cock
Been through a lot
Still fuck the cops
Rotting away but I'm never gon' stop
How could I stop
Everyone drops dead
Why would I waste it in my bed
Voices residing in my head (head)
One more click and then I'm dead

My time
Has come for high tides
My life
Rots away as I die

I hate the blood, I need some gas
He said I think that I can help
He said how much you wanna cop
I said as much as you can sell
I got a Glock with 30 rounds
and if I take it out my belt
I'll marry 29, out to save the last one for myself
I'm not a killer, but don't push me
I'll try anything once
I'll have your momma wonder why you ain't been calling as much
And you'll be six feet underground, and she gon' look for her son
I give it four to five months before she's digging you up
You a bitch, I never feared another man on this earth
I got an AR
I'm about to show yo ass how it work
'Cuz talking shit will leave yo ass stuck with a mouth full of dirt
Buried alive, bitch, cuz I wanna make sure that it hurts (Kennedy!)

Ice so cold it could heal my wrists
With a band so big it could cut my lips
Got a van with an AK
If you wanna live better vacate
Heyday
Mayday
Aahh
You wanna talk
You better walk
Spoke with your bitch, and she sucked on my cock
Been through a lot
Still fuck the cops
Rotting away but I'm never gon' stop
How could I stop
Everyone drops dead
Why would I waste it in my bed
Voices residing in my head (head)
One more click and then I'm dead

My time
Has come for high tides
My life
Rots away as I die

SPOTIFY

BURIED ALIVE (w/ kennedyxoxo)

Lyrics:

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what I get for getting no affection

I can't seem to see straight lines
Impulsive thoughts through my mind
Lead me in the right direction
Heart beat racing, resurrection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

Sink these teeth into your mind
marks will fade just give it time
Things will fade, storms brew together
Rolling low fly stormy weather

No matter where you run, no matter where youll hide
Youll run back in due time
You may not think so now, but you'll always be mine

Can I, ever, really let go?
Will I, ever, find myself solo?

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what i get for getting no affection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear
And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear

TEETH ft. Blospar (p.maniksprod)

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3
now im smoking out the window
oh you dont like me well ig ill let ur bitch know
i can see right through your lies just like i got a crystal
how am i meant to live like this the love is superficial

i swear im not meant to feel like this
baby they arent really real like this
would've gave you everything you wanted now my heads a mess
break me down just like ur rolling up the cannabis
x2
i swear you cant even rock like this or follow this
i swear give me couple years n they will all be tryna talk like this
even if you try just know that you could never copy this
did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this

did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

now i switch it up
flow be coming vigorous
he rlly think im scared bc i know he keep a flicky tucked?
he aint gon fuck with us
if i say it then i do it
he a snake i shouldve knew it
(yeah, woah)
had ur chance n then u blew it

had ur chance n then u blew it x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

i swear (jolst, death classic, irby, speed)

prod. @prodneverforever

ink drips off of the ballpoint
see two sides of the same coin
patches sewn into blind faith
where i lay is a product of my choice
shadows follow behind me
we're all here just surviving
waste time to work for a living
crash my car to feel something

limbo is all i've come to know
will i be safe from all this pain
complacent is what i'm face to face with
i need to move beyond the blue

cut my lifespan into quarters
25% is over
my accomplishments consist of
two papers and countless hiccups
when i peer out in the distance
smoke and fog cloud up my vision
i'm lost why would i go on

plaster mud onto my name
concrete covers the blood stains
do what we can while we're breathing
no one cares when you're heart stops beating
i'm at a loss for words
so tired of being hurt
my head's about to burst
can't wait to taste the dirt

limbo is all i've come to know
will i be safe from all this pain
complacent is what i'm face to face with
i need to move beyond the blue

my accomplishments consist of...

I’m barely there 
I’m barely there 
I’m barely there 
I’m barely there 

Black heart 
Black corpse 
I’m dead on the floor 
It’s dark and it’s cold 
I need 
Your warmth 
Don’t tell me it’s over
I gave you my heart 
I feel it all over 
It’s dark in your arms 

I’m barely there 
I’m barely there 
I’m barely there 
I’m barely  there

Barely There (Prod.LostCage)

prod me

mixed and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
baby
you know I'm damn tired
of runnin'
around these red lights
get the hint you could use
i've explained it
i can't shake it out

Whats cloggin up your ears
I've made my statements clear
can't hide truth
I confide in you
you know me the deepest
baby I feel twinge of question
ok you know
I don't bend well to
the rules
I appeal
rules

baby
you know I'm damn tired
of runnin'
around these red lights
get the hint you could use
i've explained it
i can't shake it out

leftquiet:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=9QfDXHoFRxWMJTe4SimcsA
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquiet

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“Ninja Boy Quest” is a high-spirited instrumental adventure bursting with imagination. With playful beats, cinematic flourishes, and a sense of movement, the track evokes a young hero on a secret mission—part stealth, part wonder, and all heart.

Composed as part of The Journeyman’s extended universe, this piece blends nostalgic video game vibes with narrative tension, making it perfect for animation, film, or sync licensing. It’s the sound of bravery in motion—where curiosity meets courage and the quest begins.

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Ninja Boy Quest

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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I don't know how to pray
I don't know how to pray
Oh God, I don't know how to pray
It's been so long since I tried

It's been so long since we caught up
Made amends, but I went away
Let my sorrows take control
I messed up, God, I lost my way

In my suffering I found a fix
It became my addiction
Never pleasure, always pain
I never take delight in betrayal

Hear me, hear me when I'm calling
Don't go, catch me when I'm falling
You're the one that knows me best
When life falls you hold me close to your chest

Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Like a child that you adore
You see me pure through all the dirt
Eyes of beauty I can't ignore
But I still feel shame from all that hurt

From all the times I fell down
From all the times I broke apart
All the times I hit the ground
All the scars upon my heart

Hear me, hear me when I'm calling
Don't go, catch me when I'm falling
You're the one that knows me best
When life falls you hold me to your chest

Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Whisper in my ear tonight
Even if I'm all alone
Whisper words to my soul
Even if I'll fall again

Let me know I'm yours
Don't let me go

Hear me, hear me when I'm calling
Don't go, catch me when I'm falling
You're the one that knows me best
When life falls you hold me to your chest

Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't leave this broken mess behind
Don't let me go
Don't leave this broken mess behind
Don't let me go

Whisper words to my soul
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go



Don't Let Me Go

23 yr musician/prod. 

music extras:
@rightloud

inquiries: leftquietofficial@gmail.com

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