Name: suicide doors w/ bsterthegawd by legend in Diffrnt Vibes
Duration: 2 min 45 s
Description: @bsterthegawd

im becoming more unhinged by the second, pls help me

ohmigod. ok right here is where I completely concur 👏

Diffrnt Vibes

yoop. so, i know what you're thinking- " puNk, i tHouGhT yOU wERe rEtiRinG ? "
yes, i still am, but it's in late 2022. im serious this time. life has been having me down as of late and on top of that, i've been feeling like my music is really getting slept on/not heard. i've been wanting to stop for a while, but i've just been so in love with music that i just couldn't.
however, now i feel as if i am finally ready to end this chapter, and come to a close. i need to focus more on having a better relationship with GOD, and being their for my family. so, music in 2022 might be A LOT slower than this year.

with that all out of the way, hope you really enjoy this, stay safe, and GOD bless.

dead______

(sold!)
year ender @bsterthegawd
see u next year ❤️

https://kinorusagi.carrd.co

death2misery (+bsterthegawd)

heyyy its been a minute.

it's april now. i've been planning all of march for something eXTREMELY special i can't say much details yet but... it's going great so far! 

hope you all have been well. 

<3

links: linktr.ee/bsterthegawd

indiancarpet_

all of these sounds use drums from the new kit!

https://www.bsterthegawd.com/p/bster-escape-drumkit/

limited stock of 300 copies so get while you can <3

moshpit [escape drumkit promo]

escape v.1 drumkit promo. just a lil sumn for you all till i get my act together. i'm sorry for not being consistent and giving out false promises to all the homies.

go cop bster (@bsterthegawd) drumkit(s) here :
https://www.bsterthegawd.com/p/bster-escape-drumkit/

hope you enjoy, take care, GOD bless.

unlucky

stand down

latest kit

suicide doors w/ bsterthegawd

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sorry not sorry

yebba's smoove reflection.

the agenda came together one time for the one time.
@umys
@sxre

fym w/ umys & sxre

It’s time I finally put all this turmoil in my head to rest.


(Verse 1:)Mmmm I know for a fact there’s  some maturing I gotta do
Gotta work on my mental, so I’m getting back to my roots.

Got a new man, hope that he treats you better than I do
Clear as day that this love shit i don’t got not a damn clue 

Stuck in a loop, uh

Why can’t I control this lil attitude for nun

Question myself everything that I do, uh
My nihilism started fuckin up your feelings too, uh

When does it ever get better
Wearing my heart on more than just my sleeve that shit a whole sweater

I’m tired of crashing and burning and constantly hurting I’m not even special

I wanna pull a disappearing act I don’t mean Penn and Teller

Killing myself is the ultimate present

I really was weighing you down, 
I truly am sorry

Apologies for not being able to handle all you baggage properly 

And constantly
Needing the reassurance I know that you tired of me 

Suicide will be an option for me at all times I had to cut ties, you see

(Hook:)

I don’t know what to do
Keep on stressin over you
Negative point of view
I’m not sure if I’ll pull through (x 2)


(Verse 2:)
Cut everyone off and went straight into hiding
Scars on my arms from the taste of excitement

Stressing her out with my negative mindset
She said, “ If you’re gonna kill yourself then just leave”
You left me no other choice but to flee

I’m lost in my thoughts I see negative outcomes
I’m ready to go and I think that’s the problem

Tried cheering me up it was wearing you out, huh
My apologies our plans didn’t work out, love

You know 
How many times you said you weren’t sure

If you were willing to deal with this anymore
And askin what was all of this time wasted for

You know 
You never really trusted me at all

Thought if I was ‘round other women I would fold and fall
Now I can leave this Earth with a bit less remorse 


(Hook:)

I don’t know what to do
Keep on stressin over you
Negative point of view
I’m not sure if I’ll pull through (x 2)

Idk What To Do... (qulan.)

https://soundcloud.com/BSTERTHEGAWD
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play 2 w/ bsterthegawd (2019)

THIS IS WHERE MY BOOM-TRAP STYLE STARTED, LMAO!

I forgot to upload this on my alt for, like, 3 years, LMAO??? I'll probably upload this style again on here, so be on the lookout for that.

sorry, i've been gone for a while ):

been goin through some personal issues but I'm back and things are gonna change for the better.

suicide doors w/ bsterthegawd

legend

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