Nebraska Rough-Cuts. I recorded this on my phone in Nebraska.

Like in a movie
head full of moonbeams
you were so good to me
when i was so lost and alone on the floor
you showed me the time and i'd show you the door

i was a heart of fear
couldnt let anyone near
would i still be here
would i have made off with every type of sin
can you ever feel love if you dont let it in
if you dont let it in
dont let it begin
I wont live my life if you wont be in it

Like in a movie
head full of moonbeams
you were so good to me
when i was so lost and alone on the floor
you showed me the time and i'd show you the door
and you never asked why
and you never were sore
i was so surprised i just couldnt ignore it

now you're so good to me
i dont need anything
i'll suffer endlessly
if when i turn out the lights you're lying next to me
and when i open my eyes it's you i see
cause you're this feeling inside me and i dont want to leave it
i know livings' a lie but you made me believe it

Last love song EVER

Nebraska Rough-Cuts. I recorded this on my phone in Nebraska.

somehow we forgot what it means to be real
no eyes to see no hands to see how it feels
no ears to hear, no bodies to hold all our fears
somehow we forgot what it means to be real

i was the defender
of a civilized world in a cosmic blender
but now i can see
when you define you, it divides you from me

i was their god
i was their creator
i was their everything
i was their master
oh what a disaster 
that they believe in anything

what have i done
what have i done
to make a simple world under one sun
our senses receive and perceive
but we fail to see what is true
the world that we made are just reflections of you

i know that it's hard to see
when everything's suffering
but anything you can do here is perfect
these bodies are infinite
and you are apart of it
just as everything will be from the birth of it

Crystal Bubble End

Nebraska Rough-Cuts. I recorded this on my phone in Nebraska.


Piano Short

nothing matters
my darling wait and see
but i dont feel anything
except empty

sometimes i get so nervous
and sometimes i feel fine
picking up the pieces of my life
i can accept the situation
accept that you're no longer mine
that everything is a feature of my mind
but baby
how I miss you sometimes
yes baybeeeeee eeeeee
how i miss you sometiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeees

this is the last time
that i will feel like this
i'm going back to the dominion
where everything is obvious

cause i'm lacking in depth and inspiration
and everything i do feels like shit
i wake up and i think i might be dying
i don't understand how people do this
a multitude of times
i can't even see you without crying
baby
how i miss you sometimes
yes baby
how i miss you sometimes

dododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododoooooooooo

vocal masturbation.

end.

How I Miss You Sometimes

called my mother
called my doctor
called my best friend
yet i could never give you up

and they say
you're never gonna make me happy
yes they say 
you're only gonna bring me down

i can't persuade him
i tell him i hate him
tell him he's no good
yet i can never give him up

and they say
you're gonna end up one of those girls
yes they say
you stupid girl what do you got?

......................well...............................................
i got a stupid boy
calls me his everything
calls me his best friend
and i could never give him up

and maybaayy
he's never gonna make me happy
yes mayyybay
i'm always gonna be his fool

i'll be your stupid girl
you'll be my stupid boy
we'll make stupid babies
and populate all the world
and maybe they'll kill themselves
cause of our stupid love
i am so stupid
i am so stupid
stupid enough

stupid enough
stupid in love
when will i grow up?

cause they say
he's never gonna make me happy
yes they sayyyyy
you're only gonna bring me downnnnnowwun

called my mother
called my doctor 
called my best friend
but i could never give you up.

Stupid Enough

i could see this coming
what more do you want me to say?
 that maybe if i wasn't so selfish
would have driven you away?
that maybe i thought that i could save you
before you went astray

that maybe I thought this was the crazy dream
that i'd been looking for
that maybe i've been looking for you
and you'd been looking for me

dont pretend
cause i know that you know
that i'm crazy
bout you baby
but i could never be that girl

and maybe i thought that if i warned you
i wouldn't be so bad 
i guess i haven't grown up as much
as i thought that i had

so dont pretend
cause you know that i know 
that you're crazy
bout me baby
but i could never be that girl
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i 
hope that i end up in your world

but........................................................................................................................................




here.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................we



................................................................................GO

just when i thought this shit was overrrrrr
i was messed up and i let you in
you were messed up and i let you in
we were messed up and i let you

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

so dont pretend
cause we both know that i am crazy
so fiinggg crayzay 
but i could never be that girl 
heyyyyyyyyyyyheyyyheyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyoheye
hope that i end up in your wourhld

but i could never be that.








........girl.

We're Both Crazy

Waterslide

Lovely Boy

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooo

WHOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo

I'll never hurt you again
if you let me back in
if you let me back in
i'll never hurt you again

i'll never make you cry
like i have cried a thousand time
cause i am yours but your not mine
youre not mine

i'll never hurt you againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
what happened to my best friend?
or to any friend at all?
babe i'm waiting for your call,
every hour, every minute, every second of the day

i'm waiting for your call,
does it matter at all?
last monday night in my bedrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom

i'll never hurt you again
if you let me back in
if you let me back in
i'll never hurt you again.........................................................................

Hurt You Again

there are ghosts inside this water
there is fire inside our school
and our babies are drinking poison
and the devil wants his vote from you

and right now the geese are flying
but i don't think they'll be home too soon
cause this winter was a bust
too many of us, too little of you

oh I don't wanna slow anything down
no I don't wanna slow anything down

and we run on the blood of who oppose us
in color, species, or belief,
and the earth is ours for the taking
cause heaven is forever, life is brief

and the wheel is always turning
and it rides on the backs of the fool
and to stop a force in motion
you need to push as the wheel pushes you

oh i don't wanna slow anything down
no i don't wanna slow anything down

oh i just want my baby's babies to see
.................a.......................
...............tree....................

or a bird or a bee,
or the fall colored leaves
or feel the grass grow beneath their feet

or to hear the cicadas in the summertime
and measure the heat 
by the beat of their tymbals and feel the sweet breeze
when their lost and in love on a hill by a creek  

let...ittt....burn 

let it crumble
let this city fall down to it's knees
and I hope to god that when we fall
all these buildings will rise into trees
yes i hope
i hope we fall
i hope we fall

(end.)

My Baby's Babies

I smell cigarettes 
all around a girl who is so depressed
catch her in the wind she's so paper thin
that'll let you know what shape she is in

I'll sleep well tonight
only cause i know it will end up right
maybe not for me maybe not for you
but the forces I know, well they always pull though

I have this terrible feeling
that everything's the way it should be
is that my escape from insanity?

i can tell the bombs will fall here
and all the pretty girls will run in fear
well I don't care I don't give a shit
it's the end of a species that just couldn't quit

and i've been trying to leave here
and it's only a matter of time
until then I'll pretend that it's

fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I'll pretend that it's fine
I'll pretend that it's fine

I don't want to die but I don't want to exist
I don't want to love but I want to be kissed
you're trying to fix a window but this ship is sinking
if you wanna live you better start drinking

I don't wanna live in a god damn city
I don't need nobody to tell me that i'm pretty
I don't have to pay nobody's dues
I would rather die than be a slave to you

like we're alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllready dead
like we're already dead like we're already
deeeeeeeeeeeeaddddd
hallelujah
oh to be an animalllllll
haaaaallelujaahh
like we're already dead


like we're already dead
like we're already dead
like we're already dead.

Like We're Dead

This is a song a good ol' song by a good ol' friend of mine.

I remember you asked me if you thought she was good enough
I said sure why not

I been meaning to ask you it's the only thing that I want
Just like Nico Daunt

Well I'd kill for a riding mower
Ride it all around town

Mowing grass all over the town you know it'd be fun
Fun for everyone, almost

Well can't we end these stupid fights we have

Sweetass by Phillip Johnston

Casey me and you were born witches
born to satisfy our witchey itches
born to do what witches do

yes casey we were born with these twitches
i can see them inside of you
and I'd know cause i've got them too

and are you coooolldd
like i am too well
casey they dont understand me and you

casey forget the holes in your shoes
we can be anything we want to
if we just believe that it's true

yes casey what more can they do
all i know is one and one makes two
and i know that means me and you

and are you cold
like i am too well
casey they dont understand me and you

casey me and you were born witches
what more can they do
all I know that it means me and

casey where did you find yourself
we were babies in a backseat
and casey do you think we need someone else
we were babies in a backseat
casey where did you find yoursellff
we were babies in a backseat
woooooooooahhhhhhhh
babies in a backseat

you told me I was your world
but I'm not your girl 
well darlin you're no girl to me

chorus 

end

CASEY

Mourning Dove

Everyday is just another day that I'm breathing
everyday I feel a little bit more far gone
oh i am just a body, just the flesh and the bones of a girl
everyday is just another day in the world

and I try not to be an attractive stranger
but I'm a slave to the chemicals in my brain
and sometimes I do good things, and sometimes not at all
but either way it always feels the same

oh to be huuuuuuman
to be immune
to the fact that the only thing you'll ever be is dirt
as if your body's all your worth
it's just another day on earth

and many times I find myself happy
and if I don't I try to find it somewhere else
and sometimes I'll wander in a forest
or I'll drink till my bones feel like bricks
cause everyday is just a way to get my fix
yes everyday is just a way to get my fix

cause everyday when I wake up
well I lay this same body down
so I'm, 
never really alone when there's no one around

Oh to be human
to be immune
to the fact that the only thing you'll ever be is dirt
as if your body's all your worth
it's just another day on earth

i really find it all quite dull
you're either living or your nothing at all

YOUR JUST A CHEMICAL ADDICTION WITH A MOUTH AND TWO LEGS
AND YOUR LIVING FOR SOMETHING BUT YOU JUST CANT SAY
AND YOU TELL ME THAT IT MATTERS IN SOME RELATIVE WAY
BUT I THINK
THAT'S JUST YOUR NICE WAY OF SAYING

WE'RE ALL DIRT
I AM DIRT
YOU ARE DIRT AND THEN WE'RE STARDUST AND THEN WE'RE NOTHING
AND THEN WE'RE NOTHING
AND THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT COMES AFTER THAT MAYBE DIRT AGAIN
WHY
CANT
YOU SEEEEEEEEEEE
I DON'T BELIEVE IN 
ANYTHING
WHY DO YOU BELIEVE IN
ME
WHY DO YOU BELIEVE IN ME

chorus 

end

Lela Roy

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