production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

lyrics:

Oh im wavey
Oh im blasted yea
Alright alright
I could not make it she like tragic yea
Still I hit that bitch that night she need a bandage yea
This Louis match with all of my guys but we aint plan it
I was off this 42 before u touched mine
I could feel her working on that shit inside my spine
I been blowing on this tree im blowing pine
Once she situated Im pouring fine wine
Ok ok
I hear u telling me ur ten toes
But what happened to the guy before me if u both were this close
I guess trust is something earned that’s how it goes
I swear im tripping taking cons over the pros

Take me back
To the time we were just friends
I need that
Help me god I need guidance
Right before the storm
I was tucked in a casket
Why was I the pick
I was broke I was damaged
How was I to blame
I was sleep I was knocked out
Now every time u see me I try to keep my head down
Humans all get greedy but u were something special
No one else could get me that vexed tho

Oh im wavey
Oh im blasted yea
Alright alright
I could not make it she like tragic yea
Still I hit that bitch that night she need a bandage yea
This Louis match me and my guys but we aint plan it yea
I throw grease inside the fire and I sit back and laugh
She like loyalty I desire But we all know its cap yea
But I compose and i give sympathy
Im way too geared so im ok with that
Take me back
To the time we were just friends
I need that
Help me god I need guidance
Right before the storm
I was tucked in a casket
Why was I the pick
I was broke I was damaged
How was I to blame
I was sleep I was knocked out
Now every time u see me I try to keep my head down
Humans all get greedy but u were something special
No one else could get me that vexed tho

BLASTED (taylor morgan x punk)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

lyrics:

My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru our quality time
Attached at the hip
But life drags the scalpel that cuts at our skin
And tears us apart
These thoughts still assault me when im in the dark im in the dark
But what could I have done differently 
Just Love me again and I’ll never leave
If this is the end why can I still breath
The thought of ur touch manifests in my dreams
And I’m sorry for crying
But I couldn’t help it when deep in this row
With my will power dying
I set aside some to love u so u know
I swear that I’m trying
But I’m bad with this showing u part oh I know
When I feel like I’m flying i’d drop to my death to fall for u once more
Though I won’t stand here too much longer my love
Know I feel things for u that ill never feel for anyone else
And I wish I didn’t
But I swear I mean it
And hurts me knowing its true
My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru ur quality time

ive hollowed (eric godlow)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

I made a pact with my well-being 
But I couldn’t keep me from loving u still
The eyes of creation are all seeing 
And if they see me then I’m going to hell
Still what they pour Henny for
We all so blasted I don’t think we need no more
I feel I need a breather quick
My emotions don’t match with this mixed up gin 
Keep going 
I eat that cake then I perform
U cannot smoke this a me blunt
I roll backwoods until I go tree form
Bite on my lip till it comes off
Use me however to get off
Call me whatever u see fit
But after just pick up my pieces

And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

guardin:
yeah she's sucking me dry
not in the way that i'd probably like
i was afraid to commit to her patterns
living vicariously through her life
oh
feeling like i
wasn't enough to encompass your eyes
blistering welts like a page off of thrasher
half of the shit that i do isn't wise
torch where those feelings reside
kiss on my neck as i'm gripping your thighs
love isn't cheap when it's riddled with answers
i fall asleep always questioning why
cords tangled up like a dancer
timberwood lake house just south of dubai
you make my heartbeat grow faster
palpitation till it bursts through the sky
pierce through my skin till it's all bone dry
listen to my heart beat out as I die

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

friday nite fun ft guardin (twentytwo)

lyrics:

Grape vine burner
She wants a parking lot live in murderer

Self medicated by the smell of storm
Id have a blade left in my gut and they would say im armed
How come every champion rather lose instead
He wins the game but loses life when ego fills his head
Hand to hand combat never works
When right beside u lay the weapons of the universe
Check it five times then I close the hatch
She spoke the language of the world into voided black 

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Carried to the cemetery I could tell she’s still alive
Wood soot dirt 
Block her body from our 9-5
I could be the mercenary u could be the better guy
He could not flirt
With the image of an other side
Blood on my brain broke thru my skull
Giving back life to the animals
Strawberry colour on feathery coats
I’m the shoe box u cannot tip toe
I told u I meant it
Girl that’s why I said it
I can’t be much clearer than that don’t u get it

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Just about 20 feet down in the well I rest
 I sport a smile stuck forever with this shell in my head
He dips down to my mouth to see what I had said
As I breathed once again they could hear me cry

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

It Must Be A Pain (branwen)

world you want (prod. zetra x vlex)

YOUTUBE LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMS4VqtU_30

ecco2k - security! (cherri flip)

prod.  garden ave! @bloodworth99  @taylor @4evrgone @asittingduck

why dont u like me 
is it because im different
is it because im different
is it because im different

feel it too, feel it too
tell me if u feel it too
she just wanna walk into my garden and take all the fruit
dont kno which direction i should go dont kno what avenue
lots of pain up in my chst that make me feel expendable
hold ur tounge when i am in the room
sink ur teeth into my heart just like an animal
hold ur tounge when i am in the room
stop and stare n try to figure out a different clue

why dont u like me 
why dont they listen
got me feeling like a victim
got me feeling so distant 
why dont u like me 
is it because im different
i cant fix it 
i cant fix it 

differnet so differnt 
feels like im stuck in oblivion
my mind just runs im losing it 
stuck in the ice im slipping in 
fuc my life im done with it 
fuc my brain im numbing it 
cant hear the words that u sayin man
i try to swim but im drowning 

why dont u like me 
is it because im different
is it because im different
is it because im different

why dont u like me  ‎‏‏‎ ‎(bloodworth + 4evr + taylor morgan + sittingduck)

in order of appearance
@funeral
@chach404
@yungskrrt
@gnde
me! (the hook)
@mental
@bigbillsondeck
@angelus7k
@1fns
@pincode8485
@kggn
@lilkiteshawty
@shadowkingkillz
@midwxst

produced by @4ambhx
art by @pincode8485

apparition feat. goonncity, helix tears, bloodhounds, noheart, yung skrrt (4am)

prod @mynameisvalentine x @underscores x @lunamatic (@thefthproject)

mixed by @p4rkr

art by kittirea on instagram!! <3 https://www.instagram.com/kittirea

<3

1:15 〔fromtheheart〕

im smokig a cigarette the fumes go 2 my head
feel smart now but im dumb 
left u alone
whos in ur bed
im stuck
harsh inbetween
words i cnt speak
thoughts i cnt think
our love
carved in a tree
rottig away
healthy disease

we had a chat n we got lost
said id nevr b this way again
but it was fast so i forgot
told u i was bad at beig frriends

if u ever wan feel somthig come my way
ijus pop anothr pill same mistake
i jus wan kill sumn brand new day
iion wana stop but i thnk i need a break

cigarette

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought
you don’t know me at all
you don’t want to
you’re so wrapped up in yourself
only care about you
you take away you never give
why did i think you gave a shit
don’t even know why i try anymore
i put in the work i don’t know what for

(i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought)

you don't want to know 
what's going through my head 
when you're in my head 
i wish it would be a bullet instead 
i tried frequently 
and i tried to forget 
but i just can't 
but i just can't 
and i fought tooth and nail 
just to have you all for me 
home is where the heart is 
but you took my heart and all from me

i try time and again
it doesn’t work
and maybe i care too much
why does it hurt
you show me love then turn your back
i’m so confused what the hell was that
and i can’t tell if you like me or not
maybe i’m giving it way too much thought

you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took my heart from me
you took it all you took it all you took it all from me

Time and Again (feat. Yung Thom)

spotify

Time and Again w/ Yung Thom

prod. @umru
art by @umru
with @petalsupply
+mixing by @blackwinterwells

4real (+petal supply) [prod. umru]

hope u having a good day :D
prod me & @deltooo

[lyrics]
i ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
im so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
i fucking hate you and ur friends plz get out of my mind
my locals wouldnt understand so i keep quiet all the time

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

i shouldve never trusted you in the first place
id never thought that u would lie straight to my face
i was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
my future's bright, im alright, looking forward i cant wait
and god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
and im tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
and i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause im way too soft
im getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

dysphoria ( delto + angelus )

original song by jack conte - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzr32OqGlOA

prod @blackwinterwells

thank u to ethan @soupandreas for help transcribing to midi

:D

jack conte - yeah yeah yeah (blackwinterwells)

be normal

@johnnascus
@wubz205
mixing by @blackwinterwells

art by @ cha0sbunny 
https://www.instagram.com/cha0sbunny/
https://www.twitter.com/cha0sbunny/

L33CH!!!  +JOHNNASCUS (wubz)

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

Jam

lemignion