Flub.. I am the single most proudest individual alive to even be your friend, LJ. This mind-blowing chap led the MSD movement with exceptional grace and motivation I had never experienced with my own two eyes. He won that talent show with ease, singing a tune he birthed himself. And he deserved every vote and compliment he garnered! He even permitted me to borrow his Yeti for this project?! As well as letting me in on his troubles, allowing lil' ol' me to channel the therapist/counselor side of me I've wanted to secure again! Bonding with ya was an unparalleled pleasure. You are not the run-of-the-mill type of chico. You're so unique, it's refreshing. Please don't lose that light! It's so diddly darn cliché, but it is 100% true. You can make it big if you want to. You are the most major indicator that you can do anythin' you focus every fiber of your being on. You're quite the role model and you got sprezzatura. Keep fightin' tirelessly for what you believe in and making bonds with those that will continuously choose you~ You are a force to be reckoned with, gumdrop. Go out and there and leave the world speechless! ❥

Elle Perlas accompanied me on the ukulele.

Always - Erasure (Cover)

This is my first original song and it's baring my soul. Throughout my lifetime, it’s been unwaveringly difficult to be a transparent, open person. I’ve liked being a mystery. An unsolvable one at that. But I’ve found that’s unproductive! So here’s my way of being vulnerable with everyone. It's so simple, but what I'm covering in it is the opposite which makes it raw. All I know is that this will be my final catharsis. I'm finally moving on and it feels sublime! I hope ya enjoy it just like I've enjoyed the growth and healing process I've undergone to get to where I am.

Elle Perlas laid so much of this down. The piano tunes and the guitar chords? All the things that spiced it up and I couldn't have gotten this together without her!

Lyrics:

2 and a half years
Of me givin’ him the love I should’ve been giving myself
2 and a half years
Boy, I’m gonna miss him but he wasn’t the best
Nor was I though

2 and a half years
My whole high school career
But it’s okay because I learned things
I wouldn’t have

I’ll always love him
A part of my heart will always have him there but
Gotta let that kid go
He’s a dummy
But that’s why we worked so well

He built me up
Taught me how to love
Not only another person, but myself
In the end he picked someone else

The wool is off of my eyes
Now he's just my first love
A fond memory
A good person
That did bad things

But it wasn't because I wasn't enough
I wish him the best
Now I believe I deserve the same

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