if my heart had a brain,
it's gone way past insane
and i don't care, there's room to turn around
if my mind were a train
it got derailed in the rain
and that's okay, it's lying on the ground

please do and don't leave me alone 

manic and stagnant 
anxious in panic
oh baby please 
don't let me go
people i avoid now 
they'll find me somehow
minutes from downtown
don't let me go

no where but up from here
another sick sorry year
that i spent all by myself
i'll hold my breath to hear
all of your words, so sincere
it's okay i'm not by myself

please do and don't leave me alone

manic and stagnant
anxious in panic
oh baby please 
don't let me go
people i avoid now
they'll find me somehow 
10 minutes to down
is way too far
don't let me go

baby i'm manic

The Get Up Kids wrote it and i ruined it.  get' stupid yall

i'll catch you cover (better version)

here is a somewhat mixed version of "I'm a Mess".  Recorded on various separate tracks on my phone and synced with Audacity.  Aside from balancing volumes on each track, there were no added effects.  

I'm a mess (rough mix)

if i had the self worth of a 
normal person i would say
that i am not so bad after all
but it's my fault i can't...
yeah, it's all my fault i can't

if i had the self love of all
my friends who love me after all
i would climb the tallest mountain tops
but it's all my fault i can't
it's all my fault i can't
yeah, it's all my fault i can't 
yeah, it's all my fault i can't

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