shit gets more and more relatable everyday

I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (Aw)
I had a dream, me and mandy both died
But we survived just like the other times (God fucking damn it)
Bullet hole should be p— (God fucking damn it)
My dad is such an asshole
Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
Because my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
Dinner? That's a laugh
Just an excuse for my mom to bitch at me
For not wearing girly clothes
Likе all the other Britney Spеars wannabes at this school
They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?

I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (Are you that pathetic?)
I had a dream, me and mandy both died
But we survived just like the other times (Are you that pathetic?)
Bullet hole should be piercing my spine
Take me out the first time I'm live
Come up on stage and blow my mind
I fucking hate living this life
Are you that— are you that—

Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hopes that she loves my songs (goth)

Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hopes that she loves my songs (goth)

There is darkness all around me
Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
My heart has been raped
Woah
The pain is everlasting
I miss you so much, babe
Want to hold you again in my arms, girl

Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
Rot in bed, don't have no where else to go
Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone

Comments

vyom

ho i've been rich

Alfred Romero (ar5815)

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