I think about death every day. Maybe more than 8 times a day. I want to die. Im so tired of living. I cant think of anything that’s causing my suicidal thoughts. But i just want to die. I have written here before.

Someone might remember me or read my posts 1 year ago. And I just wanna say, im doing better. Not the best but much better than before!
Hope i dont need to vent here anymore. Thank you and bye.

I feel like no one likes me in school and that all my friends are using me. I have attemted to die from overdosre but on the second pill i stopped because my siblings came in and they started to harrass me. I have ADHD but my parents cancelled my appoingmant with my therapist and insted let my brother go to therapy since he has Autisim. I get usually embarrased when  my brother starts screaming and shouting as we take the bus to school and my sisnter uaually laughs at him with my friends. It was my berthiday a few days ago but all my dad gave me were some metal chopsticks scinc he said we cant spend more money and theyre planning to go to Paris for my sisters bithday. My dad cought me eating chocolate and told me if i do eat that ill be a 1000kg and that i wont fit through the door. Hes now off to get me fruit while im here in my last moments as I have abput 9 expired pills in my hand.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"<3

yt vid..: https://youtu.be/zXJFMlrpUJU
Yes yes another vent....trust me...i can go on for days..

𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛)(heh...vent...) BIG TW!!

6/19/24 I can’t believe I peaked on SoundCloud 😭 my TikTok is imliquidsmooth_ats and so is my discord, just send me a dm or a comment if you wanna reconnect!

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