lyrics
[chorus]
give my all
until I die
you're stubborn
and so am I
time will go
the tears will dry
give my all
so I won't ...

[verse 1]
so I won't ever regret
not doing what I wanted to
not ending what I started too
time flies, dreams stay

but hopes wilt, smiles fade 
faces grey, regrets abound
and I don't want to become like
adults I saw when I was young


[bridge]
times passes, you know...
whether you use it or  you let it flow;
I know, I've seen
how everybody lets it... go
I don't want this, always
making plans and setting goals
watching them sink
greyed like a retrospective show

and I don't want to end my own
on an apologetic note
contemplating faded ghosts, sing
on forgotten radios


so I

[chorus]
give my all
until I die
you're stubborn
and so am I
time will go
the tears will dry
give my all
so I won't ...

oh I will
give my a-a-all
until I di-i-ie
you're stubborn
and so am I
time will go-o-o
the tears will dry
give my all
until I...
die

give my all

what do you search for?
what do you yearn for?
what do you hurt for?
why do you scream when the night goes?

what do you yearn for?
what do you hurt for?
what is your heart for?
what is your heart but a black hole?



a melody for the starry nights and the sad nights
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Black Hole

For when I'll be gone and for until then, for the fiery years I'll live



Lyrics:
Yeah

One day, when I'll be old and grey
When I'll have built my fiery years
At the top of the mountains I'd seen
I'll hope I'll be able to scream

That I was free, that I was hurt
More than I'd ever think I'd be
That I did smile, that I did love
More than I ever imagined

That after all is said and done
I don't regret a single thing
The warming hopes, the little sins
The mornings cold, the dearest dreams

I'll hold it all close to my heart
As I fade in the winter mist
What do they say? "A life well lived"?
I hope I'll live a life well burned

And rise in flames, when comes my turn
And go like ashes in the wind
And look at the red sky as I burn
And go like ashes in the wind
Like ashes in the wind

Like ashes in the wind
Like ashes in the wind
Like ashes in the wind

Ashes in the wind

I think this is one of the best songs I've created so far
thank you for listening

Lyrics:
Walking alone like a zombie
Looking at all that I won't be
Get used to be by my lonely
Get used to bleed by my lonely
Walking alone like a zombie
Looking at all that I don't see
Let me bleed again
I know nobody'll be sorry

Walking in the rain 
And I don't know nothing else
Tired of the rest 
And the dark inside my brain
And the feelings inside of my head
And the hopeless tiring days
Where every night is the same

Walking alone like a zombie
Looking at all that I won't be
Get used to be by my lonely
Get used to bleed by my lonely
Walking alone like a zombie
Looking at all that I don't see
Let me bleed again
I know nobody'll be sorry

Walking in the rain 
And I don't know nothing else
Tired of the rest 
And the dark inside my brain
And the feelings inside of my head
And the hopeless tiring days
Where every night is the same

But I got a dream
A dream
But I got a dream
A dream

zombie//Dream

Lyrics:
Long rains
Soaking through the porch wells
Hiding as our bones age
Won't save us when the storm breaks

Hold my hand when you scream and your rage is just bursting
Alone, in the wind 
And I'll come and I'll scream with you until we've crawled 
To the top of the hills
Oh we'll never be anything like what they wanted us to
But we'll be
And we'll rise and we'll bleed but we won't be regretting a thing
When we rise like fireworms


Cold days 
What's left up when the hope breaks
Running alone in a long race
Like you were born in the wrong place

Hold my hand when you scream and your rage is just bursting
Alone, in the wind 
And I'll come and I'll scream with you until we've crawled 
To the top of the hills
Oh we'll never be anything like what they wanted us to
But we'll be
And we'll rise and we'll bleed but we won't be regretting a thing
When we rise like firestorms

When we rise like fireworms

Fireworms

The first time I wrote
A message to you
The stress and the hope
As everything's new
The first time you read it
The world shaking below me
The three words you spoke
I think that's what youth is

The first time we met
Your timid cute face
I couldn't do anything
But look at you gleam
Our games in the dark
As we looked at the night
Your smile through the room
No I didn't need more light

The first time we kissed
The first time we touched
The first time I wished
That I never had a heart
The threads that you shattered
Without even knowing
The scars that you slashed
That will never heal

The first time you hid
Your wrist from my eyes
To not see you bleed
Please don't see me cry
The first time we shattered
It didn't even feel new, it's
The last time we felt
That we felt what youth is

What Youth Is

Lyrics:
Twenty years are nothing
Feel like I lived a lot already
Feel like I don't know where the time went
But I, I know I won't reclaim it
So I, twenty years are nothing
Feel like I lived a lot already
Feel like I don't know where the time went
But I, I know I won't reclaim it
So I

They said I wouldn't amount to anything
They said I wouldn't ever make a difference
They said I wouldn't change and I believed it 
But I found a big dream

Cause the time will pass anyway
And I'm not what I want, but I can change
And I've not done a lot but I can change
If this life is a game, then I can play
'Cause the time will pass anyway
And I'll age and I will die anyway
And I could whine but I can change this fate

Twenty years are nothing
Feel like I lived a lot already
Feel like I don't know where the time went
But I'll do all I can to change it
So I, twenty years are nothing
Feel like I lived a lot already
Feel like I don't know where the time will go
But I, I know I won't regret it
Yeah

When I was 15, as I just started high school, I stopped going to school. I don't exactly remember why, I just couldn't go anymore. So I stopped going. Suddenly, I was alone in my room all day every day. At first it was liberating because I didn't have to put up with pretending to be someone I wasn't, and then it was scary. I didn't know what I was doing or where I was going or why I was doing this. I didn't know what was wrong with me. So I listened to music.
When I was 16 and 17 and 18, nothing changed. I was mostly watching anime and browsing the internet alone in my room. I was watching my teenage years pass by, I was watching the classmates I knew go to high school and go to parties and live their life, and I was there alone in my room. I was feeling very scared and lost. I didn't know where I was, where I was going, or why I was like this. I wanted to be like these people but I couldn't. So I listened to music.
And when I was 19, I realized that if I kept on repeating this pattern, I was going to wake up one day and I would be 50. And I wouldn't have done a thing. And my entire life would be behind me, and I wouldn't be able to get it back. Ever. 
So I decided that from now on I was going to give my all, pour all my energy, do everything I can, to progress towards my dream. And eventually I would either reach it or die before. But I wouldn't give up ever again.
Now I turned 21 2 weeks ago, and I'm progressing towards my dream. It's slow, and it's hard, and it hurts like hell but I'm walking. I'm walking.

This song is about a mix of these feelings and emotions I felt. It is about being rejected, not being able to belong, feeling lost, going a different way
It is a song that I think would have helped me when I was 16. It didn't exist then, but now it does. So if it can help you to hold on a little longer or in any way, please use it. 

Thank you for listening.


Lyrics:

Lights
Holes in the night
Walking around 
Hands in your sweater
Clouds
Rain in your eyes
Can't see the stars
Won't see you shatter

You're running like you never lost a part of you
You don't know where you're going but you're running through
And if you die at least you'll live forever young
It's what you do, yeah

And when they laugh don't listen to a sound they make
Get your feet on the groove and dance the night away
I know the problems always seem to find a way
But they can't hurt you when you dance the night away

Cold
Steps in the snow
Walking alone
Hands in your sweater
Lights
Wondering why
You fall apart
Just hold my hand like, yeah

You're running like you never lost a part of you
You don't know where you're going but you're running through
And if you die at least you'll live forever young
It's what you do, yeah

And when they laugh don't listen to a sound they make
Get your feet on the groove and dance the night away
I know the problems always seem to find a way
But they can't hurt you when you dance the night away

So dance in the rain
Where no one will find you
Where no one will care

And when they laugh don't listen to a sound they make
Get your feet on the groove and dance the night away
I know the problems always seem to find a way
But they can't hurt you when you dance the night away

Dance The Night Away

Lyrics:
Break
Walk in the rain
Bury the pain
Another day
Follow the lane
I'm just afraid
All that I left
Won't come again

Running alone in the night
Away from all of the lights
Let the rain fall in my eyes
Won't nobody see me cry
Said I'd leave, didn't leave far
But I'm running to the lights 
if I hurt then I'm a-

All it took was a sparkle
To set me on fire
Can you smell the kerosene?
Now I burn like a lighter
But I am a fighter
Can you smell the kerosene?

Breeze 
Walk on the streets
Looking at all
We won't ever live
We were just kids  
Too young for this
To leave like the fall
But we'll change what will be

Running alone in the night
Away from all of the lights
Let the rain fall in my eyes
Won't nobody see me cry
Said I'd leave, didn't leave far
But I'm running to the lights 
if I hurt then I'm a-

All it took was a sparkle
To set me on fire
Can you smell the kerosene?
Now I burn like a lighter
But I am a fighter
Can you smell the kerosene?

Kerosene
Can you smell the kerosene?
Can you smell the kerosene?

All it took was a sparkle
To set me on fire
Can you smell the kerosene?
Now I burn like a lighter
But I am a fighter
Can you smell the kerosene?

Kerosene

for the people like me, who love and hurt and feel like me

Lyrics:

I see you dancing in the dark
See the sadness in your eyes
Fading in the neon lights
What for?
Why do you need to try so hard
They don't see the pain you hide
Hide it in your tired smile
What for?

But I'm not like the others you know
No they don't know the colors you do
And they don't feel the warmth that you hold
And they won't walk the road that you choose

And if I died tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Right in your arms tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Your skin on fire tonight, get fire on my lips
And in your eyes tonight, I'm falling in the deep
'Cause we're alive 
Tonight

Now I see you running in the rain
Haloed by the street lamps
Regrets falling down the drain
What for?
Diving deeper in the pain
Dragging your past like a chain
But hurting more won't make a change
What now?

But I'm not like the others you know
No they don't know the colors you do
And they don't feel the warmth that you hold
And they won't walk the road that you choose

And if I died tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Right in your arms tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Your skin on fire tonight, get fire on my lips
And in your eyes tonight, I'm falling in the deep
'Cause we're alive 
Tonight

But you're not alone
No, I see what you see when you walk 
And you feel what I feel when I fall
But in the dark don't you see that we glow

And if I died tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Right in your arms tonight, I wouldn't mind a bit
Your skin on fire tonight, get fire on my lips
And in your eyes tonight, I'm falling in the deep
'Cause we're alive 
Tonight

Alive

Lyrics:
And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you

Baby I'm a fucking wreck
And I know that you're the same
Burning when you touch my hand
We'll take our feelings to the grave
Baby tell me all you hate
What's love if we don't feel the pain?
I love it when you scream my name
But you don't even know my name

Oh, won't you just hold me tight
Close, pressing your lips on mine
If we hurt then we're alive

And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you
And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you

Baby you're a fucking ruin
Flying with your broken wings, huh
You'd burn it all for just a kiss
But you love it when I scream

Oh, won't you just hold me tight
Close, pressing your lips on mine
If we hurt then we're alive

And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you
And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you

Just tell me that we'll be fine
If you can't then hold me tight
And dive in another lie
I don't want to see you cry
So tell me that we'll be fine
Can you put your lips on mine
If we hurt then we're alive

And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you
And if you live when I bleed then I'll bleed for you
If you breathe when I scream then I'll scream for you
If you dream when I grieve then I'll grieve for you
'Cause I'll burn all I feel just to feel for you

Bleed For You

if we hate fate then we'll change it




if you want to talk you can send an email at leothehumanbeing at gmail dot com

Bleed For You

Leo, the human being

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