Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I am lost
I am frozen
I dug myself right in to this grave
Perched myself on this bed and caved in
And I don't know how to fix this
Same problem since I was a kid 
A kid amongst the rest
I tried and I tried to speak real loud with my chest
But I gave up
I gave up

[Chorus]
And I know that I don't speak
I wasted my time, but
I just want you to know
That this
Is a very low point in my life
No desire, so cut my back with a knife
'Coz I have had enough
Of this
(Of this, of this)
(Lost control)
(Of this, of this)

[Verse 2]
I am broken
Someone's stolen -
the ecstasy from my existence
Everything changed in an instant
And I don't think I can fix this
Walk alone and I reminisce -
before I fell apart
Thought I'd get better, but I'm worse than at the start
So I gave up
I gave up
I gave up
(Before, before)
(Before)
I gave up

[Chorus]
And I know that I don't speak
I wasted my time, but
I just want you to know
That this
Is a very low point in my life
No desire, so cut my back with a knife
'Coz I have lost control
(The ecstasy from my existence,
Everything changed in an instant)

[Bridge]
Lost control
Lost control
(Of this, of this)
Lost control
(Lost control)

[Outro]
And I know that I don't speak
I wasted my time, but
I just want you to know
That this
Is a very low point in my life
No desire, so cut my back with a knife
'Coz I have had enough
(Of this, of this)
Is a very low point in my life
No desire, so cut my back with a knife
'Coz I have had enough
(Of this, of this)
And I know that I don't speak
I wasted my time, but
I just want you to know
(That this, that this)
Is a very low point in my life
No desire, so cut my back with a knife
'Coz I have lost control
(I’ve lost control)
And I know that I don’t speak
I wasted my time, but
I just want you to know

Low Point

Breaking out the firewalls
I can't seem to find the
Answers are just medicating
Turn-based talks which are frustrating
Patience is the only
Way to fix the ancient
Tombs of which which were built with hate
She took everything off your plate
-
Don't you fall apart
You can mend your heart
Life was never kind
Even after time
-
Fight for your life
It's not yours to take, and not yours to break
This won't suffice
She took everything, the self-seeking
And I can't
Repent
It's not alright
-
You save all the broken
Lies of which of you've spoken
I will watch from behind bars
While you pretend that you have scars
I am losing patience
Cause you think that I betrayed us
Dress up words like 'your acquaintance'
You're so lucky you think you're famous

Self Seeking

[Verse 1]
You’re speaking in tongues
I thought I knew you well
You take all my blood
Back to your prison cell
You slowly
Haunt me
Fighting the urge
For you to come out your shell

[Verse 2]
You’re speaking in tongues
I thought I knew you well
Now take all my blood
Back to your prison cell

[Pre-Chorus]
Smile for the
The cameras
It is raining down
Smiling as I drown
You look up to the sky
And you look so fine
You can't decline
We’re intertwined

[Verse 3]
So bring out the drums
For this is my farewell
You throw on the mud
After you ring the bell
You slowly
Told me
You're on the verge
Of joining me into hell

[Pre-Chorus]
Smile for the
The cameras
It is raining down
Smiling as I drown
You look up to the sky
And you look so fine
You can't decline
We’re intertwined

[Chorus]
So go ahead and bring me down as I fall into the ground
You shouldn't have called my name
You shouldn't have called my name
So why do you pretend to love the place that you escaped?
You shouldn't have played this game
'Coz there's no one else to blame

[Bridge] x2
You're faking a smile
'Coz it's been awhile
A story
You're turning the page
The final stage
The glory
What do you know?
The shimmer and glow
Before me
I've spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
Smile for the
The cameras
It is raining down
Smiling as I drown
You look up to the sky
And you look so fine
You can't decline
We’re intertwined

[Chorus]
So go ahead and bring me down as I fall into the ground
You shouldn't have called my name
You shouldn't have called my name
So why do you pretend to love the place that you escaped?
You shouldn't have played this game
'Coz there's no one else to blame

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A CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF


ME to VOICES:
You're speaking in tongues, I thought I knew you well.
You take all my blood back to your prison cell.
You slowly haunt me.

ME to ME:
Fighting the urge for you to come out your shell.

VOICES to ME:
Smile for the the cameras.

[It is raining down. Smiling as I drown]

ME to ME:
You look up to the sky, and you look so fine.

VOICES to ME:
You can't decline, we're intertwined.

ME:
So bring out the drums, for this is my farewell.
You throw on the mud after you ring the bell.

VOICES to ME:
You slowly told me that you're on the verge of joining me into hell.

ME to VOICES:
So go ahead and bring me down as I fall into the ground.

VOICES to ME:
You shouldn't have called my name.
You shouldn't have called my name.

ME to ME:
So why do you pretend to love the place that you escaped?
You shouldn't have played this game 'coz there's no one else to blame.

ME to ME:
You're faking a smile 'coz it's been awhile.

VOICES to ME:
A story, you're turning the page.
The final stage, the glory.

ME:
What do you know? The shimmer and glow before me.
I've spoken.

fake smile

She'll step on the cracks on the pavement,
And her parents stay alive
Oh, I hate commitment,
But you might make it worth it
You might make it worth it
You might make it worth it
You might make it worth it
You might make it worth it

I scream to who
I feel amused
You scream to show
You feel in love

Pull your hair back and you scratch my back, you’ll
Bite my lip, while I fuck you, you fucking bitch
Scratch my skin while you feel me in-
side you. I want to
Pull your hair back and you scratch my back, you’ll
Bite my lip, while I fuck you, you fucking bitch
Scratch my skin while you feel me in-
side you. I'll make you weak
I'll make you weak
I'll make you weak
I'll make you weak

I scream to who
I feel amused
You scream to show
You feel in love

You taste of poison,
But I wanna die
So let me breathe you in,
And look into my eyes
You taste of poison,
But I wanna die
So let me breathe you in,
And look into my eyes

You taste of poison (You taste of poison)
But I wanna die
So let me breathe you in,
(I want you inside of me, I want your blood inside of me)
And look into my eyes
You taste of poison (You taste of poison)
But I wanna die
So let me breathe you in,
And look into my eyes
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love you ♡♡ 🩸 

scream

Stitching up the seams but scars will still remain
Laying on your throw down rug with tears, who's left to blame?
Pour another glass of "I don't know! You pick your own poison!"
You shouted out loud, though you swore and you vowed to take it to your grave

So we rushed, yeah, we rushed, yeah, we rushed inside
So that the people wouldn't hear us as we screamed and we cried
And you walked, but didn't talk, you just tore yourself down
Don't taste your blood again

Freedom is well known to be an experiment
And thorns from your fake bouquet have blossomed from your pain
The balance of power, comes from understanding
The difference in minds, it doesn't have to be carbon-copy

Borders with transmissions (to replicate an open gate)
Snapped everything in half (to devastate and make us wait)
They'll overtake in every way that's possible
Broke the alarm so we can run away and start again

If I could open up the gates, and let the flood rush in,
Then I could let the thorns all go, stop breaking through my skin

Coin spins on a coffee table
Your poor head face down tonight
You run from the disassembled
Can't take what's not simplified
Coin spins on a coffee table
Keep your head up, don't lie tonight
Stay put, stay only stable
You don't have to be alone despite

That you rushed, yeah, you rushed, yeah, you rushed inside
So that the people wouldn't hear you, as you screamed and you cried
And you walked, but didn't talk, you just tore yourself down
Don't taste your blood again

carbon copy (demo)

You can take my heart and run away
Didn’t even want it anyway
You can take my heart and run away
Gone is another day, find you another way (in any way)

You took me to places
But now you’ve replaced us

Break my heart, why? I told you, “Run away”
Break my heart, but you held me another day
I doubt that you’ll go to hell with me

I don’t want to be myself
But I’ll come when I’m out of hell
I just know you’ll stop me
When I’ve made it out the other side
Play pretend
Won’t you stay until the end? I-
I don’t wanna know the day
When it turns to ash and grey
And I won’t care
And I won’t care 

You told me, you knew me
But then you, you threw me
To the side of the road where you kept me
Pushing dead roses aside, so I tell you that

i won't care

change (acoustic)

[Verse 1]
You break my back
In spite of smack
You take my stuff
But I won’t go
Coz' you’re not home
You break my back (Breaking up my back, for all the wrong reasons)
In spite of smack (Troubled maniac, you’re lost in all regions)
You take my stuff (Trying not to lie, but you’ve got that face on)
But I won’t go (And you want some)
Coz' you’re not home (And you want SOME)
And you’re all alone

[Verse 2]
You break my neck
I fucking checked
I hid my stuff
Now you won't go
Just leave my home
You break my neck (Breaking up my neck, for all the wrong reasons)
I fucking checked (Troubled maniac, you’re lost in all regions)
I hid my stuff (Trying not to lie, but you’ve got that face on)
Now you won't go (And you want some)
Just leave my home (And you want SOME)
Leave me on my own

[Pre-Chorus]
KILL ME TONIGHT
YOU FUCKING SAVED MY LIFE
DON'T FUCKING MAKE HER CRY

[Chorus]
You feel like cigarettes for the first time
Disgusting, foul
Just wanted to be cool
Within draws of symptoms
I’m addicted to you

[Verse 3]
I broke your limbs
To keep you in
To prove I'm tough
But I'm a fraud
I've sucked you dry
I broke your limbs (Fucking everything, for no fucking reason)
To keep you in (Wanna feel you sting, my love, while you're bleeding)
To prove I'm tough (Trying not to die, but you’ve got that face on)
But I'm a fraud (And I want some)
I've sucked you dry (And I want SOME)
And I'm gonna die

[Bridge]
DIE.
Breaking up my
Breaking up my, up my, up my
Reasons-sons-sons-sons-sons-sons
-roubled maniac, you're lost-
-ac, all, all
Breaking up my back, for all the wrong reasons
Troubled maniac, you’re lost in all regions
Trying not to lie, but you’ve got that face on
And you want some
And you want SOME

[Pre-Chorus]
KILL ME TONIGHT
YOU FUCKING SAVED MY LIFE
DON'T FUCKING MAKE HER CRY

[Chorus]
You feel like cigarettes for the first time
Disgusting, vile
Just wanted to be cool
Within draws of symptoms
I’m addicted to you

cigarettes

Lost my passion when I lost the band
Feel like I've been pushed down the wrong path
Developed paranoia, so I go destroy, yeah
My own life, coz nothing is real

What's the point of leaving your home?
It's all the same, except you're not alone
This isn't California, big dreams of LA aren't for ya
You don't try, just keep blaming yourself

Developed paranoia, so I go destroy, yeah
My own life, it's fine, coz nothing is real
This isn't California, the big dreams of LA ain't for ya
You don't try, you just keep on blaming yourself

But do you leave all your friends?
Just 'cause you overspend
Blame my boring life on the fault of others
You're hanging by a thread
Due to your own lack of bread
Which you run from, you hide and smother

Depression leads to regression in skills
Spent too long riding those hills

california

I was wrong
You weren't gone


If we ever fell apart, I'd
Cherish every
Moment that we've had coz you're the
Closest thing to a
Real love that I've ever felt, you
Make me feel at home
Never have I hated being alone
I've had enough

Slept through the entire day
Distract myself with bills to pay
I thought you lied, so you'd see me no more
Passing out on every hardwood floor
You want me? Then show me
Before my heart gets empty
Stop leaving, in the morning
Out the door without a warning

I,
Never thought I'd cry
Never thought I'd try
Never thought I'd be the one to catch your name
Coz I,
Never thought that you'd wanna be mine

If we ever fell apart, I'd
Cherish every
Moment that we've had coz you're the
Closest thing to a
Real love that I've ever felt, you
Make me feel at home
Never have I hated being alone
I've had enough
Of a life without you
Missing piece inside my heart
Don't know what I'd do if you would
Go break us apart
Funny thinking back to when I
Longed that you were mine
Look at where we are today
Now, you're my valentine

my valentine

featuring @annabel-982222890

[Verse 1]
Call on your brothers in arms
Take on a mission that's too strong
You claimed your soul, but you sold it all
For the content in your broken heart

[Pre-Chorus]
A puppet on a string
Who's your puppeteer?
Don't you know that you can choose your own owner?
A pawn on someone's board
What's your move?
It's two steps forward, not steps to the back

[Chorus]
Coz you're cold
And you're so ignored
By your own damn mind and your own damn skin
All your fingergrips on your skull sink in
You confine
Infobahn
To a message here with a voice out there
I don't want to see, I don't want to care

[Verse 2]
I tried so hard to find the right direction
I won't get too far before the paranoia sinks in
Thinking maybe I won’t make it, maybe this isn’t the way, kid
Stare at my reflection, thinking “How the fuck I get here?”
Closer to my limit, maybe I should put a pin in it

[Pre-Chorus]
A puppet on a string
Who's your puppeteer?
Don't you know that you can choose your own owner?
A pawn on someone's board
What's your move?
It's two steps forward, not steps to the back

[Chorus]
Coz you're cold
And you're so ignored
By your own damn mind and your own damn skin
All your fingergrips on your skull sink in
You confine
Infobahn
To a message here with a voice out there
I don't want to see, I don't want to care

infobahn (feat. annabel lauren)

He's tired of the open doors that he can't walk through without you
He's looking for a helping hand, but amongst your plan, lies no space for a man
Hoping for a little brush, from the fire that's within your touch
The pretty get prettier, but the prettiest, well the prettiest, yeah that's you

Now here's something that I heard, that he's gonna die before he lives
So promise not to say a word, 'til he finishes what he won't premiere
A faker and a lying child, just so he can stay awhile
Sit around and watch the world go by

Goodbye

(good)bye

LYRICS

[Verse 1]
I skirt too far away
I ache for yesterday
With everything portrayed
Those feelings, they’re betrayed

[Pre-Chorus]
Took a long dark walk
And I’m hiding
For the things I thought
Weren’t enlightened
How the pain was caused
Wasn’t lying

[Chorus]
Well now I suffer because of you
Hope that I outgrew
A different point of view
I want to live up to
The things I thought I knew
You blew it all away
Leave your apathy behind
Should’ve been child’s play
Empathy’s a thing, so be kind

[Verse 2]
To your mind
To the world
Be understanding
You’re not blind
Just preferred
Getting lost in the night

[Pre-Chorus]
With your long dark walks
Are you crying?
Let it all distort
So you’re smiling
That’s a mental block
You’re not dying

[Chorus]
Well now I suffer because of you
Hope that I outgrew
A different point of view
I want to live up to
The things I thought I knew
You blew it all away
Leave your apathy behind
Should’ve been child’s play
Leave your apathy behind

suffer (letter to myself)

Throw a knife through a wall
Cos it’s better when it strikes something not my throat, I
Woke up in the middle of the night
Cos something was wrong,
I dreamt you were gone
Oh, won’t you pull me back?
This breaking heart’s under attack
My brain, it hurts to think of you
What do I do?
Without you here
I’m lost, my dear
Throw my head to a wall
Cos I’m stupid enough to let me lose you
Spotlight on you tonight
Your silhouette’s so right
Your dark hair brings out your eyes
Your eyes
Your eyes
Butterflies hide away
In the casing you hung on your wall today, I -
miss feeling kilig from you
But the situation makes my heart confused
We take shots with a hotel mug
Then we hug, that’s my drug
Climb out the grave I dug, but now I’m -
Sat alone in my room
I don’t know what to do
I wanna hurt myself coz I fear I’m -
Losing you
I fear I’m losing you
May I take your hand?
May I, that’s the plan
May I, or are you more gone than ever?

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