original song by mao sasagawa: https://youtube.com/channel/UCd0oSpX1KiQ0pBl8g4XcwOQ
illustration by 熊味噌
mastered by @flwrs

FREUDE / フロイデ (cover)

STREAMING LINKS: https://leorinda.fanlink.to/Ctrl-R
produced by @luxid_dream
featuring @demxntia
art by soyatu: https://twitter.com/soyacomu

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[leorinda]
Losing touch again tonight
No point in hitting rewind
We do this every single time
I stopped falling for your disguise
But you're still in my mind
You left me high and dry

Even if we try to close our eyes
The damage is done
And if it's not love or hate
Then it's goodbye

So close yet so far
I guess we ran out of time
Is this ever meant to be?
Will we ever make this right?

[demxntia]
1, 2, 3
Thought you was the
One and only at the wrong time, but
Nothing that we do will make it right
I been smiling right through a lie
Singing to the moon while I'm thinking of you, like
Why it gotta be us?
Shit, I been drinking too much
To think that we're still in love
To think that you gave a fuck

Oh, where did all the time go?
I guess we're getting old
Living the stories we're told
Oh, where did all the time go?
I guess we'll never know the truth, oh

[leorinda + demxntia]
If we try to close our eyes
The damage is done
And if it's not love or hate
Then it's goodbye

So close yet so far
I guess we ran out of time
Is this ever meant to be?
Will we ever make this right?

Ctrl R (w/ Luxid & demxntia)

original song by nicole dollanganger
https://nicoledollanganger.bandcamp.com/track/alligator-blood-original-version

alligator blood (cover)

original by M2U & ダズビー → https://youtu.be/QgNwAIFE6FU
instrumental by Ikhsan Firdauz → https://youtu.be/BkF3nNS4UF0
mastered by flwrs → https://soundcloud.com/flwrs

夜明けの歌 (cover)

EAT (cover)

american tradition (cover)

original song by mars argo
pic source: https://yuria.tumblr.com/post/103462107384

stuck on you (cover)

stream here: https://share.amuse.io/wvUW64hwwSlB
produced by + featuring @demxntia
artwork by soyatu - https://twitter.com/soyacomu

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[leorinda]
why choose your poison when in time
your true colours will arise
inflating your mind
the pretty words, they don't align
i tried, i tried, i tried but

all i find in those glowing eyes are
empty promises behind roses
you're where my dreams go to die
so let me be, please, just let me be

[demxntia]
it's been difficult to breathe
when the person that you see
is a made up version of me
so how can i be myself
when i could barely even tell
who i am anymore?
feel like a ghost in a shell
really, i'm closer to hell
than i been way before
you introduced heaven to me as a concept
when i was waiting 'round in purgatory
i wanted so badly to go with the story
and blindly believe you're the
greatest thing for me, but

[leorinda + demxntia]
all i find in those glowing eyes are
empty promises behind roses
you're where my dreams go to die
so let me be, please, just let me be

poison (w/ demxntia)

available on Spotify and all streaming platforms!
stream here: https://leorinda.fanlink.to/first-love

instrumental by @soulrez
artwork by soyatu - https://twitter.com/soyacomu
original song by Utada Hikaru / 宇多田ヒカル

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最後のキスはタバコの flavor がした
ニガくてせつない香り

明日の今頃には
あなたはどこにいるんだろう
誰を思ってるんだろう

You are always gonna be my love
いつか誰かとまた恋に落ちても
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
今はまだ悲しい love song
新しい歌 歌えるまで

first love (cover w/ soulrez)

@flwrs

stuck in between technicalities
part of the modern reality
in times we go insane, the feeling reigns
in the game we love to play

reminiscing the days far erased
for a meaning in the dark emptying space
hoping for one last chance that remains
holding onto no surprise, the same old tricks
so filled with greed, no sense of need
even if we go back in time, we're still left behind

anamnesis + flwrs

@flwrs

slow down, breathe in deep
nothing will fade away after all
and i (die)
wonder if the sun will rise
as will i in time
i pray that i will be alive

breathe in
wonder if the sun will rise
in time i pray that i,
i will be alive after all

rumination + flwrs

☆ stream here: https://leorinda.fanlink.tv/lies-that-tore-you
produced by @flwrs

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head facing down
glued to the ground
will you find the key?
will you open your eyes?
i can see through mine
am i right if i say goodbye?

when are we safe?
i don't play with my fate

i know you're sick of me
so guilty you can't breathe
so lonely, inducing
lies that tore you
(so lonely, so lonely)
the lies that tore you
i know that you can't sleep
i know that i'm not you

lies that tore you + flwrs

stream here: https://leorinda.fanlink.tv/searching
produced by eyelace: https://soundcloud.com/user-428688035

(lyrics)
i'm searching again
tell me when i'll see
and time still flies

all over again
and we'll find a way out
see you at the end
where i don't know how
i'm searching again
tell me when i see

all over again
and we'll find a way out
see you at the end
where i don't know how
and time still flies

deep underwater
trying to reach out
i can't stop the wave
i ride the tide, tide
deep in my mind
i try to reach out
nothing stops the pain
but i still try, try

searching again
tell me when..

searching (w/ eyelace)

lies that tore you (painted version) + flwrs

@flwrs

i feel my heartbeat
a vision that i dream
if i will be free
in due time, eyes close
all safe and sound
i lie like i breathe
way underground

visions beneath + flwrs

void (interlude) + flwrs

original by DAOKO
guitar by @way_uuu on Twitter

Midsummer Cider

happy bday @risoo
-
art by miffy - https://twitter.com/trulymiffy
original by soutaiseiriron / 相対性理論
instrumental - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj23zxrPSYk

TV TOKYO / テレ東 (cover)

produced by @chicco_sss

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always knew you were one
to get caught up in temporary sensations
never seem to get enough
all i have to say is good luck & have fun
no more i told you so's
'bout girls you think you know
who's the one that's really on your mind?

turn around, take your bitch
don't look back, roll with it
you will know what you're getting into
go ahead, don't think twice
sink into your demise
despite all of the warnings
then she'll call it quits over some stupid shit
what is it you expected?
don't pretend it's alright
i'm the one that's your light
who's the one that's really on your mind?

GL & HF (prod. chicco)

a cover of sickroom
original song by ykpythemind
link: https://soundcloud.com/1bridgeburningsisters/osrm53mlfjry
https://sickroom.ykpythemind.com/

art by me
instrumental by @ndcm_5
original by @1bridgeburningsisters

sickroom / 病室 (cover)

inspired by the manga flowers of evil (惡の華)
produced by @flwrs
art by guppy: https://twitter.com/gupipy

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you believe you're something different
you believe you need something different
you try and you try to be someone else
raking up more substance to add to yourself
with whoever fits inside of your mess
what makes you think you could comprehend
the things so out of reach?
how foolish and naive

what is it that's under your skin?
you're just a shell of who you are within
you take the pain of someone else
to try and make yourself seem special

what's so great about the other side?
you just can't face the you you're running from
you get caught up in things you can't understand
to make up for the fact
your individuality never existed
isn't that just ironic?
you're so adamant that you're not like the rest
yet you're exactly the same

do you feel special?
do you feel accomplished?
fucking with everyone else as your escape
knowing deep down things will never change
the reality of who you are will stay the same
are you that special?
what did you accomplish?
isn't it strange to pretend that you're insane?
hiding the truth to run from the shame
if you're turning things around
then you better show your face

what's so great about the other side?
you just can't face the you you're running from
you get caught up in things you can't understand
to make up for the fact
your individuality never existed
isn't that just ironic?
you're so adamant that you're not like the rest
yet you're exactly the same

other side (prod. flwrs)

produced by @soular-child

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don't fool yourself into thinking your assumptions are real
what you say might be true to yourself
but it's far from what i feel
you only hear what you want to hear
is that how you've learned to heal?
'til you face it all and be real with yourself
save those crocodile tears

i'm done, i'm done feeling this way
i hope you know that things have changed
don't think that i'm wasting any of my time
thinking 'bout what we could be

if you're tryna make a point
you've gotta prove it to yourself first
'cause any thought of you
lifted from my mind like a damn curse
who said i need your pity?
who said that i needed your words?
i'm not a damsel in distress
and you're not my savior

it was hard to breathe
every little step that i took was hard for me
what you say and do still doesn't matter
it's not about you
when i was lost in the time you were stuck in my mind
i kept it all at bay
so don't act like i needed you
to pick up the broken pieces
'cause you're not the one i had to depend on
you're not in control of me

if you're tryna make a point
you've gotta prove it to yourself first
'cause any thought of you
lifted from my mind like a damn curse
who said i need your pity?
who said that i needed your words?
i'm not a damsel in distress
and you're not my savior

damsel in distress (prod. Soular Child)

produced by @halapenochillin

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can you hear the voice coming from the other room?
everyday she says she'll never find someone like you
time and time again, she thinks about the words you said
but it never seems to end, it'll never end

to you, it's just a drop in the ocean
'cause you know that you're not who you claim to be
everything changed in a moment
and so she says

dear cupid, you shot me through the heart
and it's stupid 'cause i knew from the start
that you would take my love away
turn my heart to stone, keep it from the pain
your bow won't work on me again
if there's still a hole where the arrow's been

love will not heal you

i don't know what to do
'cause you're making this way too hard
(it only gets worse)
i don't know what you do
but it stays tearing me apart
(and it's a curse)
i don't wanna play your games
don't want you pulling on my strings
i'm dreading the day i fall to you and fade away
even when it hurts, you still stay the same

dear cupid, you shot me through the heart
and it's stupid 'cause i knew from the start
that you would take my love away
turn my heart to stone, keep it from the pain
your bow won't work on me again
if there's still a hole where the arrow's been

dear cupid (prod. Halapeno 7lin)

STREAM LINKS: https://leorinda.fanlink.to/lovesick
produced & mixed by @musicbyalisa
art by guppy: https://twitter.com/gupipy

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dig into your heart
keep me safe, a special place
break into my heart
it's you and i forever
down beneath, tirelessly, endlessly
i will always be yours
and you belong to me

it's always been you
from the start, i knew
don't underestimate what i feel for you
can't hide the things i'd do
it's oh-so-cruel
i'm so lovesick for you

look at me, listen to me
cry for me, i'm all you need
it's never been skin deep
like everyone you meet
all the parts of who you are
ups and downs, when things get hard
nobody will love you
the way that i do

it's always been you
from the start, i knew
don't underestimate what i feel for you
can't hide the things i'd do
it's oh-so-cruel
i'm so lovesick for you

lovesick (w/ Girl in the mirror)

original by soutaiseiriron / 相対性理論
instrumental: https://youtu.be/4dKtSGcIQfE

hell teacher / 地獄先生 (cover)

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