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Produced by @prodguda

Artwork by Bleu:
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Lyrics:
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Hard decisions
If I pick either one, am I really winnin'?
I'ma be gone in an instant the second that I am finished
Will I go missing for a minute or am I trippin'? Listen
Am I really doing this all for myself?
It's the only thing that really help out with my mental health
I've been working real hard to play the cards that I was dealt right
But I swear all this working and working has never felt right
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Thinking-Thinking 'bout it all
Think-Think-Thinking 'bout it all
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

paranoid (guda)

Prod+ @prod-number48
Mix n master+ me :P

i’m lost in the world 
i’m lost in this world 

you always bite the hand that feeds you 
always leave the ones that need you 
tried to hide but i wanna see you 
i cannot lie yeah i wanna feel you 
can’t seem to catch a break 
yeah i’m always awake 
cant sleep when you are away 
tried to stay sober 
but i think it’s to late 
yeah i think it’s to late 
yeah i think it’s to late 

im lost in this world 
i’m lost in this world 
lost in this world without you 
i'm lost in the world without you 
everytime i close my eyes i still think about you 

know i’m on my own 
take my love 
you can take my soul 
pierce me through the bone 
kiss me thru the phone 
i miss you 

with you yeah it’s always something 
rip my flesh and leave me with nothing 
only way that i can feel when i’m cutting 
rip my flesh and leave me with nothing 

12 missed calls yeah i know your calling 
i can’t seem to breathe yeah my eyes are falling 
engine what’s left in me i see it sparking 
i can’t seem to eat cause you left me starving 

i’m lost in this world without you 
everytime i close my eyes i just think about you 

know i’m on my own 
take my love 
you can take my soul 
pierce me through the bone 
kiss me thru the phone 
i miss you 

with you yeah it’s always something 
rip my flesh and leave me with nothing 
only way that i can feel when i’m cutting 
rip my flesh and leave me with nothing
nothing 
nothing 
nothing

I still think about u [Number48]

SUICIDAL-IDOL - xoxo w/ +syris

mv:) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MQB2lyrSY8
prod. cqsleeps
mix /master by cody, luvange1 & dxsh

[dxsh]
& bring me up x8
I can't wait forever 
burn me down into the dust
I sold my dreams just for the rush
so take me down another notch
& bring me up x6
maybe next time it will be better for me
could u pour chlorine all on my body cuz I wanna be clean
& bring me up x4

[luvange1]
Its like a scorpion 
Please don’t get too close to it
Toxic hits I let it in
Feeling like its heroin
I think I need a friend
Love me tell me when it ends
Don’t think it was all pretend
Loving u until the end
I need sum oxygen
Breath the air I hold it in 
Girl I need u tell me when
Everything will heal again
I think I need u now
Baby please don’t let me down
Feel the water let me drown
I hope u can get me out

scorpion

mastered by @xxsyris

touch me baby then you'll see
omg u envy me
tell me what u really need
i just wanna see u bleed
baby ya u know that i want that want that
i dont wanna fuck so i flaunt that flaunt that
cutting up your thighs ya i love that love that
i dont wanna see u leave 
baby come n bring it back
look into her brown eyes
ya it feels so right
omg its you and i
now i feel so alive
why cant u just b with me
now im begging plz dont leave
slicing up my wrists
baby i just wanna bleed
crying in the club i don’t rlly wanna see
baby come n kill me
ya i hate the real me
i don’t wanna know omg come n kill me

touch me baby then you'll see
omg u envy me
tell me what u really need
i just wanna see u bleed
baby ya u know that i want that want that
i dont wanna fuck so i flaunt that flaunt that
cutting up your thighs ya i love that love that
i dont wanna see u leave 
baby come n bring it back
look into her brown eyes
ya it feels so right
omg its you and i
now i feel so alive
why cant u just b with me
now im begging plz dont leave

popping xanax in the club
i can never get enough
look u in the eyes while i fuck u so rough
baby come n hold me
hold me i am crying
suicide watchlist
im really fuckin trying
feeling up ur skirt
ya u really make me hurt
ya u really make me hurt 
so i buried you with dirt
i just wanna feel u
i just wanna heal u

flaunt that

prod ilybeam
@6arelyhuman
#fabfantasy

skype:
turn it up bbyyy 
i just wnna fuck
turn it up
turn it up bby
i just wnna fuck wnna fuck
bitch i’m in the club 
with some sluts
nd they wnna fuck xD
oh my fucking god
im the 1 u want the 1 u love 
stupid little scene bitch
i can nvr get enuff
kissin on ur thighs baby
i just wnna cut u up

6arely:
ur the one that i really want 
the one that i need 
i just said 2 words and i gotchu on ur knees 
gotchu on ur knees 
gotchu on ur knees 
gotchu on ur knees 
We can glow up yea imma live forever 
i just pulled up in a 2 seater and we 
can go together 
yeah whatever he do trust me baby 
i can do it better 
open u up like a motherfuckin’ letter

turn it up + 6arelyhuman

gone, for so long

gone, for so long +kets4eki

she was a pretty girl dancer
watch her wash away 
she was a pretty girl dancer
see it in her face
she was a pretty girl dancer
looking for her stage
she was a pretty girl dancer
watch her fade to grey

u taught me so much but enough is enough
I don't need ur love
cuz u turn it to dust
dust
the dark takes hold of me where were u then
when everything breaks in the end
I'll break it just to play pretend

I don't need to cry 4 u
the passions inside 
bring it out for me 
burn it up
burn it up burn it up 
for me

@pixelhood
@horrormovies666

be my lil skeleton
know i want ur body all the time
drugs on decline idgaf ur on my mind
took the pill that u gave me
i do what u say
give u everything u want
ya it works that way
in the catacombs im fucked up
looking 4uuu
but ur still with him
now im lost nd dont know what to do
bby just do this one thing
dont break my heart
or ill kill you like i should have
done it from the start

ya i tell u what to do 
but u dont ever listen
rip out ur heart cause it rly likes to glisten
fuck wat ur friends say they dont really know
u can stay with me
nd watch me fucking overdose
ya i lie when i have to 
it makes you pretty mad too
bby i cant help it if i cant have you
crystalline blood nd it still sinks in
never learned my lesson never made amends

i cant tell what u want 
do u want my heart?
say that ull cut me cuz u know that’s what i want 
and i feel so shaky when im around u 
and i luv ur dismembered body bby ur so cute 
gonna stalk u till u fall in luv w me 
i wanna b ur best friend ill b all u need 
i could give u all the luv u could ever need 
so fucking b mine forever pls

skeleton

Buy on iTunes

skeleton + horrormovies (pixelhood)

prod @user-352666161

Why'd you steal my love baby why'd you steal my love
I gave you what you want, it can't ever be enough
I can't look back, and forget all the blood
Suicide love this is suicide love

I don't care for an apology, I want more
I'm sure, you took it all walk out the front door
Razor sharp knife, can I put it inside you
Waste of a life, chop you up then I dine you
You already know, you're the reason that I feel dead
Cut to the bone, make me bleed out instead
Feel like a crow how I'm waiting for the rest to die
Oh no baby you'll be my sacrifice

stolen love stolen life

stolen love stolen life (milord)

spinning + 6arelyhuman

prod. rudeclub

lyrics:)
Its invisible to me 
Can u tell me what u see
I’m looking for u in the fire
Tell me what u want 
What do u desire
Ur invisible to me
Can u tell me what I need
Im looking for u and im tired
Hit me on my phone
I could get u higher 

I used to play with bugs 
Now theres monsters in my head 
Maybe I’d be better off if I sank into the depths
I used to have dreams but they broke me down
Broke me down 


Its invisible to me 
Can u tell me what u see
I’m looking for u in the fire
Tell me what u want 
What do u desire
Ur invisible to me
Can u tell me what I need
Im looking for u and im tired
Hit me on my phone
I could get u higher 

I met u then I made a wish on shooting stars
I fell so low u brought me up
Like is it real
Where do we start 
Im just a second child
I’ll only be here a while
Im I just another burden 
Do I fill ur heart with sorrow

Lets go
Im gone again
If you really want u could be my friend 
I don’t even care this is not pretend 
Hoppin’ in the whip & we off again
Party but you not  
Cuz its rudeclub 
I know that u fiend
This is my love
Turn up 
we go hard with the lights off 
With the lights off

invisible

reuploading cause reb deleted his acc:// 

prod rebzyyx

lyrics:

[Verse: Rebzyyx]
Nothing last forever
We should just die together
Take me to a new home
So I don't feel alone
Take me to your place that feels like home
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Please just let me know if you wanna go
Baby, we can go where ever you like

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at mе
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna bе your enemy

[Verse: syris]
For tonight, baby, I can treat you right
For tonight, baby, I'ma take my life
You tell me all these lies and you do it all the time
I just want the real you, I don't wanna fight
Baby, can you pick up the phone? I know that ur all alone
We're not perfect but I can be what you want
We're a real love story
Would you, would you do it for me, for me?

[Bridge: syris]
And I'll reach out for you when it's hard
I know that love will break us apart
But I'll always be right here next to you
To you

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy

nothing last 4ever

nothing last 4ever + rebzyyx

@skypebf
@pixelhood

Crystalline shawty
I wanna feel your body
Close your lips just take it
Baby let's just get naked

I'm bleeding out in the club
I don't wanna live like this
Can you save me?
Baby I'll never repent
You could never be as holy as my crucifix
Bloody holy water, feelings that I can't resist
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this

She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
I still feel it in my heart like I did from the start
Last fall oh my god yeah we had it all
Voices in my head
Pretty please just fucking get out
Angels talking to me everyday
I feel so insane
Suicide watchlist pills in my pocket
Everything you said to me
Oh my god I lost it
Tell me do you feel it in your heart
Like I did from the start
Pretty pretty please let me hit the restart
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight

I'm bleeding out in the club
I don't wanna live like this
Can you save me?
Baby I'll never repent
You could never be as holy as my crucifix
Bloody holy water, feelings that I can't resist
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this

z3r0luck

z3r0luck + skypebf (pixelhood)

be quiet by 9aradox produced by akii 
༝༚༝༚
lyrics: 

[INTRO]

i think i…. 

i think i heard a ghost 

[HOOK]

we should be quiet yea i think i heard a ghost 

shhh

tweakin in my room jus like im sniffin coke 

yk im dangerous bby u shouldn’t get 2 close 

im off the acid n got more up in my coat 

[VERSE 1] 

oh ohh bby u got drugs up in ur nose 

rip my heart out of my chest 4 u id do the most 

ohh oh bby take a picture on my phone 

set u as my wallpaper to keep u as my owwn 

[VERSE 2]

bby i told u im dangerous 

sumtimes i feel like i am famous 

these normal kids think ima sadist 

yk my fashion is always the latest 

yk my fashion is always on fleek 

yk tht i always b smoking the green 

know ima star see me on the screen 

DC on me like its 2013 

[VERSE 3]

DC on me like 2006 

i got the swag bitch check out my kicks 

check out my fit bitch check out my fit 

check out the kandi i got on my wrist 

omg i feel like brittany bitch 

fukd up sippin pink whitney bitch 

fukd up bby ima kitty flip 

hating on me u an idiot 

(rawr rawr yea yea)

[HOOK] 

we should be quiet yea i think i heard a ghost 

shhh

tweakin in my room jus like im sniffin coke 

yk im dangerous bby u shouldn’t get 2 close 

im off the acid n got more up in my coat 

[VERSE 4]

u kno im dangerous yea they said im going crazy 

im in the garden leaking blood all on the daisies 

im smoking on the ganja girl im getting lazy 

got haters in my comments but they nvr phase 

(they never phase me) 

(we should be quiet) 

(u should be quiet) 

[VERSE 5] 

we should be quiet yea i think i hear a ghost up in my walls 

girl i hope u kno im here ill always pick up when u call 

ppl always staring when im walking thru the mall 

my swag goes so hard tht they forgot how to talk 

my swag goes so crazy like they cannot evn lie 

baby can u stitch me up and stick a needle in my eye 

do u evr get the feeling tht u kinda wanna die 

yea i like to take my chances like to gample with my life. 

i got blood shot eyes bc i been up all night 

feels like every single second u been runnin thru my mind 

n i always get the feelin sumthings creepin from behind 

n ik tht boys dnt cry i wipe the tears off of my eyes

be quiet

be quiet/shhh [aki]

@skypebf
i been sitting in my room
thinking abt u
no all these other girls
don’t do it how u do how do it
wnna know ur fine
bby hit me im online
i don’t wnna do this anymore
i just wanna know that it’s true
just send me a txt when ur feelin alone
i don’t rlly wanna play imma call u my own
now i’m cutting on the floor
now i’m begging you for more

heart stops
i drop
oh my god
eyes lock
time stops
heart stops
i drop
oh my god
eyes lock
time stops

heart stops
i drop
oh my god
x4

i remember stayin up all nite
ur the one on my mind
now i’m looking in ur eyes
can u kiss me one more time
come & kiss me til i fall
bby we could hav it all
all-all-all-all-all-all
come & kiss me til i fall
i cut myself every fucking night
u hav some problems so do i
but everything i do ya everything i do
it’s all for u it’s all for u

u look so nice in that skirt
ur piercings on my face hurt
??????????

heart stops
i drop
oh my god
eyes lock
time stops
heart stops
i drop
oh my god
eyes lock
time stops

heart stops
i drop
oh my god
x4

skypebf - eyes lock (ilybeam)

prod number48

lyrics:

I wish that I could fade away
Im flipping’ out on the floor
Can’t stop the pain
It feels the same 
Its got me begging for more 
I didn’t think this would change us 
Just thought u should know
I miss u the most
I try my best to make it better
But it keeps getting worse
I need a friend who’s really there
I think that might be the cure
I really hoped this could change us
I just need u to know
I love u the most 

U could have it all
Push and pull till we fall 
Guess I’ll never really know
Why we started at all
But where are we at 
In a moment we crash
And a kiss made it last
But now I shiver and I shake
On the edge im boutta  break
Please don’t leave me here to stay
U can call me any day 
I can’t just sit here in shame 
Cuz I know that you’ll come home to me again

change us

:/
@pixelhood
touch me bby what u wnna do
prom night bby all i see is u
in my mind we were dancing under lights
put a smile on ur face that told me that u wanted 2 die
now im sitting outside & im watching u cry
got a razor in ur hand & ur cutting tn
fucked up in the head now there blood in ur bed
bby tell me what u wanna do

on a suicide watchlist pills in my pocket
omg im off it i dont wanna stop
know ur telling me not but i dont care
stalking all ur instagrams so i know ur there
tell me 2 shut up just go away
cutting up both of my arms cuz i love the pain

told me ur in love with suicide well so am i
all the pictures in my phone i just wanna die
i just wanna die right by ur side
bby tell me that u want it 2
all alone in my room & im thinking abt u
got some scars on my wrist well u got them 2
got that suicidal love i just wanna show you
bby tell me what u wanna do

she wnna dance thru the night
got some molly in her eyes
she wanna dance thru the night
got some molly in her eyes but she wnna die

nevermind u,_u (pixelhood)

produced by me

featuring @xxsyris

(zenith)
im pierced up now
these bitches aint the ones get the fuck out
drunk til the suns out
do it all again til sundown

til the sundown
til shutdown
til we run out

got the roof down
music loud
we cant think now

yea i cant feel now
goin dumb losing sight of whats real now
so whats the deal now?
spend some money make it back like a rebound

i know the damage
promise you one thing: ima fix this
so dont give up on me 
its killing me
break me free

(syris)
omfg bby let me nod
gimme top gimme top
bby come and fuck it up
and i’m like whatt 
she pour it up
she pour it, she pour it up ya

up now
these drugs won’t let me come down
tweaked in the back
of the party get it shut down
eww shawty want me for the thrill
100 bills fuck with us nd you get killed

break me free ft. syris

it's like a curse.. everything gets played back in reverse

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Leqesha