Pinata - Freddie Gibbs Feat. Domo Genesis, Mac Miller, Casey Veggies, Sulaiman, Meechy Darko & G-Wiz

LYRICS:
I do this shit for biggie and hov I mean uh
I do this shit for Kendrick and cole I mean uh
I do this for my brothas at home, who feel they’re stuck inside the city feeling lost and alone I been a Martian
Working day n night, dream like Martin
often, finding inner peace, hearing gossip
Shorted
Out of all of my effort I feel, that they would rather see me dead then leave my body concealed
Although the message is real, 
I ain’t tryna force it
I’m just tryna deal with all the demons in my closet
Critics say I’m getting repetitive with my topics
but maybe they might get it when I’m sleeping in a coffin
ey
It’s a different concept
Living in manila with connections up to boston
Make a stream of revenue thats flowing like a faucet
Now everything I make seems to be taken out of context
(damn)
Melody:
So let me break it down, 
I ain’t tryna please all the people
Living in the now,
Bay TO LA to the east cost
I been, feeling down, let the kids know it ain’t peach coated
We don’t need the crown, cause a king knows what is real don’t he?



Every day’s a Samsara
I reinvent the wheel each time the sun comes up
It’s like I’m so stuck up on they opinions
I’m learning to be militant, but at the same time never ignorant
Getting goals accomplished, they never made a syllabus
Reaching for the comets, my concept with innocence
I might read the comments or doctrines for stimulus
But closing up my conscience from nonsense and  ambivalence
Or confusion I’ve been so lost
I’ve had depression I was looking for the sole cause
Until I realized that I’m my biggest enemy and coming from my mind were all these terrifying entities
Telling me to stop
Telling me to end my life
Telling me to instigate a fight that’s why you bring the knife
But I was simply trapped inside my brain, and imagined my own prison as the most intricate cage
Feeling all the rage from this unforgiving stage I been caught up for a moment but I’ve only shown a page~ so let the change come
And if the sun don’t shine tomorrow let the rain come
You’re welcome to my kingdom



I haven't been feeling much like myself recently. Before today (Nov. 18, 2017) I was set on scrapping my next project entirely. I've been feeling lost, fatigued and uninspired. I didn't want to release anything that I wasn't extremely certain about; this collection of drafts is one of those things. The fact that I had to start treating my music like a job, constantly getting professional input and being advised to re-record tracks to the point where it didn't sound genuine made me feel like discontinuing the whole thing. That along with the pressure of trying to stay 'relevant', expectations, criticism and making money made me feel like I wanted to run away. I still feel like I wanna run away. Externally/superficially things have been going great for me, but inside I feel like I've regressed. I spoke to a friend and advisor of mine, and after opening up about my situation he told me that my life's being motivated by the wrong things. I've been putting too much value in the wrong things. And having the wrong things as my foundation, my root, means the branches and leaves that stem from these roots aren't the best they can be. Maybe this is why I decided to release the project anyway. To have a clean slate. To let go of whatever it is I'm holding on to, plant new seeds and keep moving forward.
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To those who are behind me: thanks for the support, it means more to me than you'll probably ever know.

The Motions

Gorilla Glue RAW (Prod. by Thrones)

teaser no. 2 (ft. john)

v1 (Leroi):
i bet its silly venturing the corners of the globe
somber is it really with the thoughts of getting old
im early in my 20’s but the tardiness unfold
and am i truly done if what i started isnt gold
i sit in darkness, silent, 's if tranquility were in its place
appearance of another space
clearance show another face
im exhausted, almost lost it

v2 (CG):
Your hair tied, you just divine.
Give you another second just to let you shine.
Your head on my chest, no need for alarms.
I know it’s pretty cheesy, but that shit kept me warm.
Like that drink in a cup, when I’m not feeling great.
Fill me with your everything to put me in a state.
Not a place where I’d just wanna stay.
But a place where I’d just wanna lay- with you.
It’s always been you.
But I guess it’s time to let the past leave with you.
So I’ll just say to my friends, “yeah she was cute”
Not knowing that my pieces were connected by you.

Tristan Daniel Wijangco's Album

youre cute (feat. CG)

The Alchemist - Ajax (Instrumental) (Beat For Westside Gunn & Conway).mp3

i had fun making this

TALK

MURDA

Hicci - Lose Myself

lyrics:
im trynna find a way back to your heart
imma keep going till i fall apart
im trynna find a way back to your heart
imma keep going till i fall apart

trynna look for a sign
i dont know where im at but i got one thing in mind
thinkin bout you all night
where do i go when i need that peace in mind
i just wanna be on time
please be patient i just need some time
need your light
in my darkness, in my lonely nights

darling i will say
everything's gon be okay
pull me close when im going too far
take a moment
take a breath
go ahead and take a step
you don't have to be afraid

pull me close before i drift too far
drift too far
pull me close before i lose myself
lose myself over you

youre cute (feat. CG)

Leroi

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