This song encompasses the artistic struggle I've been enduring over the past 3 months: the obstacles to overcome, the desire for giving up, the search for something new; yet the music itself speaks of the creation of forms and shapes, the matter that they define, and the substances in which they partake in. 

This is the Cosmology of the Shapes, an entryway into the metaphysical realm where divine and earthly matters intersect.

Cosmology of the Shapes

lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

----------------------------------

Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

https://open.spotify.com/album/6Kj9588aZGNMwgdbDoOhZ1?si=ruquPjxkQNaqyznkfxG0SQ

Bandcamp: https://lesliedoesmusic.bandcamp.com/album/blank-slate

I'm writing an album of vocal pop songs

Parasocial

sinkholes

made during anv7
easy listening dance music

trip starting tomorrow [anv7]

Here's our submission for FORM's ANV7! Thank you aquoferne for the opportunity to work with you. AquoD'art squad.

art inspired by sui5o: https://twitter.com/sui5o/


check out aquoferne(insanely talented and deserves everything):
@aquoferne
twitter.com/aquoferne
www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

Lyrics:
i saw the city lights
more than a thousand times
it's still the same old view

same with the lantern skies
just gone into the night
when will i ever leave this room?

am i fading from sight?
have i lost my own mind?
i want to throw away my feelings
over the edge

i've held up my voice way too high
i've always wanted to let my wings fly
and i'll fall down softer than before
to keep on moving is what i'm striving for

look into the waves
reflecting off your face

no disconnection
never a mention
of how somebody could live

am i fading from sight?
have i lost my own mind?
i want to throw away my feelings
over the edge

i've held up my voice way too high
i've always wanted to let my wings fly
and i'll fall down softer than before
to keep on moving is what i'm striving for

Stop motion picture (w/ aquoferne)

do yall ever get sad and upload music that was written a long time ago.

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/sand-sun

˳sand + sun ☼

kissing - my hometown manifest

lyrics:
its eyes are made of stone
and its mouth of sweat and oil
its speaks of god and home
and my legs abandon me next
and it hates me, and they hate me
and it hates me, but it holds me
and i press it to my heart
and i hold it to my eye

i think i feel it kissing up my back

the walls and floor are screaming
and my mother's voice is far
the miasmatic chugging
of my hometown's hunger surrounds me
and it cuts me, and it fucks me
and i hate it, but it loves me

i think i feel it kissing up my neck

download/pwyw

indigo awning - kissing

comment 'umru sent me' if umru sent you

a note from ae:
this song is an expansion off of an old piano piece that i wrote. it was laying in the dust for a while until both of us finally decided it would be good to release again.  it's an older release but i'm very glad that even thru a lot of things i won't get into, it can finally shine. pls check out alaska's work as well, i wouldn't be where i am today without her :)

Follow aephyn:
soundcloud.com/heyaephyn
https://twitter.com/heyaephyn
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

Follow Alaska Sargent:
soundcloud.com/alaskasargent
https://twitter.com/alaskasargent
https://instagram.com/alaskasargent
https://alaskasargent.com

GO WITH THE SEASONS, WRITTEN BY A. SARGENT, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, AEPHYN.

Lyrics:
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons

(If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it)
(I'll hold you close and go with the seasons)

Alaska Sargent - Go With The Seasons (feat. aephyn)

happy new year :)

things will really pick up this year

Parasocial

Leslie

Recent comments

j

linked winters

7each

Toy Shoulders

Related tracks