i never had a childhood but i wanna forget it i hate the fact i was used and abused.

I find myself so fucking ugly I’ll never had a relationship I’m so drained and tired of everything I wished I was just borned pretty god hates me I want to kill myself I just want to be held again, I never get happy with my appearance my life isn’t worth it I’m sorry I wish I was better

on repeat for over a year, engraved in my boundless mind shall i rot.

It’s been 4 months and 3 days since she left I’ve been numb I don’t fear anything no more I don’t get excited I’m js a numb soul in. A shell i only continue my days to make my parents happy and for them to still have a child but the insane amount of thoughts that consume me by the night are not human

Awesome Bangers VII: the Life of Sound

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

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my little winter.

in another life - single

in another life

Stream

you’ll be ok
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give me a hug before you're gone

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

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Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

the morning after.

I'm sorry

i watched them all die in the fire

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

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Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0KvFA2nckCvUKgx3SWMNi6?si=741e2925bcae408b

the day you left

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1LalVcPcXvUAbLCwYGUOxe?si=254dcb29395042fc

heartache

All Music written, performed, recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Otis McDonald.
All samples are original recordings made by Otis McDonald.

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made this in one day i'm practising for all nighter fr. 

s/o https://soundcloud.com/inkihl?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing for the cover, dont drive off a cliff

merry christmas

in a rush to take things slow

Wish we could go back

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