Demo of my new original track, White Picket Fences, available for downloadsies!

Lyrics:
I'm sorry to say that today was the day, that I packed your bags, and sent you away, 
With a tear in my eye, you wave goodbye, 
One day Ill Have The House With A 2 Car garage, 
A white Picket fence with 2 kids and a dog, 
The only piece missing is you, its true, 

Maybe one day when my head is straight, 
And I'm no longer scared to make my fathers mistakes, Ill give you a call, 
You said you wait til the end of time, 
You stitch the gaps, with one more line, 
I hope the cocaine keeps you warm tonight, 

I knew from the moment we met, that you were poison, you're a wicked bitch, 
I guess that I'm a hopeless masochist, 
I never knew the devil, had such soft cherry lips, 
I love the way you tear me down, 
I love the way you sleep around, 
You filled me up with so much doubt, 
I'm addicted to the taste of the dirt in my mouth, 
I love the way that you stomp me the fuck out 


Maybe one day when my head is straight, 
And I'm no longer scared to make my fathers mistakes, Ill give you a call, 
You said you wait til the end of it all 
you'd rot in pieces, while the buildings fall 

I'm busy getting high, just killing off my time, 
I've been Trying to burn your face from the back of my mind, 
Drowning myself in another line, 
I didn't catch her name, and she never asked for mine, 
Ill creep out the door, come first light, 
But the fucked up thing, is that you're still the first thing on my mind 


Whats the fucking point, I'm driving towards the skyline, 
I'm stopping on the bridge its a cold dark night, I think i might sincerely jump this time, 
I'm working up my nerve, take a breath and close my eyes, to whom it may concern: 


Just know that she never deserved, 
To feel my touch, to hear these words, 
Tell my friends who haven't left, They made life worth it, up until my death, 
To all the hearts I've broken, cuz I couldn't make up my mind, 
I've hurt the ones I love, not once, not twice, but a hundred times 
The night I put my fist through the wall, 
I tore down all our family photos, 
When I left my mother crying, on the floor in the hall, 

P.s. I know I'm a piece of shit, but I'll miss you all.

White Picket Fences (Demo) - Less Divine

A Lo-Fi demo of a work in progress, 


Lyrics:
I've grown Apathetic to the ache, like a needle scratching me,
I find myself awake at night,afraid to fall asleep, 
I heard her crying under the lights, those Crashing tears, drowned out the night,
murder me with past mistakes,Drink till I cant remember her face
but I traced the lock with fingertips, remembering the taste of your velvet lips,
where I buried all my shame, anything that bore your name today

You cried out for help, something in your head felt wrong, 
I pleaded that you run away, find somewhere you belong, 
When they found you blue and still, 
An empty bottle, on the windowsill,
I screamed my lungs out, on my knees in the street,
I begged my heart stop beating,begged my blood would freeze,
I screamed my lungs out, on my knees in the street,
I prayed to feel nothing,Take this pain away from me, 
I swear to fucking god, I'd give anything!
Just for the promise, I'd never see you again

But You were the only thing that made sense to me,          
I'm fucking lost without you 
Well I'm feeling weak
I climbed to your widow,
I Fell through the screen,
I'm feeling so alone, 
My eyes are growing heavy
An empty bottle hits the floor, 
soon I'll be by your side once more 

Well show me what it means to be truly free,
I chose to feel nothing, Just to get some fucking sleep,
I chose to run and hide, I'm ashamed to be so weak,
I'm not as strong as I pretended to be, pretended to be

You cried out for help, something in your head felt wrong, 
I pleaded that you run away, find somewhere where we both belong, 
When they found you cold and still, 
An empty bottle, on the windowsill,
I screamed my lungs out, on my knees in the street,
I begged my heart stop beating,begged my blood would freeze
I screamed my lungs out, on my knees in the street,
I prayed to feel nothing,Take this pain away from me, 
I swear to fucking god, I'd give anything! Anything
I swear to fucking god, I'd give anything, just to see you home again,

I prayed to feel nothing,Take this pain away from me, 
I swear to fucking god, I'd give anything, just to never see you here again

Suicide Headache (Demo)- Less Divine

Another lo-fi demo of a new song, experimenting with my harsher vocals, I love this one. Reminiscent of Fucked Up

Lyrics:
Well Serenity, Im sorry, 
Im not all that I promised to be,
it seems clarity, was fleeting,
Im not getting better, 
Im getting worse it seems, and
I thought that when I quit drinking,
Id sort out my head, give you everything,
Now these pills are peaking, 
I traded one vice for another, 
Why cant I get clean,

now you see baby, there's a hole in me,
I cant seem to fill, I've tried everything,
Nothing seems to speak to me, Im alive,
well and breathing, but hollow and bleeding,
I'll drive to the edge of the world, drop to my knees, 
begging for answers, why Im incomplete,
It's been years since I've let anyone in, well I've been broken 
Im scared if I'd do, I'd have something to lose,
So I write shitty love songs, they're all about you,serenity



I've tried my hardest to burn these feelings, 
With matches and gasoline,
bury the truth in this old rotten box, 
Underneath that white oak tree
It was our little secret, a home in the dark, 
I felt your skin, tasted your lips,
What haunts me the most what I never told you, 
its tearing me apart, 
that night you stole my heart, 
serenity


I'll drive to the edge of the world, 
drop to my knees, begging for answers,
It's been years since I've let anyone
under my skin, I've been broken 
Im scared if I do, I'd have something to lose, 
So I write these shitty love songs, alone in my room
Im sorry that I never told you, I loved you serenity, 
That you completed me, but now Im nothing



Serenity (Demo)- Less Divine

Adjusted the volume, makes it audible! Hahaha


Lyrics:
I'm sorry to say that today was the day, that I packed your bags, and sent you away, 
With a tear in my eye, you wave goodbye, 
One day Ill Have The House With A 2 Car garage, 
A white Picket fence with 2 kids and a dog, 
The only piece missing is you, its true,

Maybe one day when my head is straight, 
And I'm no longer scared to make my fathers mistakes, Ill give you a call, 
You said you wait til the end of time, 
You stitch the gaps, with one more line, 
I hope the cocaine keeps you warm tonight,

I knew from the moment we met, that you were poison, you're a wicked bitch, 
I guess that I'm a hopeless masochist, 
I never knew the devil, had such soft cherry lips, 
I love the way you tear me down, 
I love the way you sleep around, 
You filled me up with so much doubt, 
I'm addicted to the taste of the dirt in my mouth, 
I love the way that you stomp me the fuck out

Maybe one day when my head is straight, 
And I'm no longer scared to make my fathers mistakes, Ill give you a call, 
You said you wait til the end of it all 
you'd rot in pieces, while the buildings fall

I'm busy getting high, just killing off my time, 
I've been Trying to burn your face from the back of my mind, 
Drowning myself in another line, 
I didn't catch her name, and she never asked for mine, 
Ill creep out the door, come first light, 
But the fucked up thing, is that you're still the first thing on my mind

Whats the fucking point, I'm driving towards the skyline, 
I'm stopping on the bridge its a cold dark night, I think i might sincerely jump this time, 
I'm working up my nerve, take a breath and close my eyes, to whom it may concern:

Just know that she never deserved, 
To feel my touch, to hear these words, 
Tell my friends who haven't left, They made life worth it, up until my death, 
To all the hearts I've broken, cuz I couldn't make up my mind, 
I've hurt the ones I love, not once, not twice, but a hundred times 
The night I put my fist through the wall, 
I tore down all our family photos, 
When I left my mother crying, on the floor in the hall,

P.s. I know I'm a piece of shit, but I'll miss you all.

White Picket Fences (Audible) - Less Divine

Drown - Front Porch Step (Cover)

New acoustic demo, playing around with new sounds!

Lyrics(Slightly different in this demo):
Im just a working class zero, you hate me.
Its okay I hate me too.
Just another broken bone, a basket case from a broken home, I can still hear you screaming at my father through the phone.
once twice lit, this love never tastes the same, dont waste your last match tryin to spark an old flame.

my fucked up brain, does this fucked up thing, where it only remembers the sun but not the rain.
But who am I kidding, Im a god damn fool, everything changed in the morning, cool.
I shouldve learned from the scars that paint my arms, I hear your voice in my head and heart
I hate this town, I hate my face, I hate the coward I became, I hate that I cant accept this blame.
I hate that I swore things would change, that  Id never waste my days away. 
in this run down bar, no home, no car, sleeping in the park, that damn bench is fucking hard.
Save your pity, it wont warm my heart, Im not holding my breath for a shooting star, (I've been dead for days.)x4


If it were up to me, I'd cease to be, this aint the kind of help I need.
I knew from the moment that I let you in, you'd be the death of me my tragic end.
I guess Im just a sad broke fuck, that fell in love with lady luck. By the time I knew that Id messed up.
I was too far gone, I was belly up, too withdrawn, collecting dust, I'll let my body just rot and rust.


my fucked up brain, does this fucked up thing, where it only remembers the sun but not the rain.
But who am I kidding, Im a god damn fool, everything changed in the morning, cool.
I shouldve learned from the scars that paint my arms, I hear your voice in my head and heart
I hate this town, I hate my face, I hate the coward I became, I hate that I cant accept this blame.
I hate that I swore things would change, that  Id never waste my days away. 
in this run down bar, no home, no car, sleeping in the park, that damn bench is fucking hard.
Save your pity, it wont warm my heart, Im not holding my breath for a shooting star, (I've been dead for days.)x4