Runaway

[Chorus]

Silly me, always looking in the mirror like wow,

That’s really me, yeah that’s the only thing I fear

Is when I make it and I’m famous like I’m finally 

The one, feeling faker than a m*fer bankin on a gun

Sayin “Silly me” and I keep looking at myself like

Is this really me? Can’t help but wonder why I’m here

When all I ever wanted was to represent the rez I’m from

But now I’m jaded from these ugly m*fers & I’m done

[Verse 1]

I know, I know, I know- I should be still but I can’t 

Right now, I gotta go-o-o, I got no chill when I’m back

In town, overthinking and noticing that I over drink 

When I overthink, one blink and I’m back in the clink

And it’s so distinct when you know that stink

I know it’s killing me, but hey that’s life it’ll be alright

I know you’re feeling me, take your time cause we got

All night, learning lessons, counting blessings but

Always forgetting some, never heartless but regardless

It’s enough to make you numb

[Chorus]

S-S-Silly me, always looking in the mirror like wow,

That’s really me, yeah that’s the only thing I fear

Is when I make it and I’m famous like I’m finally 

The one, feeling faker than a m*fer bankin on a gun

Sayin “Silly me” and I keep looking at myself like

Is this really me? Can’t help but wonder why I’m here

When all I ever wanted was to represent the rez I’m from

Silly Me (feat. AntoineX)

Lyrics:

Ya'll be doing too much

Well, I mean I might be doing too much too

Took a look around my town, I found I'm

Bound to f*ck around and drown like you

Ooh, I know I been a fool, been a minute

Battling the booze, it's pretty sad but it's the truth

I'm a sinner, bout to be a winner

I-I-I-I- I'm not gonna lie, and say I never cry, that sh*t

Will eat you up inside, I know you gotta let all that sh*t

Go-o-o-o-o, I've seen it all before, and so it takes control

I can tell it's getting old, so I'm bout to switch the flow

Got too philosophical- Ahhhh, ahhhhh, my bad

My bad, ahhhh, ahhhh, my bad, yeah it's my bad

Heaven $ent

My Bad

My Bad (Interlude)

Lyrics:

Story of my life's about as messy as my room

And I ain't gonna lie, I can't even find the broom

Just blame it on my ADD, yeah

Like the f*ck you gonna say to me, yeah

Verse 1:

Maybe I'm just crazy, definitely lazy

Always interruptin' like "I'm sorry you were saying,"

"Please continue with your lecture Mr. Teacher, I'm just playing"

But I don't give a f*ck about a thing that you're displaying

I'm just saying, umm- this curriculum, is kinda dumb & full of sh*t

'Cause all it do is turn a kid into a capitalist; ain't no biz, and

I probably shouldn't say this, but y'all should pull the plug and

Wake your ass up out the matrix too- huh, well anyways

Your boy graduated and made it through, it's mainly due to the-

Due to the addy boys the doctor made him do, nah

I'm just kidding mom, I love you thank you making me

The man I am today, it's crazy how long this shit taken me

Yuh, umm.. I forgot what I was bout to say, but that's okay

Cause honestly I'll never change, looking around-

The world, nobody understands it; guided by the 

Blind cause the beauty is so demanding

Pre-Chorus:

Story of my life's about as messy as my room

And I ain't gonna lie, I can't even find the broom

Just blame it on my ADD, yeah

Like the f*ck you gonna say to me? Yeah

Chorus:

It's the Story of My Life, and

I'll never get it right, but

I don't wanna die, I'm

Looking for the light now

I'm sick of hiding, I'm feelin-

Like it's my time now

Verse 2:

Outta line, and never make it on time

Barely been on the job but I'm never not on my grind

Like, do you feel me now? Can anybody hear me now?

(Hello? Is this thing on?) Sorry my- mind's broken and

Skippin' lines wrote in this little rhyme book I've got,

My gosh, it's like I'm hoping this time flowing I might

Just hit the spot, aye but what if I was chosen for

This condition of mine? If anything, I'd say my brain

Is special, one of a kind; but this attention decificit's

Like Nickelodeon slime, it's got me slipping every slope

That I climb, yet I keep insisting I'm fine; mentally,

It's like a prison but I've done no crime, I'm an innocent guy

But it's whatever I'm still living my life, young and I've been

In my prime, ohh sh*t I'm late again, just look at the time!

(Aw shit) Pre-Chorus:

Story of my life's about as messy as my room,

And I ain't gonna lie, I can't even find the broom,

Just blame it on my ADD, yeah

Like the f*ck you gonna say to me? Yeah

Story of my life's about as messy as my room,

And I ain't gonna lie, I can't even find the broom,

Just blame it on my ADD, yeah

Like the f*ck you gonna say to me? Yeah

Chorus:

It's the Story of My Life, and

I'll never get it right, but

I don't wanna die, I'm

Looking for the light now

I'm sick of hiding, I'm feelin-

Like it's my time now

It's the Story of My Life, and

I'll never get it right, but

I don't wanna die, I'm

Looking for the light now

I'm sick of hiding, I'm feelin-

Like it's my time now (echo)

Story Of My Life

Lyrics:

This is for all of my people

I get it, believe me man, I've been there

When you're lost and stuck in a rut 

and you don't give a f*ck cause you

Feel like nobody cares-

This is for all of my people,

Been addicted to drowning the sorrow

Trapped in a cycle, attacking your mind and

You're acting like there's no tomorrow, woah

(This is for all of my people) x8 (woah-oh)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

This is for all of my people

Been addicted to drowning my sorrow,

I been trapped in a cycle, attacking my mind and

I'm acting like there's no tomorrow, but

But this is for all of my people, where I'm from

Man, I swear we don't give a damn-

Politicians be wishing we didn't exist cause

The way we stand up and resist the man

Lakota Oyate, blehiciyapi, le anpetu kin le wiconi waste
(English:)Lakota people, have courage, today is a good day to live

Remember the women and children are sacred,

Have patience and pray everyday, yeah

Kikta po, kikta po, inazi ake, makoche kin un kizapi, hoka hey
(Wake up, wake up, stand up again, fight for the land, it's a good day to die)

When it comes to the rapping, you know I don't play but

Sometimes I don't know what to say, know what to say

Been tryna find a better way, yeah yeah

Still wishing for them better days, yeah yeah

Sometimes I still forget to pray, yeah yeah

Sometimes I don't know what to say, yeah yeah

Been tryna find a better way, yeah yeah

Still wishing for them better days, yeah yeah

Sometimes I still forget to pray, yeah yeah

Sometimes I don't know what to- don't know 

What to say, yeah yeah yeah(This is for all of my people) x8

All Of My People

Lyrics:

(Wrong or right, I take my time, find a sign then I decide which way to go-

but I been on my grind, they hit my line and wonder why I’m not online, you really don’t know?

I been working out, working on myself my health, some toxic people gotta go-

You never know who’s really on your side until it’s time to show)

Verse 1:

Some people just wanna fit in though

I told them they still don’t get it though 

They all see me grinning chin up like I’m winning

I’m not I’m just taking it slow

It’s alright I stay where I’m present at

Under your feet is where heavens at

Open your mind and there’s heavens gate

I’m not a hero I need my cape

Aye you know that I’m kidding if I was the hero and you was the villain

We still would be chillin, keeping it real and discussing our feelings

I feel like I’m feeling too much

Holding onto what it was

People be trying to bluff

Only the fam that I trust

Even myself not that much

I just need time to adjust, yeah

Now enough is enough

Part of me is torn apart and thinking all about a life that could have been

But it’s like what I see and what I wanna see is hella crazy different than what it is

Life, it sucks I’m like so what are we supposed to dwell on what should have been, nah nah nah

I guess it is what it is, right?

Somebody save me I’ve been gone 

Lost in my mind been a long night

Feeling so weak but I’ve been strong

Praying to God for forgiveness

Still hoping that it’s not too late for me

Inside of my mind is a prison

Too much thinking & there’s no escape for me

Hook:

I’ve been trapped in my mind

Wish I could turn back time

Oh, what I would do instead 

To make it right, I’d make it right

Be wise in what you choose

Some things you can’t undo

If I could turn back time

I would make it right, I’d make it right

Verse 2:

Yeah I know I’ve some problems, and

I know that you probably got some too

Everybody’s got em, but to solve them

Just few have got a clue, if I’m being

Honest, the only that I wanted to- do

Was keep it true, whatever happened

To me and you? I got some things to do

Please excuse me, there’s a lot of other

People here, what made you choose me?

Now that I can see these things more clear,

You tried to use me, I don’t think that I’ll ever

Be the same again, the same way that you

Knew me, aye, oh well; really though it doesn’t

Even matter cause I know I’ll always be myself 

Oh yeah, I gotta be the one that wanna see

Me winning, never wanted no ones help- oh

Oh no, even though I’m hurting in my heart

I had to to learn I don’t need no one else

Damn, how so? You better not forget that

You’re the reason that I let my little heart 

Turn cold, no- No trust, life is a gamble

I hit 21 and that chick hit a bust, forget

What we discussed, things have been

Changing so much, I just need time to

Adjust, no, no- No rush, everyone is

Fight a battle inside and we all think

We’re losing, probably because of the

Way that we’re living, caught up in

All different illusions

Hook:

I’ve been trapped in my mind

Wish I could turn back time

Oh, what I would do instead 

To make it right, I’d make it right

Be wise in what you choose

Some things you can’t undo

If I could turn back time

I would make it right, I’d make it right

Make It Right

Fuel 2 Tha Flame (feat. TLee)

"If something or someone is deemed to be 'Heaven Sent', he, she, or it arrives or happens, usually unexpectedly, at the time when most useful."

Lyrics:

Started from the bottom, but I'm heaven sent

Winning but I'm sinning, guess I best repent

Just kiddin, but admitting I've been living in

The middle of a little bit of malice I misrepresent

Still dealing with the devil in the details, oh forget it

In a minute I'll be less content, but I'm ready for a battle

and I'll prevail, said I meant it, I'm ascending in a blessed sense

Lately I've been looking for the light, cause lately I been living

In the dark, so I'm searching for my soul, it's outta sight, outta mind

and I don't know where to start, life can be hard but you gotta 

Play your part, you can doubt it if you want to but just listen to

Your heart, everybody wanna speak but they don't take the time

To listen- Living with addiction isn't a walk in the park (Yuh)

Ain't been dealing with my traumas and it's feelin' like a dream right now (yuh)

I don't know what to believe but I know nothing's

What it seems right now, (yuh) can you tell me what it means?

To make a sacrifice you gotta take one for the team, there's beauty in the

Struggle and there's pleasure in the pain, yeah I'm hurting but

I'm happy to maintain- got the same name with the main flame

Try to stay sane in the lane when the fame and the game change

Bang bang to the lame brained, did the same thing to your main

With the gang- gang, kidding, plain jane gettin' slain mane, feel

The pain, the disdain I'll attain through the vain gain, fibbin'

Everybody got a story, need to find a way to tell it

The only difference is that certain people only want to sell it

(Everything gon' be okay, everything gon' be alright)

(I'm still looking for the light, for the light, for the light)

(Everything gon' be okay, and everything gon' be alright)

(If you're still looking for the light, just don't forget to look inside)

Ooooh- oooh, ahh Let It Bee y’all..

Welcome to my mixtape, hope you like it <3

Heaven Sent (Intro)

first take/rough draft
Beat produced by Lucid Soundz

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