outsiderX
https://instagram.com/iamoutsiderx?ig...​
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6aAXv...​

PROMPTO
https://open.spotify.com/artist/55l8X...​
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pro...​
https://soundcloud.com/promptomusic​
https://www.instagram.com/promptomusic​

OutsiderX - Don’t Wake Me Up (ft. PROMPTO)

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

BOGIE

prod @nimbustwokay, @killjei & me
mixed by lord gasp


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I don't like the way u talk to me
Fuck out of my way you mortal weakling
all that noise, babble’s like a free lobotomy
talking so much shit, bet you dont mind loosing teeth

Started with a rap
Shh quiet
Theres a mastermind at work don't interact
All the stars allign when you wear the bogie mask
I be feeling myself, bitch I fuck with myself that's a fact 

young spirit rocking balenci jacket, the shape C
shakespeare, the way the lyrical deeper than a rem sleep
cut sleeves, faux sheep sheers, grace of a frolicking deer 
i fuck on a promising dear, she can feel the pain i endure

too much barking, all that shit that you steer is over my head
don't get near, i can smell it from here everything you spread
 little xerox, army of clones, copy of a man

spit on your scene, oh i thought it couldn't get any better
another fiend i’ve relied on like a blinded savior
now peep the freak how he handles like a drunken sailor
ain't allowed to breathe in that world that’s gonna fuck you over
b-bitch
bitch i didn't change, just y'all never really changed enough
never stay the same
all i did, i did it thru the rough
it's that raw thang, visions reminiscant of a snuff
embody the juice that tweaks the brain like 'The Stuff'

couple of knives in the back, i got tired
If there’s a god then your god is a liar
i’m running in reverse
sleeping thru all my alarms, i can’t see clear  
I'm born cursed

I don't like the way u talk to me
Fuck out of my way you mortal weakling
all that noise, babble’s like a free lobotomy
talking so much shit, bet you dont mind loosing teeth

Bogie

PENANCE

produced by @nimbustwokay & @killjei
mix/master by lord gasp
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Sterilize
Chlorified all of the thoughts inside
Dying creation, i’m staring outside
Doomed to project what I cannot keep quiet

Now im cold, always gone
time flies
never really getting shit done
and i told you
growing older 
fine line
see im always fucking piss drunk

just lemme bring this bottle outside for a minute
Drowning in a Puddle of blood, i play the victim
staring at myself, it’s a fiction

and i’ve wasted my time
yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time
and i’ve wasted my time

Now you know
i’m hard to love
my truth will never slip out
you’ll never know what i keep fighting back
away from daylight
I’ve wasted all my time

Destroy to restore
You’re killed then you’re born

i was down bad
Let the past bring more pain
But my comeback hitting right
Feel no shame
see im somewhere now
something much more now
you can’t kill me now

yeah i fuck up and i do it with style
burn the wick, incinerate the core
i got smoke shooting out of my pores
I’ve wasted my time

opinions drowning
Just keep it quiet
I keep control over whatever i like
I knew what’s right
And i wont wait until im seventy five

Penance

Grim Salvo X Savage Ga$p - Why Do I Still Care?

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

VISUALIZER :
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HR1GsxCipkQ

STREAM IT HERE : 
https://idm.fm/novembernight

I've recorded this track in november 2020. Every year, in november i'd hesitate to drop it. I'm finally setting it free as it accumulated deeper meaning for me over the years and especially recently. These lyrics became prophetic, with every words manifesting itself into my life. There's something strange about it and it's definitely a hard listen for me.

PROD. Nimbustwokay, Oscar & Killjei
Recorded / Mixed by me
visuals by me & Buvard

Follow me on socials : 
https://www.instagram.com/lordgasp/
https://twitter.com/lordgasp
https://www.tiktok.com/@lordgasp
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Lyrics

I can’t stop the bleeding
So I stay calm, let the pain be
A faint star appears and it’s glowing in red like I’ve never seen 
A blindspot forming a hole in my brain, it’s affecting my memory
The raindrops float in the air, yeah it’s hovering over my injuries

No
No I cannot stop the bleeding
Knowing you feels like a scar that’s
always leaking
Far from you, it’s a different kind of feeling
Flowers in my chest decomposing as i’m leaving 


I cannot lie
I see myself through all of these things you’ve done
November night , it was cold , I was dying inside but you’ve hold my heart
I cannot lie I feel nothing but useless, might dip to the other side
You pass me by and see nothing but rotten flesh and a broken mind

So how you been
And how’s life when
You wonder when life ends
And why you’re here for
Just count your blessings
The minutes pass by
You let it go like they did when you needed most
You packed your stuff and you left me dead in my bed as i stare away
I end up high in a place that remind me of how much i’m hating y’all

>VISUALIZER<

November Night

Download / Stream "No Beginning, No End" - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xzarkhan/no-beginning-no-end


When i die drop these bees into my casket
Never should have had me gave me my life but life's been a bastard
Born into this world full of hate what i mastered
Could have steered the world but you fucked around and crashed it
Pops tore us up left us devastated
Now i contemplate death my own blood gets premeditated
Turned me fully evil whole family nearly decimated
My pain turns to your pain make it blood rain
Last name fuck it no name carry such shame
Can't believe i came from a man having no claim
Legacy none wasn't ready for a son
I was raised by my mom other half was a gun
Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him
Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action
Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out
I said fuck no death got me going out
So now i cry as i scribe this
Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this
What I  didn't have helped ignite this
No longer can i hide this no longer can i fight this

All i ever needed was in front of me
What i didn't have turned unbreakable my name ringing thundering
Would i enter earth knowing dad became a son to me
Y'all consider death if you think that you can front on
Don't you ever think that you can fuck with me
What i didn't have turned unbreakable you can never fuck with me

Do you resent that?
To a great extent no doubt about it i hate him
Know what i mean? I hate him because
I think about what i could have been you know and um
I can't dig that man running out on your kids you know
You know father thing man but um that's just heavy to me now

Brother only one im just stacies oldest son
And im Half my father's age but he aint done the half i've done
Fought throughout this world full of rage that i crafted
Karmic debt had slaughtered me no choice i was adapted
Pops tore us up left us devastated
Now i contemplate life my own bloods getting violated
Son not the sequel superceded what he demonstrated
Studied his mistakes so im sworn not to replicate it
Desperation really brought the best of me
Turned out with less became more
Scratched to form the rawest recipe
Ima die a legend leave my music thats my legacy
You will die alone in the home that you sacrificed my life to get to see

That's just heavy to me now you know
That's just heavy
Would it have made a difference do you think?

Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him
Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action
Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out
I said fuck no death got me going out
So now i cry as i scribe this
Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this
What I  didn't have helped ignite this
No longer can i hide this no longer can i fight this

Yeah because um
I wouldn't had to go to the street to find the street people you know
To find um you know people in the street you know

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Mana