TIME WONT LET ME GO

LUCKY 11

LVLUP

CHEVRON ft. APEMAN

EVERY ENDING///NEW BEGINNING

To: Richelle Kimberly White

The nature of mothers there ain’t nothing above it 
The nature of women is something still undiscovered 
The nature of feminine always warm when you touch it  
The nature of her is so gentle and loving 

Girl you fell from the heavens 
Please don’t ever forget it
Cause the world could be wicked
I’m sure you that you can imagine 
Honey you’re still the sweetest 
Even after all that has happened
You’re the closest thing to home
On this whole mother planet 

That girl gone through enough
Somebody give her a break 
That girl learned to be tough 
Knew she’d never be saved 
That girl made out of love 
It must be her DNA
That girl fell from above 
Just to land in the flames 

That girl fell from the stars 
Just to give you a heart 
Just to teach about love 
Make sure the family apart
Even when we had little
She made it feel like a lot 
If you think that she fragile 
I promise you that she’s not 

If it wasn’t mothers
There’d be no sisters and brothers 
There’d be no snacks in the pantry 
There’d be no food in the oven 
There’d be no warmth through the struggle 
Who keep the kids out trouble  
Cause the fathers always leave 
When did this become normal 

The natures of mothers 
There ain’t to much above it 
And if daddy always leaves 
Sorry ain’t gonna cut it 
Every child needs love 
And now you look for a rubber 
9 months of a pregnancy 
You gone all sudden 

Love her or hate her either way she don’t care  
The nature of woman
Nothing really compares 
give her a minute and she’ll be right here 
The nature of woman
Only reason you’re here

The Nature Of Mothers

Don’t think im just moving with the flow
My brain probably losing control 
New fame new money new glow 
Move state but not driving on the road
Why wait if they want me round the globe
Stadium filled sold out shows 
Payment come first not selling my soul 
Over 10 years I’ve been working to the bone 

Labels offer deals imma need paralegal 
Always making waves you would think I was seadoo 
No I’m not a saint I’m sinner not a preacher 
Blood inside my veins and some things that are illegals
People really draining me I contemplate on leaving 
Not my job to please em and it’s not my job to save em 
Go and watch the tv if you want free entertainment 
Living Nickelodeon you don’t get what I’m saying

Payment come first If you trying do some business 
Stainless in her purse cause I can’t always protect her
Brainless on the verse like where the heck the pencil 
Kicking up dirt it’s so hard for me to settle 
Angels in the sky so a couple extra blessing 
Playlist top 5 imma be living legend 
Im no normal guy I’m the one breaking tradition 
Glad that I’m alive I know everyday a blessing 

No use in complaining doesn’t help the situation 
Learn to shut your mind up what the hell’s it even saying 
Really not a lot to it Nike just do it 
Really no retreating you gon wish you did sooner
Nothing getting easier unless you go pursue it
Take a deep breath get set start moving 
If you want success than you better start choosing  
Try fail and repeat that’s really all I’m doing 

I’m not thinking about tomorrow 
don’t think about the consequence
What the hell a job
If I’m scraping by the Pennys ya
Don’t care bout the Boss
And I don’t care about the company 
American Express but they never gonna credit me 
Better yet imma quit I can get some bigger things 
Interject intercept nobody predicted this 
Internet outer net nobody prevented him 
Looking at myself i don’t know why I’ve been Doubting him 

Everything that happened was to humble me
Forced me to take action I was struggling 
Quarter of century it’s still puzzling 
Bordered on the edge with the vanity 
According to the plan they gonna envy me 
Outta of my control so I’m not worrying 
No use calling my phone dont even think of texting   
Did it on my own I don’t need you’re connection

Brainless

I’m out of my mind
More than a body high 
Looking at the world 
Everything passing by 
I’ll wake up tomorrow 
do this all again 
Feel like my chest is hollow 
And the walls are closing in 

It’s set up 
I gotta get my bread up 
Told her that she not special 
You not my Cinderella 
I think that girl is the Devil 
And her body the temple 
My mind and heart they wrestle 
Which one gonna be successful 

I’m getting older by the minute 
Heart so cold it got no feeling 
Shawty got on rose colored lenses 
I know it’s messing up her vision 
Lowered her standards to new limits
She gotta passion for attention 
She want my heart but she can’t grab it 
Heard my art she said it romantic 

I’m out of my mind
More than a body high 
Looking at the world 
Everything passing by 
I’ll wake up tomorrow 
do this all again 
Feel like my chest is hollow 
And the walls are closing in 

Girl you in my mind but I can’t give you my heart 
I’m buried in work and there’s no signs it’s gon stop
Love ain’t even worth it if I can’t reverse the clock
I can’t even purchase it seems like it’s outta stock  

Seems like it’s not in shop 
Or maybe it can’t be bought 
we just some kids that never were taught
Parents divorce it happened a lot 
My mind still blanking I’m in shock
But I be banking off of this heart 
I cannot seem to shake off the thought 
Love isnt free so what is the cost 

It’s set up 
I gotta get my bread up 
Told her that she not special 
You not my Cinderella 
I think that girl is the Devil 
And her body the temple 
My mind and heart they wrestle 
Which one gonna be successful 

I got some things to finish
I Don’t want make commitments
Shawty get in my business 
And I’m not in the position 
My heart isn’t equipped
To break apart and split 
For toxic relationships 
Love is making me sick 

Love is making me sick 
Is it real or pretend
Love is making me sick 
Every time I’m possessed 

I’m out of my mind
More than a body high 
Looking at the world 
Everything passing by 
I’ll wake up tomorrow 
do this all again 
Feel like my chest is hollow 
And the walls are closing in 

It’s set up 
I gotta get my bread up 
Told her that she not special 
You not my Cinderella 
I think that girl is the Devil 
And her body the temple 
My mind and heart they wrestle 
Which one gonna be successful

Setup

Taking my time 
Just letting it breathe
Change in my mind 
Wasn’t up to me
I’m chasing the high
Craving for relief 
I finally realized
It’s not up to me 

No control
Like power outage 
All alone
No jack and sally 
Don’t you know 
Mm it doesn’t matter 
No control 
I’m automatic 

All of my thoughts irrelevant 
Water my roots that’s my medicine 
Walking on earth you heaven sent 
Throwing up birds im militant
Hell bent I’m not innocent 
Can’t even picture settling 
Don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied 
Don’t think I’ll ever be the same again 

Taking my time 
Just letting it breathe
Change in my mind 
Wasn’t up to me
I’m chasing the high
Craving for relief 
I finally realized
It’s not up to me 

It’s not up to me 
It’s not up to you
If we gon be stranded 
Need a ocean view 
There's no more romance 
I should follow suit 
I don’t understand 
What I’m here to do 

What am I doing here?
What’s the point? Cause I’m not seeing it 
I wanna disappear if I do then they might hear this thing
Running out of incentives I’m not looking to gain attention 
I want some answers to these questions 
Is it all random or projected 

Random or selected? 
Dancing with a devil 
Random or intended?
Is it Reality or mental?

Taking my time 
Just letting it breathe
Change in my mind 
Wasn’t up to me
I’m chasing the high
Craving for relief 
I finally realized
It’s not up to me 

If it was up to you
If it was up to me 
It would be make believe 
It would be Hollywood movie scenes American dreams  
New suit and new coup 
Babes in bikinis by the pool 
With no work and no school 
Everything perfect there’s no rules

No control
Like power outage 
All alone
No jack and sally 
Don’t you know 
Mm it doesn’t matter 
No control 
I’m automatic 

Taking my time 
Just letting it breathe
Change in my mind 
Wasn’t up to me
I’m chasing the high
Craving for relief 
I finally realized
It’s not up to me

American Dream

Something about the water and the wind and the trees 
Something about no father single mother haunting me 
Something about my sister passing when it should've been me 
Something about this chaos feels like home it’s meant for me

Meant for me 
What’s meant for me?
Empathy 
Got no empathy
Testing me
Must be testing me 
Lecture me
Please don’t lecture me 

No attention span 
No intending me 
She always cancel plans 
Without telling me
That’s a lesson learned 
Can’t make the same mistakes 
That’s a subtle burn 
How many minutes waste?  

Something about the water and the wind and the trees 
Something about no father single mother haunting me 
Something about my sister passing when it should've been me 
Something about this chaos feels like home it’s meant for me

Meant for me 
What’s meant for me?
Empathy 
Got no empathy
Testing me
Must be testing me 
Lecture me
Please don’t lecture me

Something About Something

Been thinking 
All day 
Of the perfect words 
That I could say
To explain myself 
Can’t contain myself 

I’m in lion in a cage 
The hair looks like a mane 
Get dizzy from the days
Working minimum wage
I work 7 days 
Still no break 
I’m old soul 
Like a vinyl tape 

Making record time
Think I’m borderline
Insane in the brain 
Just a thought of mind
Take another go 
Falling high to low
Draw another line 
In the powdered snow 

My teeth are numb 
Think I got the Suds 
Gotta runny nose 
Still a shoulder shrug
Made a lot of money 
Where the hell at it
I’mma crash dummy
But you an airbag 

Been thinking 
All day 
Of the perfect words 
That I could say
To explain myself 
Can’t contain myself 

It was 6 in the morning 
Now it’s 6 in the night 
Still haven’t slept 
Since Friday some time 
Got me feeling the best 
My adrenaline dry 
Can’t believe that I stressed  
Now I’m ready to die 

Been thinking 
All day 
Of the perfect words 
That I could say
To explain myself 
Can’t contain myself

Bikini Bottom

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I’m trynna catch my breath 
Before i hit this set 
I’m trynna see the sun 
Watch it rise and set 
I wonder what come next
Don’t know what to expect 
Don’t know if I’m prepared 
But i know I’m blessed 

But I need a second
And a clean refresher 
And another minute 
Ok now I’m ready 
Didn’t tie my shoes up 
Cause I’m just gonna remove em 
I want all the comfort 
And my house too exclusive 

Need some food need some water
Don’t feel like myself 
20 moods a single dude don’t blame it on my father  
21 drinking booze playing cool i'm stalling 
25 quarter life I’m so rude not sorry 

My mind playing tricks
Like Nintendo switch 
Body telling me
That’s it time too quit 

I’m trynna catch my breath 
Before i hit this set 
I’m trynna see the sun 
Watch it rise and set 
I wonder what come next
Don’t know what to expect 
Don’t know if I’m prepared 
But i know I’m blessed 

Uhgh I’m here for a reason 
Not just for the season 
Not just for the greeting 
I got like weekly meeting
People that wanna meet me
Really this life so easy 
I’m drinking water Fiji 
No you cannot be me 

My mind playing tricks
Like Nintendo switch 
Body telling me
That’s it time too quit 

Open eyes
My body rested 
Losing my
My incentive 
Imma gonna shine
Shine like diamonds 
Whatever yours 
Also mine

Lemme catch my breath
Put something’s to rest 
If y’all just gonna fight
You better off dead 
I been up all night 
Rewashing my brain 
Im gonna need more bleach 
If I’m gonna clean these stains

LET ME CATCH MY BREATH!

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