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Produced by Dope Fiend https://soundcloud.com/dope-fiend-971562533 
1. I'M ACTUALLY A FUCKING GOD
2. HEAVEN
3. VERY NICE
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"Where are you? 
You may feel depressed. 
And what will you do about that? Well, there's nothing to do about it. 
Because you would have discovered at this point that the depression, when it’s there, is the you of the time. 
And if you try to get out of it by some sort of distraction. 
You won’t really do anything except cover up the dirt with white paint. 
So if you feel let down. Meaningless. Somewhat depressed by this whole thing. 
And you see at the same time, you can’t do anything about it. 
What happens? Why, You’re simply. Watching what’s happening. You don’t know what’s going to happen next. 
And it isn’t just watching something that is formally identified as a depressed state because there's a lot of other things going on too. 
There's the world around you. 
There’s your breath. Breathing still, your eyes looking still, your ears hearing still all that’s going on. You don’t know what to make of it anymore. You can’t believe anything about it because you know that's all a hoax. 
So there’s nothing left for you to do but watch it. And you have become inwardly rather quiet just because you’re worn out. 
There’s nothing to do. 
Then you realize that all escapes lead back to the thing you were running away from. 
You can take a detour, detour, detours, detours, but they always get shorter and you get back to where you started. 
So when this sort of defeat of all enterprises and ideals and aspirations occurs. 
You find yourself naturally and not in an affected or forced way in the contemplative state. 
Where you’re just watching what goes on
And so you watch your thoughts. As if they were the ticking of a clock, or birds chattering outside the window, or water falling, or a leaky faucet. And they just chatter on 
And life does it's thing and the thoughts, because they’re just chatter, begin to go away. 
And the past has disappeared because, you know, it’s just memory. The future has disappeared because it hasn’t happened. 
Never does. You know, tomorrow never comes. There is no tomorrow."

-Alan Watts

INTERDIMENSIONAL

INTERDIMENSIONAL [Prod. Dope Fiend]

i stare into the sun

Produced by Dope Fiend @dope-fiend-971562533
[LUCID]
Levitate, elevate, everything falls
Dissipates, rots, & disintegrates
Grows from a seed 
Then recedes for the close
Coming home at the end
Put an end to my show
Going ghost, gaining streingth 
As I work through the world
Finding peace
Lead me safe
As I wind down this road
Let my light be increased
Leave this weight at my feet
& go free to attain
What I’m still meant to see 

Apathy, gravity, sing me to sleep
Not a dream in the night
In my sight, not a thing
Let me rest in my death
All too much on the eyes
& It seems that I can’t catch my breath
As it’s taken by life
Not a lesson or test
Not a fight you can win
But a play to be danced
By the actor ascending
Transgressions, the hate on the stage
Is contained in the whole
Let me go to the waves

LUCIDxWATTS

PROCESS

PROCESS [Prod. Dope Fiend]

[TEETH]
Stuck in my head like
Like it was yesterday 
yesterday, yesterday, oh
Stuck in my head like
Like it was yesterday 
yesterday, yesterday, oh

[LUCID]
On my own
Again
I don't know
What I
Said before
But I'm
Going home
To my
Undertow
Pull me
Down below
To the
Ocean floor
Let me
Stop it all
x2

[TEETH]
Stuck in my head like
Like it was yesterday 
yesterday, yesterday, oh
Stuck in my head like
Like it was yesterday 
yesterday, yesterday, oh

COME OFF IT

LUCIDxTEETH ☰ COME OFF IT [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]

Produced by D/LAU ☰ https://soundcloud.com/d-lau-88252388
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[LUCID]
I
I will never die
I am alive all over
At every place, the center
I make my way through time
Create the perfect picture
My love & rage entwined
Every question & answer
Inside the All divine
x2

NIGHTSHADE

NIGHTSHADE [Prod. D/LAU]

[LUCID]
Drive through the rain
By myself getting high
'Till I'm right in my brain
Nothing left in my mind 

Watch life pass on the scene
See the forms flowing by
Make some space, need to breathe
Leave me be 'till I die 

Make my way through the night
'Till the day I release
Know all towers will fall
Just like waves on the sea 

Soon to rise up again
From the ocean of being
All comes to the end 
In this reality 



Please lead me safely
To where I'm most needed
Been itching for change
Need to get to my feet 

Height of my life
When I'm shattered to pieces
I'm still feeling low
Cause I'm stuck in routine 

Way that it goes 
Is to always go on
Wind down this road
'Till I find where it leads 

Leaving my gold 
Down behind on the trail
Sailing away
As a soul flying free

SEPPUKU

GO ON

GO ON [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]

CRYSTAL

CRYSTAL ☰ LUCIDxTEETH

RESONANCE

RESONANCE w/ Terence McKenna & Ram Dass

Another One

[CRC]
Left to myself 
Finally clearing my head
Empty this vessel
Of lingering stress
Time on my hands 
Do what the Devil says 
I exploit all my senses
It left me depressed 
& always on the brink
Going over the edge
At the end of my rope
Hanging man once again
New perspective acquired 
My Time's soon expired 
I reach for the sky 
Pull me out of the mire 

Still heading home
Fool on the road
Fold 'fore I lose
Losing all hope
Fall off the map
Slip through cracks in the pavement 
Escaping the matrix 
Been staying evasive 

Still heading home
Fool on the road
Fold 'fore I lose
Losing all hope
Fall off the map
Slip through cracks in the pavement 
Escaping the matrix 
Been staying evasive 

x2

 [MCR]
 Hand in mine, into your ice blues
And then I'd say to you, "We could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition, too"
I'd end my days with you, in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and
I would drive on, to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you, and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we grow cold
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we grow cold
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every

[CRC] 
Feeling determined
 To release my burdens
 I'm ready to leave 
When I've finally earned it 
To sort out my life is a need 
Incomplete on the surface
 But growing beneath 
Is the flame of the furnace 
My life, I'm the lead 
Stepping up to the plate 
Guess we'll see where this leads 
Watch me fall to my fate 
I've been lying so long 
And I'm tired of sleep 
Sick and tired of hate 
Bring me peace

Wish my mourning would break 
Wide awake in the light of the day
 Unafraid, Levitate 
Rising high
 Flying far from this place
 I'll ascend to the stars 
When I pass from this plane 
Out of clay to regain 
My relation to self 
My relation to space
 I'll transcend from this hell 
When it's out of my way
 Breaking free from my shell 
Always held me contained 

Breaking free from my shell 
Always held me contained

x2

[MCR]
All we are, all we are is bullets, I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets, I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets, I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets, I mean this
As lead rains will pass on through
Our phantoms forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame
We're burning forever and ever
Know how much I want to show you
You're the only one
Like a bed of roses
There's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever    

© 8/12/2023 Covenstead Records Company [CRC]

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