least emotional, but got there later in production. originally just about focus.

heart like geode

oldest. emotional, based on meditation without coercion

addressing the waters

latest, and most emotional. a track about intense shame and confusion with reality. man i love how crazy i got with the drums.

shame like blood

been a while :)
honestly i've been demotivated with publishing music, but i've been making so much recently. i wanna share more and maybe change up my aesthetic.

embrace

crunchy wave trap is fun to make when you can actually balance the headroom a lil :'D

the sounds for this actually came from a random preset development stream <3 god i love the things that come with cubase 11!

WORLDFIRE

hebrews 11:1
faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen

AVID!

Made in Cubase, not Soundation. Inspired by biome-based tracks, including game music. This is a master, but I'm still working on my masterning skills, so feedback is appreciated!

Glacier Drift

"they want you, but nobody who leaves with them comes back sane" type beat
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Revived a seemingly terrible mix from 2018 by using some old Soundation techniques. Lemme know if it's a good or not mix. Sorry for hiatus, had to get my skills and understanding up some cuz this upcoming EP really going downhill rn

(Trap) To Resist A Tyrant

"you know how to fly, you just don't know where you ended up going" type beat
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iF i wAnT a tAg i'LL rEcOrD iT mYsElF
hope my voice didn't ruin the track lol
Worked on my mixing some more, feel like I've reached a decent level. Dabbled in the Wave genre since I love it so freakin much. How is it?

Also I did the coverart and I'm doing it in this style from now on, lemme know whatchu think

(Wave) To Soar Into Fractals

Bomberman Boss (Lewashi Trap Remix)
"Wake up, Bomberman! Bomberman? BOMBAMAAAAAAAN!" -Professor Ein
Bomberman Generation was my childhood, and you can't tell me that the Boss OST ain't fire
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More remixes coming soon; I've had more free time but also more unfinished beats. This beat took 3 hours, I thought it sucked and tweaked it for a week before realizing I really couldn't do much else so here you go

(Trap) BOMBERMAN

No story here. These vocals took some serious tinkering.

Thom Yorke - Daily Battles (Lewashi Bootleg)

i thank god. even through this.

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even now i thank you.

a track from the perspective of certain thoughts.

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brutal thoughts.

reflection is beautiful. the concept of just allowing to sit with yourself instead of fighting an ongoing negative emotion is wonderful.

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prologue.

inspired by @frijmusic and @julienfromflorida
spent two months tryna jazz it up a bit
maybe i'm learning how to happy music now
beat went... bananas
i'll see myself out

bananas!

making an album >:)
⚡ Electronic and Trap ⚡
🎮 Indie game dev with feelings :0
👩🏾 21 yrs, female
🙏🏾 Esoteric Disciple of Christ since 2022

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