this is fire and chilled at the same time <3

-- please check out my newest track "carousel" --
https://soundcloud.com/lawtonburris/carousel

this was my final project for guitar 1! i performed it in class but i thought it would sound way better with more instruments added in. i wanted to write a song about love, and about being in love, and how that feels - how a single person can mean so much. and i wanted to write about the things that we have to tell ourselves to forget those feelings, like, "it was just a phase." i know it's really sappy but i love stuff like that, so please listen to the whole thing! thank you!

here are the lyrics:

this is just a phase
nothing more
nothing less
and in a year i'll
forget your face
i know it hurts
i know it sucks
but i know that you'll
do the same
nowhere to run
no need to hide
no place like home
and no
body to blame
as long as we convince ourselves
that this was
just a phase

you can tell,
this is all i ever
wanted from
someone else,
someone just like you
and when you're gone,
my mind will twist itself 
into a 
thousand knots
still caught up in you

cause when you walk
the ground it quakes
the oceans part
and your words
align the stars
keep me thinking wishful
but always fizzle
that's just
how you are
i'd never love you any less
because of it
but if my heart beats any louder
i'll go deaf

phased out

oh oh take me in like medicine
oh oh what have you been drinking
oh oh take me in like medicine 
oh oh overboard im sinking in

baby im not colorblind but 
can i see you in the night
im sorry am i stupid can i
see you in a different light

reruns

tiny teen depression,
is an obsession
in the
high school world.
summer never lasted
long enough
to give that fling a whirl.

you waited til spring,
then you started to sing
what the notes became.
and everyone rings
the doorbell and knocks
and screams ur name.

the city seemed so fun
when it begun.
but now you feel alone,
so alone.
your life has spun,
into a 
deep deep deep 
dark hole,

now your trying to understand
why there’s a gaping hole in your chest.
your body stops cold
in self-defense.

could you help me up?
im stuck
im under an enormous rock,
please, im stuck.
and u-float?

U-Float

my favorite track on the EP, thanks @youknowlimbo for the gorgeous vocals matching the tone i was going for originally :))

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limbo - get out of my head (prod. wires)

smooth as a baby's bottom.

You walk around
like you're the only one who knows what's up on this side of town.
I gotta play it cool. Or I might lose you
to some undercover lover tryna get you under covers.
I let far too many slip under my radar.
But I don't see you ownin’ up to you.
We're both just tryna find our own lil path to paradise.
We try so hard.
We try so hard.
Through all this fussin' and fightin’.
You've got a heart made of gold
You're in the sky with the diamonds.
I'm starin’ up thinkin’ that none of it really matters
since you walked away.

I wait so long for you.

You got your high heels.
Watch it, take an eye out.
Wait until you find out what that's really worth.
She wants a nice bag strictly for the price tag.
Never look inside past the shine on that design on her shirt.
Where did you go when I need you?
Now all the walls we built together are see-through.
We've been at this way too long
for us to keep up this facade so strong.
Through all the libel and labels.
We lift the pieces back up to sweep it all of the table.
Baby, I've dealt with this as long as I'm able
but I can't take anymore.

Through all the sufferin' and sorrow.
You want my lovin’ today, you want me gone by tomorrow.
Still after everything, I'd beg steal and borrow
if I could see you again.

brenda [prod. by mr. master]

im back bitches, vroom vroom in my new depression. 

There will be more like this to come, so stick around if you like it :) 

//Lyrics:

You probably know 
It's not that easy
When every one around is 
Bright colours and Happiness.
 
Now this is not excuse,
It's a hand me down 
For every one who's also like this.

Sometimes I get sad 
About everyone 
I never stayed in touch with.

But Its silly being sad 
If you're the one 
Who never stayed in touch with 
Everyone you miss now.

It's hard to explain 
When you can't trust yourself to be honest.
So I kept myself away 
From all you kindness,

So that it won't go to waste
Cos I know I can't change.
I have always been like this.


I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?


I promise you it's not that easy
Living within this  porcelain head

Cos everything in here smashes so easily,
And by picking up the pieces you'll be left with scars.

It's hard to be 
When your own words chocke you out,
And the silence in your skin lets you down. 

Don't you waste your wide eyed heart upon this clown
Who's mastered the art living upside down.

I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?

//

thanks for listening, i really appreciate you all~

Porcelain Head (are we ok for now?)

Chris Campbell's Album

the way it works in my head

hey, new sad song :(

last one im posting until i reach 200; once i am im dropping the best thing ever, i promise

produced by @submarineboy !!!! theyre amazing plz go check em out!!! <3



LYRICS:
sit down at the side of my bed
rummage through the clutter thats inside of my head
i wanna cry, i wanna pass but not to be dead
i just wanna see my future so i know whats ahead
so i wont be afraid anymore
i wont be scared of whats to come
i wont feel like lifes such a chore
because boredoms got myself feeling like no fun
everythings been grey, letters on the page have turned to sediment and rage
ive been feeling like my days are outnumbered by the thunder strikes in the sky
so if im ever lonely, i can text some friends to try

. . .

tell me what i need to change about me
do i act like a celeb, or do i ask for too much help
or am i just a bit too ugly, do i act like im depressed
over a story that occured because the feelings in my chest
could not suppress themselves over a person
its a burden, how i live, but i can cope with it through wordin'
so im living through my life with all these curses, the feelings in my head has got my heart thinking its hurtin'
and im sick of all these episodes hunting for my self,
the person you would skip right over on a bookshelf
my story lies inside my eyes and not what i had felt
im sick of always feeling like a wounded person, needin help 
and im just waiting for myself to not be stuck in between
im praying for a miracle, im down on my knees
god knows i want forgiveness, its the only thing i need
but to be truthful its a policy in which i had decieved
and i never thought much of it, a little slow on this highway
i could never mold the music that i wanna make
and its best if i just get on out and fly away
cuz i just wanna live life, and live it my way

uncertainty (prod. submarine boy)

A song about break ups

Lyrics:
I just don't get it, but don't worry- don't sweat it
You and I are probably just gonna end... oh well

Please don't leave me here- please don't go away
Please come dry your tears. There's another way

I don't know I just feel like it'd be way too hard

Baby, if we come to terms, I swear that we will go far

There's just no possibility. I've tried everything in my own ability.

Baby, can't you see this constant tension is killing me.

Vaughn:
I just feel like things won't work out
You've been fucking with my brain and I feel like I won't be the same

Miche:
Maybe we could try and work this out
You've been in my brain and I just want shit to be the same

Vaughn: I just feel like you've switched up and I don't know what to do
Miche: Oh you've changed

Miche: I thought that you loved us but I guess that wasn't true
Vaughn: oh you've changed

Oh we've changed 

But... I love you ;)

Break - Up

malibu (feat. KAT on SAX)

Mujer Del Mar

JORDAN. THE ALBUM. OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS.

limbo - get out of my head (prod. wires)

leWires

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