1 take demo for a song I’ve been playing around with. When you’re struggling to find the words to say but you’re too scared or scarred because of past experiences so you don’t risk it because you’d rather accept a friendship than have nothing at all 

Lyrics: 
I wish that I could tell you how I feel
What I want and what I need
I wish that I could tell you everything
But I can’t

I can’t let you down this time,
I just can’t find a way to keep up this lie and I
Need to spit this out 
Need to sort this out 
Need to scream and shout
Before we both fall out

I don’t know if it’s the chemical imbalance in my head
Or maybe it’s just me and I wanna be dead

I wish that I could tell you how I feel
I wish that I could say the words,
That explain what you mean to me 
And how your existence gives me purpose
But I can’t do this, I can’t ruin what we’ve built
I’d rather have you as a friend,
Than never talk to you again

And this is the last time I lie awake at night
Debating whether I should keep up the fight 
That night we argued I was scared for my life
I almost lost all the hope I had inside
I almost lost all my newfound light

And I just need you to know that..

I wish that I could tell you how I feel
I wish that I could say the words,
That explain what you mean to me
And how your existence gives me purpose
But I can’t do this, I can’t ruin what we’ve built
I’d rather have you as a friend,
Than never talk to you again

I never thought that I could feel this way
I thought my heart died long ago
But you put this life right into me
So fuck taking it slow 

I know this winters getting cold
But I want you till we’re grey and old
I guess I have you as a friend
But I just hope it ain’t the end

I wish that I could tell you how I feel
But I just can’t say the words…
Those three stupid fucking words ( oh god ) 

I wish that I could tell you how I feel
I wish that I could say the words,
That explain what you mean to me
And how your existence gives me purpose
But I can’t do this, I can’t ruin what we’ve built
I’d rather have you as a friend,
Than never talk to you again

I Wish ( Too Scared // Scarred )

A song to memorialise in my opinion the greatest dog to ever live, he was there for me when no one else has. He’s the one thing that’s kept me ticking over throughout all of my troubles, he’s been the one thing permanent to me and my life, he’s never left.. until his time came. I hope I did you proud kid, and I hope I will until the end of time. I’ll be with you soon mate, just you wait. 💔 
I love you Barney, Forever & Always. 

Key - D minor // F Major bridge
Verses - D Bb F A
Chorus - D Bb F A
Post Chorus / Pre Chorus change - D Bb F G
Bridge - F D Bb C
End bridge - F D Bb A


I didn’t get to say I loved you
I didn’t get to show how grateful I am for you

I didn’t get to see you one last time
One last time before the night you died
You died right in my arms
Heart broke as I fell apart and

I watched as your life left you
I cried as I held you
I died inside as I carried you
I miss those beady eyes and
More than anything I miss you I MISS YOU.

I miss you kid I miss you mate
I miss you more than I can say
But missing you won’t bring you back
I just wish I didn’t break this pact
I won’t forget you and all the times we had
Maybe one day I won’t feel so sad

And I can see this in a better way
I can still picture the smile on your face
The way you’d wiggle as I came home
The way you got grumpier as you got old

It all happened within the space of a minute or two
When all I wanted was for you to see it through
I tried my best but I’m sorry it was never enough
You’ll always be in my heart when my life gets tough

You watched me grow up
I watched you grow older
I can’t make this up
But I hate that it’s over

I miss you kid I miss you mate
I miss you more than I can say
But missing you won’t bring you back
I just wish I didn’t break this pact
I won’t forget you and all the times we had
Maybe one day I won’t feel so sad

I blame myself for what happened
Maybe if I was quicker to you then you’d be okay
I can’t change what’s happened
But I’d take my life if it meant you’d come back today

You’re fading, but never gone
I miss you , I can’t go on
I can’t do this without you
I can’t do this without you here

I miss you kid I miss you mate
I miss you more than I can say
But missing you won’t bring you back
I just wish I didn’t break this pact
I won’t forget you and all the times we had
Maybe one day I won’t feel so sad

Missing You

Masochist

Yes I know I forget the lyrics in the second pre chorus. Wanted to put it up anyway cause I’m now in the mood to record and post stuff again

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22 // Welsh // okay at writing song lyrics, very bad at singing them // Depresso Expresso with extra heartbreak please ☕️ // Mix of originals and Covers

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