@user-866446202: its cuz he has like autism or smnth

I don’t know what to name this so

LYRICS:

THIS NOT HOW SHIT WORK
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU INVINCIBLE
YOU JUST BEEN UPSET SO YOU BEEN LYING TO THE INTERNET
FOCUS ON MY WORK
ACT LIKE I'M INVISIBLE
I BEEN OUT IN CALI MAKING MONEY WITH MY FUCKING SET
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT
LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW NO BETTER
WHO FUCKING RAISED YOU
SHIT I COULD DO IT BETTER
SAID PUT Y'ALL HANDS UP
SHOOT FIRST ASK QUESTIONS LATER
I WANT MY MOTHERFUCKING CREDIT BITCH I BLEED PAPER

DON'T NEED NO HELP TO FUCK MY LIFE UP
FIGURE I KEEP LIVING HOW I'M LIVING SPED MY TIME UP
BITCH I DON'T PICK IT BUT I'M RIGHT
SHIT I'LL BE BETTER ONCE I SENT YOU IN THAT LIGHT
I'M SPINNIN' BROCK THEN FIFTY I CAN'T PICK WHAT TIME IT IS
I'M WAKIN' UP ON FUCK A DAY I'M LIVING IN THIS BITCH
SHIT MY DEPRESSION COMING BACK AND HITTIN' HARDER SHIT
BUT I'LL LET THAT KILL ME ONCE I SEEN YOU HATE I'M FUCKING RICH

THIS NOT HOW SHIT WORK
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU INVINCIBLE
YOU JUST BEEN UPSET SO YOU BEEN LYING TO THE INTERNET
FOCUS ON MY WORK
ACT LIKE I'M INVISIBLE
I BEEN OUT IN CALI MAKING MONEY WITH MY FUCKING SET
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT
LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW NO BETTER
WHO FUCKING RAISED YOU
SHIT I COULD DO IT BETTER
SAID PUT Y'ALL HANDS UP
SHOOT FIRST ASK QUESTIONS LATER
I WANT MY MOTHERFUCKING CREDIT BITCH I BLEED PAPER

I GOT MY CASE FITTED
TWO MINUTES
I BE IN A DIFFERENT CITY
CUT LIMITS
FIGURE OUT IT'S ME PICKING
STILL DRINKING
I DON'T NEED TO TAKE PICTURES
I'M STILL IN IT

WOAH x32

BUG [PROD. LUNAR VISION]

amen i remember

its so hard to ask you to stay
waitin for the right time just to see you
but that time never comes i dont feel

man its hard to say that im ungrateful
but with you man i feel so unstable
say goodbye to all my friends, cause im leaving for good

so sorry for the life I chose
and im really feeling like im a ghost
i wanna leave but i wanna stay
i wanna keep you just another day

i wanna die but im alive
feelin sick and i just despise you

lighter burns (prod. CRCL) *lyrics in desc*

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

Listen

IMPERFECT

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE LEAVING MY HOME TOWN 
NOSTALGIC ABOUT THE TIMES WHEN I DIDNT CARE
NOW IM SITTIN HERE BY MYSELF
WISHIN THAT I LIVED IN SLOW MOTION

THE CLOCK, KEEPS ON TICK TICK TICKING AWAY
SITTIN HERE WISHIN THAT I COULD ESCAPE
AND I CANT AND THAT FUCKIN SUCKS BUT
I'LL BE YOUR AFTER THOUGHT
ITS TIME TO GO
IT HURTS SO BAD
I MISS YOU AND I DONT WANNA END IT LIKE THIS

MY CHEST IS TIGHT
I  HATE GOODBYES
SO ONE LAST TIME
CAN WE FREEZE FRAME
AND IGNORE THE FUTURE

AND I CANT SLEEP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
JUST WISH I COULD FUCKIN TRY 
LIFES A CHANGIN BUT I AINT BUDGIN
MISS THINGS HOW THEY USED TO BE
BUT THEN I BLINKED
NOW ITS GONE
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK
EVERYONES DRUNK 
FUCK

REGRET BOY (PROD. HOOLIGN)

prod. sushi mane              https://open.spotify.com/album/3BuH9tunDx1kknxqNaIq6p?si=AVdec1_PQHCpnOAUPeiLbA

pls don't leave

STUCK IN A RUT AND I KNOW YOU WILL NOT CHANGE SHIT
 HE STUCK IN HIS HOUSE YOU AIN'T EVEN GOT A ANKLET 
 RUNNING UP THAT MOUTH WHEN HE SEE ME HE WONT SAY SHIT
 FUCKING WITH ME WRONG MY LIL BLICKY GIVE YOU FACE LIFT

I LOVE DRAWING CHALK AROUND THE BODYS ON THE PAVEMENT (X2)

THEY LOVE WHEN I TALK OF COURSE I GOT MORE TO SAY THEN
 I AIN'T DOING SHIT UNLESS IT'S FOR ME AND MY GANG BITCH 
HE GONE END UP IN THE DIRT LATE UP ON MY PAYMENT 
BREAD HIT ON THE 1ST THEN ON THE 3RD WE GONE RAID HIM
 YES I'M ON THE LURK NOT ON THE PERC IMA CHASE HIM
 YES I'M ACTING GOOD I GO STUPID WHEN THE CASE ENDS
 HOLLOWS HIT HIS BODY TELL HIS FRIENDS THEY NOT SAFE KID

WALT DON'T DO NO MOLLY YOU GOT JUNKIES IN YO BASEMENT
 YOU THINK YOU JUST LIKE US BUT NO BITCH YOU OUTTA PLACEMENT
 HE WANT SOME COME FIND US I'M THE ONE THEY KEEP CHASING (X2)

RED LIGHT STOP SIGN BITCH YEAH IT'S MOP TIME
 GREEN DOT GLOCK 5 HE AIN'T SEE THE SUNSHINE
 RELOAD ONE TIME HE AIN'T CALLING ONE TIME
 MANS DOWN SHOTS FYE CLIP 'EM IN THE SUNLIGHT
 BEAMS ON RUN TIGHT DONE PLAYING NICE 
GUY HANDS UP KNIFE FIGHT DON'T COME ROUND TONGUE TIED
 RELAY THE GLOCK 5 GLOCK COOK 'EM STIR FRY

WALK ROUND BIG GUN SHOOT IT AT YO GRANDSON
 10 BAND RANSOM TAG TEAM TANDOM 
RUNNING FROM THESE COMMAS
CAUSE I DONE FUCKED THESE BANDS UP
CHECKS CUT DUMB FUCK 
DUMP 'EM IN A DUMP TRUCK (X5)

Chalk Lines (Prod. @CRMSYN)

THANK YOU TO EDDISON, VENTING PALACE, OUTRAGE, DROWNWITHTOGA, PROD NOAH, AND NEZIAH1K FOR WORKING WITH ME ON THIS ALBUM.

SPECIAL THANKS TO JAY, SIMON, AND JOHN.

HAVE FUN.

-KINO.

SPINE [PROD. VENTING PALACE]

MOLOTOVS?
(CHECK)
ALRIGHT, SPRAYPAINT?
(CHECK)
RETARDATION?
(DUUH, CHECK)
BAD JUDGEMENT?
(YESSIR!)

SCREAMIN OFF MY FUCKIN HEAD
SWEAR TO GOD I WISH I WAS DEAD
DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID
AMERICA JUST DROPPED DEAD
AMERICA JUST DROPPED DEAD
CITIES BURNING SO FUCK THE HUMANS
KILL THE PEOPLE AND TAKE THE CASH
WANNA MAKE A CHANGE? THEN GET OFF YOUR ASS


IM SICK OF ALL THIS MISERY JUST DROP YOUR GUNS AND FOLLOW ME
JUST MAKE AMENDS AND END YOUR SHIT
IM SICK OF ALL THE POLITICS

APOCALYPSE USA!
APOCALYPSE USA!

I WANNA KILL YOU ALL
AND I DONT CARE AT ALL
I WANNA KILL YOU ALL
AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK

KILL THE RICH, BUT WE KILLED THE POOR
CAN YOU NOT THINK ANYMORE?
DUMB MOTHERFUCKER WANNA START A WAR
STEP 1 BURN DOWN THE NEAREST STORE
YOU ARE FUCKING STUPID AND I CANNOT TOLERATE YOU
STOP JUST STOP
JUST PLEASE FUCKING STOP
JUST STOP JUST STOP
JUST PLEASE FUCKING STOP
JUST STOP JUST STOP
JUST PLEASE FUCKING STOP
JUST PLEASE
JUST PLEASE FUCKING STOP

APOCALYPSE USA!

SO SHOOT ME DOWN AND BEAT ME UP BUT I WILL STILL BE STANDING
FOR HUMAN BEINGS EVERYWHERE WE ALL MUST BAND TOGETHER
FOR WE'RE THE ONES CORRUPT INSIDE THE EARTH THAT WE RESIDE IN
IM SICK OF FUCKIN ANARCHY JUST HOLD YOUR HANDS AND.. BREATHE.

APOCALYPSE U.S.A (PROD. AC)

BURN WITH YOU (w/ MEspirit + TEENAGE DISASTER)

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐞¿ (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝) - 𝐥𝐢𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐞

Acoustic cover of “Agony” by Yung Lean

agony (acoustic cover)

RECORDED OCTOBER 2020

LYRICS:

NEVER BEEN THE ONE THEY WANNA TALK ABOUT
HOPE I'M GETTING RICH SO WHEN THEY SHOW UP I CAN WALK 'EM OUT
AIN'T NO CONVERSATION I COULD LET THE PISTOL TALK 'EM DOWN
SUICIDE, ALL I EVER MOTHERFUCKING THINK ABOUT

OPEN MIC FOR TWO MINUTES
ALL I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS SHIT JUMPING MOVE DIGITS
ALL I EVER DREAM AND GET TO CLIP DUMPING RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS FACTS BITCH
RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS

AND THIS MY VERSE I TALK MY SHIT Y'ALL NEEDA
COP YOU A HEARSE OR SUCK MY DICK I'M BREATHING
STRAIGHT METAL AND NICOTINE LIKE I'M TRIPLE SEVEN
STRAIGHT WISHING IT'S LEGEND WHENEVER I GET MENTIONED OH SHIT

BUT I'M BEING HONEST I COULD ROLL WITH
TEENAGE DEATH, I GOT ME A MONTH LEFT
TO MAKE IT POP IN MY SKULL BRAINS FLY TOO TALL BITCH
I'M A STRAIGHT SET BURDEN TO THE FOLKS, SHIT

NEVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT
THE ONE THAT THEY WANTED TO DROP
FUNNY THE WAY THAT IT WORK
THAT'S SOMETHING THAT I WOULD'VE BOUGHT

AND Y'ALL STILL CAN'T PICK IT UP
I FUCKING SUFFER I COULD NEVER GET RICH ENOUGH TO CHANGE THAT

BAD TRIP FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

THIS THE SHIT Y'ALL WANNA LISTEN TO
I NEVER BEEN THE TYPE TO LET YOU MOTHERFUCKERS PICK AND CHOOSE
BUT FIGURE SINCE THE WORLD FUCKED ANYWAY
COUNT ROUNDS FOR THE FAGGOT UP IN OFFICE I'M OFF SHIT

I AIN'T TRIPPIN' ON THE POLITICS
I JUST DON'T LIKE STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS ON SOME RACIST SHIT
MATTER FACT I THINK I'M OUTTA SHIT TO DO FOR SIXTY MINUTES
LACE THE FUCKING BOOTS AND FIND A PUSSY I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITH

I'M THINKING 'BOUT KILLING MYSELF AND BRINGING YOU WITH ME
'CAUSE I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITHH ANYBODY BUT NOBODY KILL ME
I BEEN AN IDIOT SINCE I JUMPED IN THE PLANET
SO TAKE THIS SHIT IN ADVANCE WHEN YOU TRY TO CANCEL ME

I STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND 'TILL THE DAY THAT I'M DEAD
I'M STAYING ON THE SAME SHIT I CAME WITH
AND I AIN'T TRYNA FUCK UNLESS SHE GIVING ME HEAD
OFF TOPIC BUT FUCK IT MAN WHILE I'M SAYIN' SHIT

LOOK IT'S A GOOD CHANCE
ALL THIS SHIT'LL BE OVER BEFORE I'M MAKIN HITS
SO ALL THE IMAGE BRAND BULLSHIT I'M DEALING WITH
NEVER REALLY MATTERED SMOKE A CIGARETTE AND DRINK A BIT

FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA'
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

TENT CITY REMIX [PROD. CUBENSIS]

@blckk

(hxstage)

I tried to drown it out but every night it stays the same and it’s still there 
Back in the darkest corner of my mind it sits 
I want to get away from this 
Take me out of my frame 
I want to find me again 
Can’t remember my name 
I stopped trying gave up there can’t be something more 
I spend every night just posted on a frozen floor 
I have been breaking down
I never wanted this but I brought it all on myself

fuck it don’t call I don’t need another let down 
Double back if ever need someone 
Break my teeth on lies you told 
Disappointment's getting old 


(blckk) 

it’s getting old
i’m trying harder now to hurt you if you hit my phone
I fucking drank so I couldn’t remember anymore
it’s all I see if i’m sober your clothes are on my floor
I guess it hurts when it’s over cause he could help you more
I never got any closure 
I let you try to ignore me again 
like you always did

like u always did

hxstage x blckk - like u always did(prod. hxstage)(instagram:@_hxstage)(lyrics in desc.)

🏳️🏳️🏳️
notlewy.mgmt@gmail.com for inquires

BURN WITH YOU (w/ MEspirit + TEENAGE DISASTER)

notlewy

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