Name: Lost Summer Dreams (feat. lil chrxs) [prod. metlast] by lex.mk in The Upload
Duration: 2 min 48 s
Description: 𝕷𝖔𝖘𝖙𝕾𝖚𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖗𝕯𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖘

The Upload

Goblin Kid

The Tale of the Goblin Kid

By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

and all the shit i do it makes me numb
it also makes me look so fucking dumb

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

now i'm crying laying in my bed
stuck with memories i can't forget

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

im really sorry for the blood you bled
and the tears that you had to shed

sorry for the mess i left
i am just a mess myself

lately i dont feel the best
dont know what's wrong with my head
all these people leave me feeling dead
honestly i don't understand

rot w/ thearchived (Wraith Nîr)

Silent Speaks

Silent Speaks [Prod. st1x51]

Written, Produced, Mixxed, and Mastered by me :0
(in under 2 hours somehow)
Lyrics:
living life without you, I would rather die
stay up till the morning comes like everynight
mourning over options life did not provide
if you need some help I swear ill be your guide
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
"OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER"
~
My problems sticking to me like some glue
vent all them out when I'm up in the booth
I'm not messing around, 22 its a new
I shoot my shot 23, I pursue
all of dreams so it seems this is true
and I'm building a team to redeem all I lose
I brought change to my life by just changing my views
and I'm done with the past, moving forward,  refuse
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER
~

this year will be better.

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

Track 2

[verse 1]
i'm losing it, running out of time
i'm snoozing but I should be out grinding
reminded
that all that I want from life is you
lately been distant to tell the truth
you knew

[bridge]
like where did you go, what did I say
need to get you before you run away
I say her name

[verse 2]
ohh I know that, you can't go back
I want you till we grow old 
pack up our stuff and move it out
I guess that i found happiness in you cause I am reminiscing 

[outro]
one life that I have won't waste that shit
stop fucking around and just commit
that's it

what did i say [prod. GRAVE5]

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

[verse]
I knew I was fucked from the get go
I try to forget you but I just can't let go
I'm sorry I don't care about anything but me; myself, yeah i'm out (yuh)
I want to come back to the way I was, face it
I'm fucking complacent with me now its blatant 
but i'll change again turn from cold and the wind
for now flick the bic draw the smoke and give in

[bridge]
I've been trying hard to maintain I can't see it clearly when your clouding up the mainframe
and I can't fucking take it anymore thats why I crawl up ignore all the people and smoke my strain

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

Shame [prod. taurs]

If anything, I’m better off alone 🖤🤟🏾

6lackhart - If Anything, Im Better Off Alone. (Prod. 6lackhart)

𝕷𝖔𝖘𝖙𝕾𝖚𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖗𝕯𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖘

Lost Summer Dreams (feat. lil chrxs) [prod. metlast]

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

spotify

love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

Just Another Runaway

Cant Replace Me

Follow https://soundcloud.com/lostxfriend

Here's a vocal track  
I really enjoyed putting my emotions in this song

Lost Summer Dreams (feat. lil chrxs) [prod. metlast]

lex.mk

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