<3
lyrics:
She rides the train everywhere she goes
She rides the train everywhere she goes
And she knows she knows what the seats are made of
But she rides the train everywhere she goes

Its tumblin down the tracks everywhere she goes
Its rumblin fast along everywhere she goes
And she knows what the seats are made of
She rides the train everywhere she goes

BUT YOU’RE FINE!
In your mind
Escape into melodies
Miss time, 
Skip it

But you’re fine
In your mind
Escape into melodies
Miss time
Skip x2 

But you’re fine
In your mind
The world is small
After all
You’ll find
The world is small

She rides the train everywhere she goes
She rides the train everywhere she goes
And she knows she knows what the seats are made of
But she rides the train everywhere she goes

Its tumblin down the tracks everywhere she goes
Its rumblin fast along everywhere she goes
And she knows what the seats are made of
She rides the train everywhere she goes

Just-just two eyes and a mouth
Thats it
Some ears and
Really
Thats all you get
Thats the size of your world
My world
Your brain
Yeah…
(pretty simple)

But you can go outside!
Meet people, see places!
Expand your world a bit!
But you never leave.

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fixed the lyrics. <3 dont forget to take deep breaths and live as fully as possible.

she rides the train everywhere she goes / hopeful mantra

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
-----
lyrics:
Oh oh oh
Who can say where the wind will blow?
But the weather forecast can predict the direction
If you take good notes you can learn
The ways 
of the world
------
<3
hope you've enjoyed your sonic journey!

warm mug of truism, aphorism for the body and mind (outro)

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
lyrics:
But I think it does actually create kind of a cool sound

Oh yeah
Play that slide please
That- i like the sound of that brass one

Sittin on the porch
With a drink in my hand
Fireflies, lightning bugs
What do you call the things you touch?

Change the lights
Change the lights
Change the lights,
Go outside
Sunshine, in your mind
It’ll beam from your eyes
If you find your mind
In a pleasant divine
Sunshine, change the lights
Change the lights
Change the lights
Change the lights
Oh, i gotta change the lights

Gotta see a little different
Change the lights
Change the lights
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<3

change the lights

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
lyrics:
Drinkin honey, milk and coffee
Drinkin honey, milk and coffee
Smoking cigarettes and eatin toffee
Until the end of time

Maybe that would ease my mind

Drinkin honey, milk, and coffee
Drinkin honey, and milk, and coffee
And Smoking cigarettes and eatin toffee
Until the end of time
Maybe that would ease my mind
Drinkin honey, and milk, and coffee
And Smoking cigarettes and eatin toffee
Until the end of time
Maybe that would ease my mind
But instead, ill go outside
Go for a walk and eat some
Dirt
Then maybe ill go to work
End my shift and
Smoke
Feel alive
Once again

Honey, Milk, and Coffee (Paradise)

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
lyrics:
I was thinkin something along the lines of like

Walking down a rock beach
Looking at a picturesque scene
Got the day all planned securely
And we’re focused nearly
Know what I mean?

Sit and smoke a joint real calm
I got patience for my songs
I got to smoke slow so I can
Taste it hot
I need to smoke pot for
Thirty minutes, a shot 
Will do me good once a month
But i dont want it
I got rules
And I implore myself to follow them
Do you follow all the things you see inside yourself?
Or things you see along the road?
On signs your told are 
best for you?
Television ads, selling stew
With red graphics and hues
To remind you of the love you knew inside you
Long ago, on specific days
In rows of corn,
Growing in mazes
Making soda pop and ugly faces
In the mirror
I like the sweet things
I’ve never felt clearer
Than when ive eaten nothing
Nothing at all

But i was called back to life and cereal indulgence
I like to eat,
Its true
But im about through with eatin things
I dont like

trying very hard to have a good day and succeeding

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
lyrics:
Im out
Fishing
I like to fish
Its pretty cool
You can catch
Three or four
Maybe more
If you sit for long enough
If you sit for long enough

The best chairs rock
The best socks have good shoes
and the best streets are made of dirt
For feet that seek not to hurt

A canopy of trees
Makes the temperature lower by ten degrees
And it feels so marvelous to stand around
In the presence of the sound
Of the forest and its crown
Of leaves, and sticks and berries, and squirrels and foxes
Et cetera

Sticks and stones
Will break your bones
But words will do it too
So be careful what you brew
In your mouth
When you really wanna shout

Coming back to earth after a long time
Thats what that sounds like

(lexxeefumes in the daw and she on that gas-gas-gas)

the fishing blues

this album is another collaboration between me and my friend august. i hope you resonate and find rest here. hope and love is out there for you <3
solace for all the stroad cowgirls!
lyrics:
Oh oh oh
Who can say where the wind will blow?
But the weather forecast can predict the direction
If ya take good notes you can
Learn the ways
Of the world

Spring blooms
Often accompanied by
Forecasts of doom
Upon the new growth
Its too beautiful to last
So you think, when you think of the past

Asking passerby a simple question
With my eyes
Im always guessin
At if theyre a haunted house
If they look away
I know theyre not

Thats what id do

Lookin at strangers
Askin for favors
Silently,
Someone
Notice me
Lookin at the concrete
Squares
Heaped
On top of
Another
Beware of passing cars
They might hit you
Youll see stars

But youll be okay
Goin a different way
Picking a new day for yourself
Gonna be okay
Its gonna be okay

Do you ring with
Memory of a thousand yesterdays?
Two thousand tomorrows that couldve been?
And one thousand todays?
Do you echo 
with the burden,
With the pain?
Of the knowledge of a thousand tomorrows?
And a thousand yesterdays?


Gotta do something about-
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<3

are you a haunted house?

a remix of my Honey, Milk, and Coffee (paradise).
much love! <3
sampled a live performance of worlds away by lil peep at the very end

!HONEYMILKANDCOFFEE!

another collaboration with my friend august. this one is a bit darker in tone, but i hope you find love, hope, and solace here <3

lyrics:

Felt so blue i didnt go anywhere
Except maybe a little higher than ive ever been before
Every day is a new day
I implore myself to
Find a new source of hope
A new spring to draw from
But sometimes im the problem
At the heart i could solve it

But i dont think those types of thoughts 
as best I can
Cuz i got a new day ahead

Sourdough
Whole wheat
Raisin bran
People you meet
Oat squares
Over there
Left in the rain
Nobody cared

Medium high
Never lie
Got no time for it
Life is short
Life is short
Life is short
Shorter than you could ever know
But you’ve got to meet The Sun
With gusto
I implore you
To meet the sun with
Joy and love

Its the best thing that you can do inside a world
Filled with shades of blue
Beyond comprehension
I wont burden you with…

Nothing like that
Not here

but
Here you’ll find footsteps 
And forests changing colors
and
Lungfuls of crystal air
And mountains and snow crunching 
under shoes youve worn comfortably for longer
Than most of your friends have 
known your name

What does that say about your shoes?
Or the blues you express in the hues
And the words
To your friends?
Well i guess it depends
On your communication skills

Living in prison all the time
Speaking a language that isn’t mine
colonized by the english lexicon
I speak in feelings, first of all

Thoughts and imagery
Et cetera
Know what i mean?
we’re separated
then we’re connected it seems
By cosmic waves
Sittin in language like it was a beanbag chair
Why dont i pick a direction?
I could care more
I implore myself
But ill smoke some weed for my health

But then i realized something
My motivations intrinsic
(intrinsic?)
Means its in ya
Cant leave without ya
inside ya
Got nowhere to go except
Behind your eyelids
yknow?

(You can sit crisscross applesauce and not hurt?)

No, i like it

...Well, now that you mention it, it kinda hurts...

(Theres so many things out there...)

STUCK

i Love this food
i hope you do too <3
lyrics:

Peanut butter jelly sandwich
Peanut butter jelly sandwich
Peanut butter jelly sandwich
Peanut butter jelly sandwich

Crunchy
Raspberry
Whole wheat
Toasted
Three minutes at the most
Golden brown
Make a ding sound
Turn it down
Take it out
Spread the goodness
All over the goodness
Feel good for a little awhile
Real simple i smile
Peanut butter jelly sandwich
Peanut butter jelly sandwich
Peanut butter jelly sandwich

Peanut butter jelly sandwiches
They make me think of a garden without sin
They make me think of the simple joy
In a life where you can just enjoy
The things you find
With a clear mind
Devoid of guilt about
The broader thing
You find yourself in
Everybody sins
Its the nature of the thing we’re in
Shit
Drinkin gin
Reading bible verses again
Trying to figure out
How to make my posture more stout
Im tired of that shit gonna find a

Peanut butter jelly sandwich

When the room turns
Into heather
Gold, burgundy
Colors of
Ten years down the road and 
we’re still sitting happy in the same damn stories
Talking about things we enjoy
Like sandwiches
Of the mountains
Of the woods
And the color of your eyeballs

And Love Love Love
That word that circles back
That word that circles back around
Everytime that Loves in town
That feeling that is a noun
And a verb 
And a feeling on the edge of
A bench made of green linoleum
At the edge of a park where
The turtle doves have flown away for the season
But your lover is beside you
Cuz they dont need a reason not to migrate

(outro)

peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are transcendentally yummy

just a little remix of two songs I love. enjoy <3

THATS THE OLD ME, NOW IM A HONKY TONK GIRL! (LORETTA LYNN/LIL PEEP FLIP)

lyrics:
(How much do you want for this guitar?
How much do you want for this lil star)

I cant sell it
I know it will make its mark
In some weeks in the future
Ill depart down the strings
And ill make up a sound
That will sound so true
So i cant sell it to you
I am sorry
Because you play so beautifully
But we can share
But ive just gotta keep it near to me

I hope you understand
That when you make a plan
To play on that guitar
That you are under the same stars
As every human thats ever lived and
Finding rhythms in the same patterns and
Eating the same things
In a different fashion
With utensils of the past tense
Present outfits
And old habits
Die hard

How will you make your mark?
How will you make your mark?

icannotsellyouthisguitar, iamsorry

lyrics:
Go for a walk
Remember how to talk like I wanna wake up in the morning
Is this something ive been ignoring?
Maybe
But the sun is shining baby so Ill go and walk alone through my truth
I do not know how to get out of
The booth that im locked inside of
It feels like
All the photos inside my eyelids are stale
Ive got nowhere to go but buckin bales of hay that ive grown
But it smells like the harvest
Is sour

So i gotta toss it out
Plant a new garden, maybe shout
From the rooftops 
That im doing it over again
So ill sing a new song 
And ease my mind

Open another door
Forget the past room
Bathe in sun until im burnt
Find a new
Tan way to live

Maybe I’ll rhyme soon
Dont feel so trapped inside my
Booth

Takin pictures
Four in a strip
Remembering the moment
Every second
But i cannot leave it
And i dont know the reason
Help me leave it

Go for a walk

Sittin at my desk alone
Singin blues about a home I knew
Like the sun
Shining brightly and I knew it was so fun to
Be a bit younger
And appreciate
All the little things
That we've learned to bake into our daily routines
Because
We’re meant to repent
Of using up the fossil fuels
And eatin meat just to be alive
I dont know how to survive without guilt
For the
Lies we’ve built
To the system
Theres no missin

But you can avoid it
A little bit
And enjoy it like a kid
Your young again
Convince yourself it was really fun
It wasn’t a joke it wasn’t ironic it wasn’t an
effort to increase the sonic velocity
Of the collapse
It's just a joke with claps
From all your friends, in their heads
Their enjoying your presence again
And your with good people
Who see it positively 
Now tomorrow looks brighter, see?

And im just rambling now
But I got nowhere to go
So I chew the cud
Just like a cow
And think of pastel colors
Ill know, tomorrow
When the sun rises
And things are good
And life is so much better

Optimism
Is a unicorn
In the neon gore
Of what we’re sold as
Things to enjoy
Things to enjoy
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
And look at the grass grow
You will feel more whole
I swear
Dont fill up your head with hair
Let it be filled with love
Let it be filled with love

buckin neon bales

lyrics:
Washing in the sun and I 
Hear the birds singing
A tune x2
Washing in the sun and Im
Hearing the sun
Its in tune

(And the birds singing, all the-)
Washing in the sun and I 
Hear the birds singing
A tune
Washing in the sun and Im
Hearing the sun
Its in tune

(And the birds singin
All the birds singing
And the birds singin
All the birds singing)
(Birds singing and the birds singing)

And the grass creeping
And the vines slowly drowning out the trees
But they’re in it for the rush they’re pleased
With the progress
And they’re enjoying the solvents
They’re enjoying the solvents
They’re enjoying the solvents

I would hate to 
Rot in an office
Id rather die
Than be
In a sterile world with
Electric blurbs
Instead of
Natural things
Growing out of dirt
And flowers with petals you can count and
Trees with leaves you cant
Do a little dance under the trees
Whatever you please
Where your meant to be
Outside where its
Under the trees
And not so 
Fucking down


(hear the birds singin
hear the birds singin
hear the birds singin)

hear the birds singin

lyrics:
No no no no no
Gotta find the time
To pay attention to
Something else

Or is it
The fears of folks who dont know?

Gotta find the time
To pay attention to
Something else x 3

Back into the sunshine
Back into the sunny day
That i left behind

Maybe i should write my shit down
Cut it out of sound
sounding like a clown
And have some fun with nouns and verbs
And eating slowly
Making patterns of words that might be popular
I dont give a shit
I just wanna sing

(no no no no no)

(outro)

finding the time (interlude)

lyrics:
(~...Somewhere
Wait for me to come
See your face…~)

Going fast every day
On the banks of the river styx we pray
And dip ourselves in lemonade
Searching for something to numb the pain
And make us invincible
And so we bake inside redbull
Reaching equilibrium with stimulants
And trying to get that fix that feels so good inside your noggin
Ignoring problems when you cannot solve them
Without batting
An eyelid
Or maybe two or three or four or five

(knock knocking, here the whole time)

(Hear me knocking at your door)
(here the whole time)

Knock knocking away
Knocking today
Knock knock ask to stay
And i let you in
And i let you in
Any day you ask to stay
Knock knock today

hazy hiraeth

lyrics:
The origins of porridge
Are hotly disputed
However
the consensus reigns
That if you eat in the rain
It will feel good inside of your brain
It will numb all of the pain

Porridge in the rain
Porridge in the rain
Im eating Porridge in the rain
eating Porridge in the rain
Pouring oatmeal in the rain
Brew it hot to numb the pain
Im eatin oatmeal in the rain

Do my days
Go down the drain?
So i wonder

porridge in the rain

lyrics:
Thunder rolls
Trolls live under bridges
So im told
In fantasy epics
But i met one
Yesterday
On the roadside
Stompin on ants for fun

And i didnt know what to do
Because inside of that troll I saw me and you

Do the best we can
And try to be the best we can?

Sounds daunting but
Its rather haunting
When you really think about it
Days and minutes gone by
Talking to strangers and offering up
Syllabi about daily occurrences and
Things you notice and
patterns
Openings
Closings
Doors and wins
Losses
Scratch offs
Bosses
Systems made of
Robot coin tosses

So focus on the here and now
And the sounds you hear
Move your feet left and right
Do you hear me clear?

the Troll

lyrics:
Left and right
Left and right
Gettin through the night
Left and right

Left and right
You gotta fight
Left and right
Dont you ever
Lose sight of something better
Thats when youve lost the battle
And thats when you have fallen out of the saddle
Lost your spurs
End up in a ditch
Life feel like a blur
Not having fun anymore

But you can avoid it
Make a peach cobbler and enjoy it
For yourself
Find your health inside
Friends you need
Abide in others
Your ego will smother
Any ambition of a smile
When you start to look at miles in dollars
Why dont you call your fucking father?
And talk about breakfast
And lunch and dinner
And the books youve read and the leaves youve seen
Simple shit, know what I mean?
Repeat myself again and again

Are you listening?

Is anyone?

Give yourself a hug
Drape yourself
The color of whats warm to you
To get yourself through
All the darkness thats inherent
In a rooted being that
Lives and breathes
Fiery diesel
A painters easel
Draped in
Bacon fat
Weasel that
Lives in dirt

Metallic red and lithium sin
Proliferating through
Bits and bits and pieces of
Distractions will give you pause
Cut them out without remorse

Distractions

lyrics:Take out
(weed song)
Flower
(its a song about weed)
I put it
Inside my grinder
(weeed song)
And i make
(its a song about weed)
Little bits
Of that good shit
(that good shit, Its a weed song)
Weed song
(its music for couch people)
Weed song
(really its so simple)
Weed song
You dont have to
Go anywhere
At all
To listen to
The weed song x3
(Weed song)

Im hard pressed to pick a bone
With
The weed song
Sometimes its out of tune
(beneath the moon)
(sit with you,
And we could share a spliff or two)
And we
Would not
Feel
So blue

(and i could sing for all night,
Maybe about all that leads to light)

Sing a weed song
(sing it with you)

(and then i’ll start to monolog)
(as everybody walks along)
(and i’ll know that me and you were true)

What am i to do?
With the knowledge
I think I will just
Go out and collage it into
The rest of my days without you

Come back a little
Stay
Maybe rest a bit

Gone so soon?
Must you
Be gone so soon?
Must you be going already?
Do you have to leave again?

Do you have to leave again?

(and everything is in a sulphur haze)
(but im only seeing better things)
(smoke smoke forever)
Forever
(forever) x 3
And ever
Never
Give a thought to my
Hurt

Weed song
Hit the bong
And make my throat sore
I keep that i’ll feel okay
For an hour or two
Five years is a long time
when tomorrow seems like
Never

But it comes
And there isn’t
How do you get rid of cynicism?
Maybe you sing it
Its gonna be okay

Is it even worth it?
I cough on purpose
I dont normally do that
Its normally a side effect of bleghch-

Rescue me from the bleh tedium that surrounds me in my uh
Bleary lyrics here
Hehehe
Sometimes i just-

Weed Song 1 (ft. sl!mesp!ne)

lyrics:
Born into the middle
Of days 
beyond your control

look to the future
We are told
That story gets old
Old, old old

Born in the middle
Of the toiling seas of spittle
Peanuts, baguettes
And haircuts
Mop bins
And
Ratty things
Love soaked disease

Up in the sky
The sky
Nobody lies
Theres nothing
Worthy of hiding

Thats where youll find me
Never be hiding
The world isn’t frightening
No it is not

Please go outside

born into the middle of days

born into the middle

lyrics:
(Gotta sing it really soft
So no one knows that i am off)
Cuz i dont sound like me
When i bleat too loudly
(bleat bleat bleat)

Like a shroud, clouding
The words i want to deliver unto you
In the hue of blue that deepens with the years
(Weed song)

Weed Song 2 (ft. sl!mesp!ne)

a different version of buckin neon bales, from cinnamon.
enjoy <3
lyrics:
(...Open another door
Forget the past room
Bathe in sun until im burnt
Find a new
Tan way to live...)

Go for a walk
Remember how to talk like I wanna wake up in the morning
Is this something ive been ignoring?
Maybe
But the sun is shining baby so Ill go and walk alone through my truth
I do not know how to get out of
The booth that im locked inside of
It feels like
All the photos inside my eyelids are stale
Ive got nowhere to go but buckin bales of hay that ive grown
But it smells like the harvest
Is sour

So i gotta toss it out
Plant a new garden, maybe shout
From the rooftops 
That im doing it over again
So ill sing a new song 
And ease my mind

Open another door
Forget the past room
Bathe in sun until im burnt
Find a new
Tan way to live

Maybe I’ll rhyme soon
Dont feel so trapped inside my
Booth

Takin pictures
Four in a strip
Remembering the moment
Every second
But i cannot leave it
And i dont know the reason
Help me leave it

Go for a walk

Sittin at my desk alone
Singin blues about a home I knew
Like the sun
Shining brightly and I knew it was so fun to
Be a bit younger
And appreciate
All the little things
That we've learned to bake into our daily routines
Because
We’re meant to repent
Of using up the fossil fuels
And eatin meat just to be alive
I dont know how to survive without guilt
For the
Lies we’ve built
To the system
Theres no missin

But you can avoid it
A little bit
And enjoy it like a kid
Your young again
Convince yourself it was really fun
It wasn’t a joke it wasn’t ironic it wasn’t an
effort to increase the sonic velocity
Of the collapse
It's just a joke with claps
From all your friends, in their heads
Their enjoying your presence again
And your with good people
Who see it positively 
Now tomorrow looks brighter, see?

And im just rambling now
But I got nowhere to go
So I chew the cud
Just like a cow
And think of pastel colors
Ill know, tomorrow
When the sun rises
And things are good
And life is so much better

Optimism
Is a unicorn
In the neon gore
Of what we’re sold as
Things to enjoy
Things to enjoy
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
And look at the grass grow
You will feel more whole
I swear
Dont fill up your head with hair
Let it be filled with love
Let it be filled with love

buckin neon bales (slowed and reverbed)

how it feels to wake up 0_O
i hope you like it
kind of a funky one. put a lot into the beat.
much love <3

good morning (interlude)

another different version of buckin neon bales, from cinnamon.
this one is truly a zoom zoom tune. sped it up and added some breakdrums.
enjoy <3
lyrics:
(...Open another door
Forget the past room
Bathe in sun until im burnt
Find a new
Tan way to live...)

Go for a walk
Remember how to talk like I wanna wake up in the morning
Is this something ive been ignoring?
Maybe
But the sun is shining baby so Ill go and walk alone through my truth
I do not know how to get out of
The booth that im locked inside of
It feels like
All the photos inside my eyelids are stale
Ive got nowhere to go but buckin bales of hay that ive grown
But it smells like the harvest
Is sour

So i gotta toss it out
Plant a new garden, maybe shout
From the rooftops 
That im doing it over again
So ill sing a new song 
And ease my mind

Open another door
Forget the past room
Bathe in sun until im burnt
Find a new
Tan way to live

Maybe I’ll rhyme soon
Dont feel so trapped inside my
Booth

Takin pictures
Four in a strip
Remembering the moment
Every second
But i cannot leave it
And i dont know the reason
Help me leave it

Go for a walk

Sittin at my desk alone
Singin blues about a home I knew
Like the sun
Shining brightly and I knew it was so fun to
Be a bit younger
And appreciate
All the little things
That we've learned to bake into our daily routines
Because
We’re meant to repent
Of using up the fossil fuels
And eatin meat just to be alive
I dont know how to survive without guilt
For the
Lies we’ve built
To the system
Theres no missin

But you can avoid it
A little bit
And enjoy it like a kid
Your young again
Convince yourself it was really fun
It wasn’t a joke it wasn’t ironic it wasn’t an
effort to increase the sonic velocity
Of the collapse
It's just a joke with claps
From all your friends, in their heads
Their enjoying your presence again
And your with good people
Who see it positively 
Now tomorrow looks brighter, see?

And im just rambling now
But I got nowhere to go
So I chew the cud
Just like a cow
And think of pastel colors
Ill know, tomorrow
When the sun rises
And things are good
And life is so much better

Optimism
Is a unicorn
In the neon gore
Of what we’re sold as
Things to enjoy
Things to enjoy
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
Why dont you sit and do nothing?
And look at the grass grow
You will feel more whole
I swear
Dont fill up your head with hair
Let it be filled with love
Let it be filled with love

buckin neon bales sped up

will i face the day?

warning: this song is very very sad. i hope it brings you solace and helps you know that your not the only one thats felt like this <3

i love you! take care of yourself!

i miss you so fucking much it hurts it hurts its fine

pixel pop

i feel better in the woods

the main excerpt is from an interview with doug "yoshe" revelle. they are an awesome person!

let your mind wander this strange, strange place, and let yoshe guide you to peace...

kindness in the swampy midst of a fantastical land (prod. Kj2turntt)

experimental artist infatuated with music



i...
1. hope you vibe here:)

2. hope you have eaten a nice meal today:)


3. 
LOVE YOU <3

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