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@k0a
@02ashes

lyrics:
ready to go
ready set go

like we gone burn em down

(down a couple times)
goreset
(down a couple more times)

ready set go

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

go!

(down a lotta times)

ready set go
ready set go
ready set go

ready ready
set set set
go go go go go

crawling from the depths i crept
i wept
i kept
slugs in vest
ready to blow
ready to go
ready set
go

(down a bunch of times)

like we gone burn it

(down a bunch more times)

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

(mmm jersey chair squeek)

(down a few more times)
like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

burn it

(down x 6)

down!

5189316

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU4EpTFxZbc&ab_channel=nomu

out now on all plats <3

ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
(@prodnomu)

float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

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this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

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lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

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truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

im done

prod(@jongards+ @prodnomu)

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

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realm

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

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produced by @arysvance

lyrics :

i still remember everything about you now
for once in a while that i've been going off
i ain't vulnerable so i'll protect you from all the storm
but i'm stronger and wiser to anybody i don't wanna get involve

i'll bring all the flowers for you when you're gone
the magenta shades glowing into the dawn
hold my hand we fallin' under the sand
but we are far away from our fantasy land i'll be

right by your side
but i didn't know what you're going through
never been loved before all this is so brand new
and you're the right one for me i only need you

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
when we fall we'll parachute

i wanna see you again
you're my everything
i miss your voice everytime you sing
i always pickup the call everytime that my phone rings
but i still can't find love that's only one thing

i stay with you and i don't wanna go back and take their advice
had enough had to cut them all off with my only knife
i need you in my life i've been all alone it's alright
i wanna see if you're my true love

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
but when we fall we'll parachute

and i hope that i see you again

magenta

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ziplock heart

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F3SYdW0iuI

production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

im done

leyton

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