Rock

THROWDAT (prod. meedow)

White Wine - Matangi

Change My Fate

Kae - ĞTĄ

Produced by - Yondo

Lyrics:
To be honest, it feels like nothing's real
Life is moving, this movie reel
I don't even see myself how they do; what's the deal?
When I look in the mirror, I lose appeal
I'm bananas; I lost my peel
I use my words and ideals as a shield
But against myself, my will doesn't wield

I can't stop, not even yield
I've been out of my mind so long in this field
It doesn't surprise me; it's shocking like an eel
I always wanted to be the man of steel; I hate people that steal
Anxiety and stress stripped me down; now it's hard for me to conceal
My lips have been Ziplock sealed; I'm sorry for the spiel

Drugs and substances are the only thing that makes me feel okay
Derealization, till I blank out of space
I don't recognize my own face; all I feel is pain
Derealization, till I blank out of space
Space, space, space

POV, there's multiple different versions of me
People all up in my business call it peanut gallery
You give me allergies; it's not about the salary
When your dream becomes a reality
Fallacy, I'm in a whole ’nother galaxy

Keep burning calories, 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘵 fatality
You're going to need more than a calvary
I see myself from outside of my body
As if I had a frontal lobe lobotomy
I stargaze at night astronomy
I'm looking through the glass outside in while it's foggy
If these are human beings, I must be E.T.

Everyone's addicted to something; stay glued to the screen
I don't know what's gotten to me
I just need a place with space to breathe
I'm stuck in between the belly of the beast and wanting eternal peace
There's more to the surface; don't be naive
Living under a rock, music is my release

People are superficial, part artificial, like the food we eat
Food for thought to feast
To live off fees or social feed
I'm a dead man walking, waiting to cease
These demons want me seized
Depersonalization, what do you see?
Dissociation—I have receipts
The symptoms of it are long; keep it brief
Jump; everything's blurry or in slow motion through this quantum leap

Drugs and substances are the only thing that makes me feel okay
Derealization, till I blank out of space
I don't recognize my own face; all I feel is pain
Derealization, till I blank out of space
Space, space, space

This world's been destroyed
Long before I even joined it
How joyous, I'm lighting up this joint
Who's joining? In school, everyone thought I was annoying
I'm not what you wanted me to be; how disappointed
Pinpoint, I'm anointed
Teachers and doctors forced me on pills to avoid it

They wanted to see me killed
To kill or be killed, how my trauma instilled
Society has failed me; if they haven't, you probably will
Like running up a hill while the world is tilt
I'm consumed with guilt; anxiety has a hold of me still
When I leave, my fam gets the will, I swear to God, nothing's real

I hope this is a bad dream the next time I awake
I'm a prisoner of my own mind, confined in this place
The only escape is music all seven days
Like Novocaine
Monday through Sunday, it helps me alleviate
Everything's mundane: fame, drugs, and to fornicate
It's hard to concentrate, feeling disrepair and disarray

I'm valuable, wait, vulnerable, reevaluate
Debilitate, caution with yellow tape
I feel like bait in Crystal Lake
Since I was seven, I felt estranged
You don't see my teardrops in the rain
Purgatory from heaven's gate
I don't recognize my own face
Facilitate, I have to bet on myself like a parlay
Something not everyone partakes

I'm God's disciple, not your cliché
A hostage to my own pride, you don't say
My thoughts would be a ton if measured by weight
Then you wonder why I need to smoke just to feel okay

Derealization

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Lyrics
Guilty, a crime we  all commit, without thinking  
Poison, the sea, the land, our selves, nowhere to hide

Guilty, as charged, I know I played  my  part 

Throw away, don't do it
Throw away
Throw away, don't do it
Throw away
Don't do it

Drifting, shadows lost and cold, trapped in a  heart of 
Poison, the waves pass round and round, nowhere to hide

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I want to be you, I'm a shadow of you
I see you standing there with the wind on your back
If you wanna survive, gotta put on your shine
Gotta hear the whip crackle right in your ear

The warrior's gonna crush the clowns
The warrior's gonna bring them down
The warrior's gonna crush the clowns
The warrior's gonna bring them down

The sun in your eyes, the blood on your hands
You feel the surge of hatred as you clear your mind
It rises inside, at the sound of the horn
The cloud of rage fuses with your mind

The warrior's gonna crush the clowns
The warrior's gonna bring them down
The warrior's gonna crush the clowns
The warrior's gonna bring them down

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Brief Story of my musical life!
Hi, dear music lovers, 
*My name is Johan F. Langhendries and at the age of two, I became interested in music. Believe it or not, I was a very quiet child and I often listened to music on my father's radio. Jazz, Rock, Classic, just everything! A little later, at age 4 and 5, my grandmother learned me what a C-chord was on her piano, in the different octaves. Later on, she learned me also the other chord. At the age of six, I started making my own drums with wash-powder boxes and I used wooden kitchen spoons to make the sound of a “drum”. When I was 8, several albums like for example; “Let it be” by The Beatles, Block Buster by The Sweet, Black & Blue by The Rolling Stones, etc... were a part of my drum exercise experiences as a young kid. 

° At the age 10, I learned to play on a real drum-kit and trumpet and was also following music theory in two different music schools, for six years, to fill up my evenings on Tuesdays and Thursdays. On Saturday morning and Wednesday afternoon, I had to go to our music theory class and we learned how to write music, etc… At the age of 12, I had my first second-hand drum-kit and at sixteen i started playing in a Punk-Rockband. Lots of fun indeed! At age 18 I  went to study at private school ‘Haleweyn ‘Jazz-Studio’ in Antwerp and learned a lot more about Jazz music and how to play it... I Love to play Jazz, but Funk and Rock became the biggest part of my drumming experience.

– EXPERIENCE; I’ve played as a professional drummer in many bands (Belgium) like ‘Citizen Jane’ (Jazz/Pop) for 5 years with one CD recording and many concerts. I’ve been a studio recording drummer and have worked 40 years as a drummer;  Live concerts, Recording drummer and albums with different rock bands, etc. I still do and learn of course!

– MY PROJECTS SINCE 2004 are; Wannislas(aka) and Abstinent Dazzle (Band). With these two projects, I make some Funky, Dance, Reggae, Rock & Jazz (Fusion) music.    In my third project; Johan Franz Lang (feat. Space Orchestra) I make a kind of contemporary chill-out, easy listening music. 

- I followed a sound engineering class for 2 years (age 29) and do the mastering for my albums and sometimes for other artists - 

° Now, I hope you will enjoy my music and I like to get comments and positive critics if there are some, and of course I appreciate too see some sharing of my music on social media! 

All @ Home Studio ‘The Muse’                                                                                                      Abstinent Dazzle Music Productions

Check most of my music on; 
https://soundcloud.com/user-182592521
https://soundcloud.com/johan-franz
www.reverbnation.com/johanflanghendries
www.reverbnation.com/spaceorchestrajohanfranzlang  https://www.reverbnation.com/abstinentdazzle                              https://hearthis.at/yqhgzmhv/                                                                                                                                      
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www.youtube.com/user/Wannislas                                                                                                   Enjoy!

Thank you,
Creative Executive                                                                                                                               Johan F. Langhendries                                                                                                                                ADMP 2004 - 2024

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