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sleepovermurders2020

teenager in love

real life: prepare to die edition

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

Co-written by Me and @azyng

Lyrics:
I can't believe all these things I see,
flying by my eyes in some clever disguise,
feels like I'm losing touch, or I just know too much,
either way I'll be out for lunch.

The older I get, the more I forget
The lessons I've learned, just made me dumber
These streets I walk through, I'll forget too,
with everything else I thought I knew.

I can't feel bliss, in ignorance's kiss,
there must be somethin more to this,
losing brain cells, from what I cannot tell,
tryna get to heaven, from this cruel hell.

The older I get, the more I forget,
The lessons I learned, just made me dumber,
These streets I walk through, yeah I'll forget too,
with everything else I thought I knew.

(With everything else I thought I knew.)

Solo

The More I Learn, The Less I Know

bummer

feeling so damn cool
but i wish i was cooler
get off this damn computer
do cool ass tricks on scooters

or skate around the street
or surf the waves till my feet
are hurting, or smoke weed

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

feeling like i should
improve my whole livelihood
buy cool new shit to show off
some cool ass clothes to put on

or find some new music
that i can use to clue in
to all of my cool friends
that i'm cool and amusing

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

this life

so cool

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

sweater weather (demo)

this track is on the new shit ep i made a whiiiiiiiiile back on bandcamp but i guess it never made it here.

whoops. 

https://lfsx.bandcamp.com/track/whoops

whoops

runaround.

wwhhooaa

Disgusted With Myself

sick of everything

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

just a dude from LA who writes mediocre punk n shitty beats

sick of everything

lfsx

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