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Can You Feel My Heart

Can You Feel My Heart (Mothica Version)

Monolith (Acoustic) - Container Apresenta

LAZY BOY

Devil

GET THAT

I WANNA GO

Are you awake?
Yeah, I’m awake, I’m still awake
Mind too loud
(8) Yeah
Counting the nights till the ceiling starts closing in
Counting my breaths till the panic comes rolling back

I don’t really know how to breathe
When the room feels thinner around me
Should’ve noticed the cracks in my speech
When you said you could see right through me
Cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head

Mirror light too sharp, skin looks pale
Like I’m fading slow without leaving a trail
Wrist stays cold, heart stays tense
Everybody moving, I’m stuck in suspense
Stacking up days just to feel okay
Every smile feels rented, not here to stay
Every time I leave my space
My chest locks up, pulse misbehaves
I say I’m fine, yeah, I say that often
But silence keeps coughing inside my lungs
Doctor names it, pills all blue
Say “take the edge off”, but the edge moves
I’m present, not gone, but I’m barely here
Every sound too loud, every thought sincere

I don’t really know how to breathe
When the room feels thinner around me
Should’ve noticed the cracks in my speech
When you said you could see right through me
Cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head
Yeah, cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, yeah

That’s not confidence, that’s a mask
They mistake collapse for a flexing stance
Rain in my skull, no storm outside
Medicine dulls it but never replies
Fast nights, long days, brain won’t rest
Heart beats uneven inside my chest
Clothes look clean but my sleep is wrecked
I don’t chase death, but I flirt with neglect
I count my flaws like loose change
Every memory loops, rearranged
I don’t want pity, don’t want praise
Just want my mind to unclench its cage

She said “you’re distant, you’re slipping away”
I said “I’m here”, but I don’t know where

I don’t really know how to breathe
When the room feels thinner around me
Should’ve noticed the cracks in my speech
When you said you could see right through me
Cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head
Every thought feels heavy, cornered in my head

Mental health anxiety

La Di Da

Devil

L.I.F.T

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