lately, my dogs the only one that takes a shit on the floor

hey this song truely touched me man im not finna say too much.. but keep mixxing man you got sumn deep whichu (from ths other side)

They real song is called ive given up on you by real friends :)

I will wait for you until the very end

lilbearshawty - elegant just like a dove *p. misery* REUPLOAD

ig @benzobeendead

chorus

i guess this is the end of the road
i hate what we’ve become
you swear that this is alla my fault
when i gave you my all
i guess that it js wasnt enough 
girl you js lemme fall
swervin in this beamer
wonderin if im nothin to u

verse

inna booth rn offa oxys 
no i cant feel a thing
but this is how i want it
im so tired of thinking bout everything 
girl you fkd me up
and you know it
bet you love it too
but if this is how you want it its coo
one day ill get over you
do you hate errythin that i am
cuz im nothin like him ?
was everything you said all a lie 
or am i not worth it
i hate that this is the way things gotta be
this aint for me
but u make me feel like nothing
so maybe this how its posed be
lost the one place that felt like home
now where im posed to go
you changed the way i think n shit girl
am i not the one you love
i been feeling so damn low
i should js overdose
ion wanna do this
but i think its time i let you go

bridge

heartbreak kidd been doin ts
all on my fkn own
groupie hoes backstage at my shows
tellin me they in love
but they aint the one i want
my hearts still set on her
i know that we couldn’t get along
but ill always be here

where do i go now ? (prod. xenshel x gusuck)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems (prod. lightbody)

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

Prod by @fats_e

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Scared To Die ( Prod. Fats'e )

shoulda crashed the car [Prod.Gertrude]

produced @prodreaper 

lyrics:
(scum)
mistakes that we made 
can never be erased 
but we can try and try again 
cause i, i'm falling deeper than i did before 
i kiss the ground
i'm falling down 
i kiss the ground 
i'm falling now
i'm lost, i'm lost
i'm still lost 
find me, find me, find me, find me 

(VELVETEARS)
im lost
and i don’t think that I’m worth finding
i stay inside 
cuz the truth in the sun is too blinding
ya i wanna die
tell me something that i aint heard a million times
I’m not a pretty image u can paint in the sky
i hate to say hello because i hate to say goodbye
i swear ill cut a throat if i hear another lie
i swear ill cut my throat if i waste anymore time
i hate to say goodbye

hate to say goodbye w/ VELVETEARS (prod. reaper)

@prodreaper

lyrics:
i've been scared all my life
i've been scared all my life 

i've been scared all my life
tell me that i won't die 
tell me that i'm okay 
i've been wasting my time 
wandering in my mind 
i'm not who i was 
all out of my luck
god damn it i'm stuck 
i don't where i should go from here
i've been scared all my life 
i've been hiding inside 
i don't show you my face
this is my safe place
inside, inside

and i know i can't hideaway forever
i know that, so don't look at me that way 
i know that i'm hurting me 
but i'm scared to see the world 
i am scared to live my life
i am scared of everything that's not here 
i am scared

scared for my life (prod. reaper)

runaway girl (prod. nicholas allan)

///////LYRICS/////////

////////V1//////////
Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
///////////////////

///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay live 
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
/////////////////////

///////V2////////////
can he make you give up like i do
i do i do i do
can he betray you and your heart like i do
i do i do i do
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
/////////////////////

///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay alive
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
/////////////////////

////////V3//////////
Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
///////////////////

I Do

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

do or die (prod ʎpoqou)(video in description)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

nothing is like it used to be  prod. palette

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @iofmusic
My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin
Lyrics <3
youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 

do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

do you remember those nights in November 
in your sweater , do you remember?

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well x2

you're in my head 
(you're in my head)
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 
I'm in this trance 
(I'm in this trance)
I'm living in this hell
I still wanna be friends 
but I don't feel myself 


do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 


do you remember those nights in November

in your sweater , do you remember

lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems (prod. lightbody)

lightbody

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