S a d n e s s

cant get outta bed </3
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cant get outta bed
i cant get outta bed 
they say that im depressed
they say that im depressed
yeah then tell me something i dont know
cant get off my phone
i love to be alone 
or do i hate to be alone

im fucked up
thats 4 times this week
i fucked up
she cant look at me
my mind races
time races
trapped in my head 
i hate tight spaces
trapped in my head 
i hate tight spaces 

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<3

-emo fruits aka young cant get outta bed

CANT GET OUTTA BED (prod. wetgropes)

duck hunt </3
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Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

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<3

emo fruits aka mark borja aka this how i be watching youtube


DUCK HUNT (prod. cxrter x jolst)

benzo

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

LA girls

la girls

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

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lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Already 25yrs old. Idk what to write here. I like to sing and do some covers even when I can't sing but it's something that I'm doing for myself because ima fine with that. xoxo

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

Lightning Logan

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