Imagine waking up wanting to do so much then boom life hits

youre not insane the drugs been in your brain

"you're not alone stop being a crybaby,  I don't know how much more I can take "💔

rope, tape and cable ties

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

run away, run away
before i bite your neck with my fucking vampire fangs
novacane, novacane
ima slam this line until i cannot feel my face
fade away, fade away
i got a dozen pills and i know some of them are laced
razor blades, razor blades
i might cut my wrist until i cannot feel this pain

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

produced by reaper
written by lightning logan

samples from: i know what you did last summer, dracula, and friday the 13th

Slasher '78

REAPER

i know what you did last summer [prod. reaper]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

follow @heroinediaries

lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

Lyrics

[lullabyboy]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

[Spaceman Zack]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
I've been livin life full of sin
I got hundreds still rollin in
Pockets not big enough they don't fit

Well I still think about the time you told me I was nothin girl
Bleed me out but that wasn't good enough
Now I get high every night to fight the cold
I don't need anybody else it's fuck the world

[lullabyboy]

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

Blood Drip

SPOTIFY

Blood Drip w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. nevrfall) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[
when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[

i'm scared of all the voices in my brain
i’d ask for help but i know what they’d say
you're not insane, the drugs been in your brain
you're not insane, the voices, they’re all fake
logan, you've been doing cocaine
there is no ghost, you're just talking crazy
you're not alone, stop being a crybaby
i don’t how much more i can take

i’m so tired of this dreading pain
i’m so tired of the fucking rain 
feel like i’m drowning at camp crystal lake
it’s hard to breathe with this mask on my face :/ </3
i’m so tired of this dreading pain
i’m so tired of the fucking rain
feel like i’m drowning at camp crystal lake
it’s hard to breathe with this mask on my face :/ </3

when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[

prod. @blade_901
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Friday the 13th, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Donnie Darko, the Boogeyman, and Dracula

drowning [prod. blade901]

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