I guess when you’re a ghost, your life doesnt matter

I just snorted fifty lines, I just drank a fifth of Jack,  Baby dare my ass to drive! ! ! ! oh I lost it 💔😢 

why would u say u love me when ik u fucking dont

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

Cemetery Weather (4evr)

artwork: @levistrauck 
engineer: @tobaccobowl

Cemetery Love (prod. Purpy B)

much love to @emofruits for always fw me <3 prod by @antw0music enjoy

LYRICS:
[intro/hook: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
u dont know the pain thats in my head
i got all this weight thats on my chest
i dont know i feel like im better off dead

[verse: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
matter fact, fuck everything u ever said
told me that u liked me just to get inside my head
i dont feel the same yeah, i dont feel shit

i don't feel shit now, i fuck a bitch now
yah, same old me but im rich now
keep a clip 'round, shawty strip down
got her suckin on my dick when she go down
keep a fo' around, in case it go down
yah, comin from the block, just know we hold down
she don't know now, she don't know how
yah, xo shawty she goin hold down

she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down
she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down

[verse 2: emo fruits]
got a couple 30s
pop another one
play ya cards right
i might leave u sum
need a new bitch that can hold it down
cus my old girl dont come around
look up at the sky
watch it cry
got a couple pills on ur mind
look at the time baby
is there something u want baby
got the scars up on my neck
its the shit i cant forget
u never loved me like u said
i couldn't hurt u like u did

follow ☋ emo fruits ☋

scars on my neck ft. emo fruits (prod. antw0)

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

run away, run away
before i bite your neck with my fucking vampire fangs
novacane, novacane
ima slam this line until i cannot feel my face
fade away, fade away
i got a dozen pills and i know some of them are laced
razor blades, razor blades
i might cut my wrist until i cannot feel this pain

i know what you did last summer
you fucked him, didn't you?
you really did me like no other
and i was so in love with you
now i'm feeling like i might murder
yeah i've been plotting it inside my room
baby why are you hiding under the covers?
don't you know that i'm obsessed with you

produced by reaper
written by lightning logan

samples from: i know what you did last summer, dracula, and friday the 13th

Slasher '78

REAPER

i know what you did last summer [prod. reaper]

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

A Ghost Story

MISERY

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

www.sadboiszn.com

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too 

i been feeling toxic
spend too much time with me and now you're feeling nauseous
cut myself right through the lungs i can barely breathe
i would trade my soul for some air and a heartbeat
drugs in my blood, numb the feelings in my brain
i'd paint you a picture if I knew how to paint
but all i do express this pain
do you think a couple words could paint a thousand pictures aye

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new 
if we were forever can i live forever too 

you said this wouldn't die
wake up overthink over-drink then i cry
this place a ghost town where you hide?
i don't wanna know, you can keep me out your sights

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too

if we were forever

love me again (ft. lil narnia)

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

[+] you're always so damn cold.
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: emo fruits]
everynight alone 
u die a little more 
i wanna feel ya soul 
i hate it when u go 
my mind is on the drugs 
my body feelin numb 
they love it when i’m stuck
they love it when i’m fucked 
everynight alone 
we die a little more 
i wanna feel ya soul 
i hate it when u go 
my mind is on the drugs 
my body feelin numb 
they love it when i’m stuck
they love it when i’m fucked 

baby don’t cry for me 
i been high for weeks
you love to see me bleed 
u the one cuttin me 
winter nights 
every night
it get colder baby
winter nights 
every night
it get lonely baby

[verse 2:  seejayxo]
winter nights i feel cold when i wake up
you're not by my side i think you're fake love
fuck is that? you won't tell me why you mad
bitch you wack, bitch you wack, i don't wanna take you back
i'ma laugh in your face
bitch i cannot be replaced
i'ma die as one the greats
i'ma fuck up, i'ma lame, sike
i fuck on yo main bitch
switch lanes like i'm racing
goth hoe on my brain, lit!
fuck that i feel jaded
moon light on your face
pussy so wet i could taste
i'm a king from FLA
but i got bitches in LA
hold it down i'm sippin sprite
talk that shit i'll take ya life
pussy boy you better hide
cause i don't give a fuck bout mine

[outro: seejayxo]
yeah you can keep on talking all that shit
i'ma pull up bust ya in the lip
yeah you pussies talk a lot of fucking shit
but when you see me yea you try and ride my dick

i see right through that shit 2x
you cannot fuck wit my clique 2x
fuck you i been on my shit 4x

ya fuck you i been on my shit
i keep a mac wit a clip
i keep a rack wit a beam ya

+ spotify

winter (feat. emo fruits)

it won’t be fine (prod. 2k6)

@vampireghostclub
BEWARE THE MAN-THING
audio book on patreon

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

Lightning Logan

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