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xuy - honorr (prod. clowdy)

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol
black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas

her nose bleeding, hide the cocaine
she a party girl, she always got that razor blade 
she like that i’m insane, i kinda like it that she gay
she like to give me brain, i like to flash my fucking fangs
we’re dancing in the rain, i just can’t help but kiss her face
i grab her by the waste and bring her to my happy place
she kiss the stainless blade, i bring her to my fucking grave
i take her fucking life, i take away her fucking pain
she left me in the dark, i know i’ll see her once again
i’m smoking in my tomb, cutting my wrist like it’s a trend 
i’m wearing black on black, shit, i feel just like the crypt
baby hold my hand and tell me that this isn’t it
i need to hear your voice, i need to calm my fucking nerves
i smoked my fucking last and now the voice is getting worse
i know that you don’t wanna die and i don’t want that yet
look me in the eye and tell me you have no regrets

black on black, she drippin'
fendi, ferragamo
i just wanna cut my damn wrist
she just wanna count my commas
prom night feel electric 
damn that pussy special
yeah my shawty got a deathwish
so i let her meet my pistol

produced by sketchmyname
written by lightning logan

samples from: prom night, the texas chainsaw massacre and scream

Slasher '78

SKETCHMYNAME

prom night [prod. sketchmyname]

lyrics

put my fangs out, baby, you should kiss me
do not let me bite you or you will end up missing
i need you in my life, girl, cause i just feel so empty
i just feel the dams drugs, damn the pill just hit me
creeping in your back yard, spying on the real you
i just wanna feel you, i don’t wanna kill you
bloody on my white mask
cocaine on her nightstand
sword inside my right hand
adderall and white xans 
baby, i’m a stranger, break into your moms house
have you checked the children? she drop the phone and scream loud 
i just feel like jason, and baby it’s a friday
why don’t you kiss this damn blade, we’re doing this shit my way

knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol
knife tucked, white mask, i’m at your window
home alone, call your phone and watch you dress slow
powers cut, i wanna see where this goes
blood drips down my hand, and on my pistol

produced by clovtboi
written by lightning logan

samples from: when a stranger calls

when a stranger calls [prod. clovtboi]

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[
when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[

i'm scared of all the voices in my brain
i’d ask for help but i know what they’d say
you're not insane, the drugs been in your brain
you're not insane, the voices, they’re all fake
logan, you've been doing cocaine
there is no ghost, you're just talking crazy
you're not alone, stop being a crybaby
i don’t how much more i can take

i’m so tired of this dreading pain
i’m so tired of the fucking rain 
feel like i’m drowning at camp crystal lake
it’s hard to breathe with this mask on my face :/ </3
i’m so tired of this dreading pain
i’m so tired of the fucking rain
feel like i’m drowning at camp crystal lake
it’s hard to breathe with this mask on my face :/ </3

when will this feeling go away?
my skin is crying for the razor blade 
let’s play a game: don’t cut a vein..
i’m not okay, and it’s not okay :[

prod. @blade_901
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Friday the 13th, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Donnie Darko, the Boogeyman, and Dracula

BLADE901

drowning [prod. blade901]

lyrics:

suicide till i wake on the weekends
back biters, yeah i know that they creepin
toxic in my lungs i'm not breathing 
can't hear but i keep fucking screaming 
why you act like living is easy?
blue flames spread all over the ceiling
fall down and i don't have a reason
couple years & my wrists'll be freezing

late nights with you could've been better
i got puke on ur favorite sweater 
stumbling, yeah i should've just left her 
on the street for nobody to get her

if i die, u can read all the letters
if i cry, you don't make me feel better
i won't change if i don't learn the lesson
i like the way that i hurt u for pleasure

u all keep falling
u all keep falling
u all keep falling in love
u all keep trying to put me together
but i keep falling apart
please fuck off
i've had enough
with all u fucks
u had me once
now i'm gone
i didn't like u much for long
ooooooooo

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BEWARE THE MAN-THING
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we all float down here [prod. discent]

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