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TOO FINE - Single

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TOO FINE (ft. billy !)

Hey baby, is that you?
Wow, your hair got so long
Yeah, yeah, I love it, I really do
Norma Jean, ain't that the song we'd sing in the car
Driving downtown, top down, making the rounds
Checking out the bands on Doheny avenue

Yeah, life throws you curves
But you've learned to swerve
Me, I swung and I missed
And the next thing ya know, I'm reminiscing
Dreaming old dreams, wishing old wishes
Like you would be back again

And I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off into my job, guess not much has changed

Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doing these days

Yeah, that's what I'm doing
That's what I'm doing

Someone told me, after college, you ran off to Vegas
And married a rodeo cowboy, why?
That ain't the girl I knew
Me, I've been a few places mostly here and there once or twice
Still sorting out life, but I'm doing all right
Yeah, it's good to see you, too

Well, hey girl, you're late
And those planes they don't wait
But if you ever come back
Around this sleepy old town
Promise me you'll stop in
To see an old friend, and until then

I wake up and teardrops that fall down like rain
And I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off into my job, guess not much has changed
Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doing

Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you
That's what I'm doing

these days

[drkredwillow]
So… how are things with you now?

[Lij]
Better. Maybe worse? Sometimes I don't really know

[drkredwillow]
Ah, okay. Same shit, different day

[Lij]
Totally, dude

[drkredwillow]
Do you think it's all in your head?

[Lij]
Sometimes… sometimes I feel like everybody around me is conspiring against me. One thing I'm used to shifts to the side a little and I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind. It fucking sucks

[drkredwillow]
Sounds like it. At least the changes are small, mind games and, shit aside. Listen, don't forget the sacrifices I made to get you here, though. I've been here since day one

[Lij]
I know, I'm grateful for it all. Grateful we can even sit here and look back at it things

So… do you wanna tell me what's going on with you?

[drkredwillow]
Oh! Uh… naw. I'm good right now, thanks. It's… a lot

[Lij]
Right on. Hey?

[drkredwillow]
What's up?

[Lij]
I love you, dude. I'm glad you're here

[drkredwillow]
I love you too. We'll be ok

[Lij]
They didn't find nothing new

Only in my mind
We all know
Let's be honest
Leaving it in my mind

Only in my mind
They didn't find nothing new
Let's be honest
Didn't leave in my mind

Day and night, only in my mind
We all know
Let's be honest
Didn't leave in my mind

Only in my mind
They didn't find nothing new
Let's be honest
Didn't leave in my mind

Only in my mind
Think we all know
Didn't leave in my mind

Only in my mind
They didn't find nothing new
Let's be honest
Didn't leave in my mind

variable (intro) [ft. drkredwillow]

I can't think
It's getting kinda hard to drink this
Feeling that insists
Think this shit's getting way too far
Blacklisted from any brand new start

I'm sick in
A runaway car
It's drifting straight into the dark
Ignition's on, won't let me park

But if you want it too
I could be your centerfold
Don't have to flaunt it
I don't care if you'd let them know
I'm at the summit
But I would come down, Geronimo
It's always "fuck it" when you're around
I just let it go

But with my luck, it's a pipe dream
Not set in stone
I'm not good at the timing
Like a metronome
Just wondering if you would like me
If you'd let it show
Or I just leave this behind me
Think I better go

Fuck this
I'm leaving
Think it's only in my mind, 'less one day it's a thing
I would let them all know
Don't cut me down
Let's be honest
It was a moment
But you're leaving it in my mind

Fuck this
I'm leaving
Think it's only in my mind, 'less one day it's a thing
I would let them all know
Don't cut me down
Let's be honest
It was a moment
But you're leaving it in my mind

I don't think you mind when I can't speak
You like when
I get so damn shy
But I'd say all the things you like

If that'd get your attention
I'd really try my best to
Set the stage for all this tension
I could improvise
Could synthesize

But all I say is
Fuck this
I'm leaving
Think it's only in my mind, 'less one day it's a thing
I would let them all know
Don't cut me down
Let's be honest
It was a moment
But you're leaving it in my mind

In my Sunday's best
My heart beats out my chest
My lips are chapped and red
I drink, but it's all lead

I want you
Not sure if dead or alive
I want to
Make sure you stay for a while

I'm a useless thing
But darling, use me, please

Fuck this
I'm leaving
Think it's only in my mind, 'less one day it's a thing
I would let them all know
Don't cut me down
Let's be honest
It was a moment
But you're leaving it in my mind

Fuck this
I'm leaving
Think it's only in my mind, 'less one day it's a thing
I would let them all know
Don't cut me down
Let's be honest
It was a moment
But you're leaving it in my mind

lmk !

Pretend you're someone else
So I'd wish you were dead
Defend you with myself
I'd take the fall right then

It's not about my health
Or what I understand
I'd protect you with myself
Even with my small hands

But I can't do this
Your place in Massachusetts
We'll meet halfway in Houston
Stay for three days, then you said

"Why'd I put you through this?"
I make that face and you kiss me
Discretely, barely moving
You're trying to leave, I'm clueless

At least I still exist
Even just as your toy
I feed right from your lips
And breathe your shaking voice

You keep an airtight grip
Around my waist and chest
Pretend it makes me sick
Try and make this painless

Because I can't do this
Your place in Massachusetts
We spent those nights in Houston
Stayed for three days, then you said

"Why'd I put you through this?"
I make that face and you kiss me
Discretely, barely moving
You're trying to leave, I'm clueless

I made excuses for all your vague pollutants
All the ways you call me stupid
I waited fifteen days, you said

"Why'd you put me through this?"
Accept your persecution
Allow your sick impudence
I'm trying to leave, it's useless

massachusetts

I think I've paid off
The two cents
The loose ends came loose
I'm a nuisance now
I'm useless to you
Need new friends
But the truth is

When I caught you, we both had nothing to lose
Wish I bought more time
Goddamn, it flew
So fast, you shot right past me
In your bag, while I'm in the backseat

Had a hard time
I'd tell you all about it, but my arms tied
I don't think you'd allow it
You've been hardline
It's difficult, been doubting
I'm just part time
There's no getting around it now

I'll be right here
I've lived, and I've loved, and I'll die here

You don't owe me a thing
I just thought we were closer
I'm selfish to think

We were
I guess it never was
If something trivial and falsified could threaten us
Deserved
This isn't letting up
I never thought we'd end this something with some petty stuff

I never thought that it'd be you
To so violently misconstrue
A part of me and someone close
So what the hell, go on and ghost me

You've so been so quiet, I'll admit
I wondered if I still existed
Guess I made your hit list
And seemingly you're purposely not wanting to fix this

It's sick, that I fought you
Not something I wanted to do
I just thought you deserved to know the truth
No costume here, no attempts to ruse
I lost you, you're not someone I wanted to lose

Like that summer
When we dyed your hair a darkish brownish reddish color

We were a nice thing
I guess that's all fake
It's a mistake that

We were
I guess it never was
If something trivial and falsified could threaten us
Deserved
This isn't letting up
I never thought we'd end this something with some petty stuff

I never thought that it'd be you
To so violently misconstrue
A part of me and someone close
So what the hell, go on and ghost me

We were
I guess it was never was
It's not likely that you give a fuck

So what the hell, go on and ghost me

what.the.hell

[Lij]
I thought you'd want to stay the night
Like you did one, two times before
I fought so hard to make things right
But I'm not sure I can fight some more

I'm used to calling you late, so you can call me a ride
Waiting for you to get paid, so I go at the same time
Think you feel some type of way, but you can think what you like
I haven't felt quite the same since you came into my life

I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me

I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me
I won't fight, so don't hit me
I feel so fine, so don't fix me

[Saylem]
I think it's time I take my leave
My timing's right, but not the place
You fed on all my hopes and dreams
Learned my lesson the hard way
I'm sick of ruining my nights so you can get through the day
Watching my life pass me by, ambition going to waste
Say your goodbyes baby cause you were never that deserving of me

I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me

I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me
I won't fight, so don't hit me
I feel so fine, so don't fix me

[Lij]
You say you want stability?
That's outside my ability
Run up a check, like I can buy off all the shitty things
Call me upset, like you're depressed
Please just be real with me
What do you get when you combine the thing that's killing me
But thrilling me?

It's something I won't find on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me

I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me
I won't fight, so don't hit me
I feel so fine, so don't fix me

[Lij and Saylem]
I won't find this on Sixth Street
Bye, don't cry like you'll miss me
I won't fight, so don't hit me
I feel so fine, so don't fix me

sixth street (ft. Saylem)

Get pulled to the surface
Can't swim, but I'm learning
You still fool me on purpose
The whole thing is worthless

Tell me what's the deal, like
What do I pay?
I wonder what it'd feel like to be in your lane
Been hating my real life
It's feeling so fake
And I heard from the grapevine
You're saving face

How many "I told you's" can I leap?
How many cold shoulders can I heat?
I think that I pulled the skin too deep
I blink, and you pulled the rug from underneath

Think you're lacking empathy
And when you laugh, it's offensively
And you're still loving pensively
That's how you start making enemies

I'ma work a steady job part time
That is not a harsh crime
I'm gonna make a life I can feel and see
And taste the air for a moment
While all of yours pass
I guess you sold them

How many "I told you's" can I leap?
How many cold shoulders can I heat?
I think that I pulled the skin too deep
I blink, and you pulled the rug from underneath

I'll let go, you go first
Pressed and hurt, I guess we'll never find time
But you're the worst whenever it's the right time
I hate to burst your space, so I'll go find mine

How many "I told you's" can I leap?
How many cold shoulders can I heat?
I think that I pulled the skin too deep
I blink, and you pulled the rug from underneath

How many "I told you's" can I leap?
How many cold shoulders can I heat?

cold shoulder

Outside of the ballpark
You taught me to swing
I cry in a Walmart parking lot
About nothing and everything

In spite of this moment
I'll secretly wait
But what really sold it was the part where you said "you can't be saved"

You look like the devil
But talk a saint
My foot's on the pedal
But I don't know
Where the fuck I'm gonna stay

I didn't go under
And sure as fuck, I'm not dead
You might be my mother
But I don't know that we will ever be friends

Because I won't take the fall if we decide it's not working
And I won't risk it all, frankly don't think you deserve it
And I won't make that call if I'm hurting
Because you won't call back at all

And I won't fake a smile just to get you to like me
I won't stay in denial pretend this is a nice thing
I taste guilt, and it's mild, I crave it
But I won't bite back at all

There's sweat on my pillow
And crumbs on my sheets
Attempting to mellow out, I laugh
Because this has been my routine

Outside of the ballpark
You taught me to swing
Now I'm in a Walmart parking lot
Trying not to overthink

walmart parking lot (ft. LOTSKY)

This time, make sure to make the water go inside
I can't swim when the water flows this high
I feel it getting colder than your wrist ice

And it's fine
If you think I'm a bother, you can dip, right?
Won't take it any harder, I got insight
If I'm tossed in the water, I'll just sink, right?
I'll just sink, right down

I tried not to care, but I got stuck
And you're so unaware, that's some tough luck
Exceedingly prepared for this to fuck up
Elephants that take up the room, collecting dust

What?
Like will I stick around?
Well, who would settle for
The very kind of girl that I am constantly indebted toward
I fell it in my bones when it was raining, I just let it pour
I can't help but wonder what I'm so damn sentimental for

This time, make sure to make the water go inside
I can't swim when the water flows this high
I feel it getting colder than your wrist ice

And it's fine
If you think I'm a bother, you can dip, right?
Won't take it any harder, I got insight
If I'm tossed in the water, I'll just sink, right?
I'll just sink, right down

Not much to say, too much to feel
I can't contain these thoughts, too real
I lost my way back from the get go
I've tossed the blame so much I let go

I'm scared of what the fuck this means
I had a brand new start, I had a slate wiped clean
You wanna take this heart?
Do you care if it bleeds?
If things get way too hard, will you just up and leave?

And this why
I hardly get the water going inside
I'll drown if all that water gets this high
I feel the pressure building in my fists like

You'll swim fine
If you decide I'm not it, you can dip, fine
Just leave me in the water, I got insight
I'll sink farther and farther
I'll just sink, right
I'll just sink, right?

This time, make sure to make the water go inside
I can't swim when the water flows this high
I feel it getting colder than your wrist ice

And it's fine
If you think I'm a bother, you can dip, right?
Won't take it any harder, I got insight
If I'm tossed in the water, I'll just sink, right?
I'll just sink, right down

This time
Hope you make the water go inside
I can't swim when the water gets this high
I can't stand getting colder, I'm on thin ice

And it's fine
If you think I'm a bother, just a snip, right?
Won't take it any harder, I got insight
If I'm tossed in the water, I'll just sink, right?
I'll just sink, right down

sink

[Lij]
I'm happy just to be here
For the past three years
I've been counting the same days, investing the same change
Wouldn't go back and replace my steps
Because I'm way too deep
Learned to accept how

You got a new life that you deal with
Who had thought you'd do time for some real shit
I'll scoot back, better luck next time
We'll both lose track, get booked on the next flight

You going to stay knowing what I don't know
I'm going to move on, because you said so
Our friends will stay quiet, keep their heads low
So I gonna grieve in private out in Fresno, let's go

Woah
Once again, I caught you at a bad time
Running into you's like being tempted by a sad crime
But I don't need revenge, in fact I'm feeling like I had mine
We're no longer friends, but maybe lovers in a past life

Don't tell me that it's all worth it
Your disdain it has no purpose
I fall six feet through the surface
I know you saw and heard it

It's awful that you came
To deal with things that way
I'm watchful, not insane
It's real now, not some game

It's hard sit and play dumb
When I literally can't pacify it
On any given day, I'm suddenly
Considering to reignite it

I despise all that you implicate
I don't try to insinuate
That I was completely right
But try to size up what's been on my plate
I lie awake and think about our last fight every night
Look at me, always wanting to turn back time

Don't tell me that it's all worth it
Your disdain it has no purpose
I fall six feet through the surface
I know you saw and heard it

It's awful that you came
To deal with things that way
I'm watchful, not insane
It's real now, not some game

Baby, know we go way back
I just don't have the time to stay mad
Like fuck that noise, not down for payback
I'm better this way, without you

[wubz]
I know you fucking hate that
Watch me fuck it and no take back
[Lij]
Do you even wanna hear the playback?
I'm gon' fuck it up
[Lij and wubz]
I know you heard my song, that shit go dumb
[wubz]
You tryna bullshit, bullshit
[Lij]
Knew you'd try to pull shit with a full clip
[wubz]
I know you fucking hate that
Watch me fuck it and no take back
Why you mad?
[Lij]
Can you just not separate that

Way that I used to feel like?
Made this all fucking feel right
I needed time to heal, why
Isn't that enough, was my part of the deal, right?

It's awful that you came
To deal with things that way
I'm watchful, not insane
It's real now, not some game

fresno !

I feel like... always trying to make herself the victim of something
Like... she just always had to, you know, be miserable about something
And now, she has this thing with me, that she can like, bitch and moan about
Like, for the rest of her life
So... that's just how it goes

Lij

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