**LyRiCs**

(I don’t really fucking know)

Hey mommy
Hey Daddy
I’m sorry
I ran away from home again.

The problem with me is that I don’t really think twice
It’s like, let me tell you, I don’t even know to describe
The hurting, the pain all the shit I feel inside
it’s like jumping from a plane without knowing how to fly

I wish I could control how paranoid I get
cause when I get mad I say things that I regret
But how they fuck you tell a psycho mind she is no reject 
When then all you fucking do you is not giving any help

And all these thing just make me make wanna die
And all these people what they do, they just make me cry
And I feel like, like I want to die
Suicide, what a Odd  desire

But momma I’m sorry cause I know you love me lots
And when I think of you and dad it’s when I think that I cannot
I cannot end up like this
After all these years and tears 
I don’t really wanna act like you raised an ungrateful bitch

But let me tell you this
Everybody’s got their traumas
And Everybody needs some time for the healing

And this is my time…

*I swear to God ya’ll not ready for what’s coming*


This is the time I finally get back into my fucking mind
Cause that place is packed of insecurities of any kind
And I never though I’d say it but I’ll step on my pride
Because I know I’ve done some stupid shit that made your heart cry

Mommy, really I’m sorry
Daddy, please, I’m serious
Lory, my lil baby
I hope you still love me


All these lines are about a story I never told you Like the time I got kicked out and then I didn’t call you
I was homeless, broke and I only really wanted to hold you
But mostly I didn’t want to disappoint you, (oh shit!)

And I remember when I started dealing
That shit was crazy man it almost got me bleeding
Like my nose every night because I needed to feel shit
But drugs were just a way to avoid the fact that I had made a nightmare out a dream and man…. Oh fuck, that shot was REAL.

But you know, 
I learned a lot of shit about myself during that time..


I needed to lose myself to find myself.


Now the monster’s real and nobody likes it
And yet I haven’t found someone who is really like me
Like the shit I say and do? It is always fleeting.
And honestly, it got my little heart bleeding.

Lil Allegra -  **%{RUNAWAY}‰**[Prod.EloHell]

Lyrics:
Another day 
Another day 
Another soul in my ashtray
And by the way, 
You think you’re okay
But please stop playing
you know it’s fake


I talk with people like I smoke my blunts
 If feelings were color, I promise I’ve seen it all
White is the color of purity and honesty. 
Blue is the color of steadiness to my prophecy
And brown is for modesty
How simple feelings would be,
if only they were colours.. Or least…
that’s what I thought. 


Another day 
Another day 
Another soul in my ashtray
And by the way, 
You think you’re okay
But please stop playing
you know it’s fake


And people come and go, introducing new shades
Our hearts can get shaped and then reshaped
That’s why then our faces look so scraped
I’ve been called selfish just because I escaped
I don’t really know what to say
Please let my stay in my safe place
I need some space…

Another day 
Another day 
Another soul in my ashtray
And by the way, 
You think you’re okay
But please stop playing
you know it’s fake

I met so met so many people in my life with serious issues
These motherfuckers lack of empathy you know that is true
But maybe one day we could come together and see it thru
The rainbow now is made up only of tints of dark blue
Stupid humankind getting close to destruction
I pray for the doomsday to come as an eruption
We destroyed our land and lives with out corruption
So when the last day comes, I promise I’ll go nuts, uh. 


Another day 
Another day 
Another soul in my ashtray
And by the way, 
You think you’re okay
But please stop playing
you know it’s fake.  (X2)

Souls In My Ashtray

Born to express not to impress.
🩸🧚🏼🧬🦋😈💖😈🦋🧬🧚🏼🩸

Lil.Allegra

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