"MISSING YOU EVERY WAY" has a deeply introspective, emotional atmosphere that feels like a late-night heart spill — vulnerable but calm, like drifting through a dream you never wanted to wake up from. The production is spacious and ambient, letting the vocals float gently over the beat like smoke in slow motion. There's a melancholic beauty in the simplicity — the longing is felt, not forced.

The vocal delivery is soft and personal, almost like a voice note to someone you miss. The beat’s lo-fi textures, mellow 808s, and washed-out reverb give it that emotional trap / sad rap aesthetic, perfect for nighttime or rainy days. The lyrics hit with quiet weight — it’s not about screaming pain, it’s about living with it.



MISSING_YOU_EVERY_WAY

DISAINTDAT

what have we come to?
I'm banished and confused
Requited and refused
wrongfully accused

Thought I knew you
but it was fake news
panic depression
toxic resentment

locked in your tower
youre so empowered
rapunzel rapunzel
gepetto gepetto

oh, your pulling the strings now
why can't you hear me
why can't you hear me
why cant you hear me oh

//chorus
the cracks in our hands run deep
like twins split from the same cosmic thread
well I think that should count for something
but maybe now we're severed evermore

go through the motions
I tried all the potions
stoned in the garden
begging your pardon

rap at your window
maybe you don't know
didn't you get my letter?
didn't you get the memo?

locked in your tower
youre so empowered
rapunzel rapunzel
gepetto gepetto

oh, youre pulling the strings now
why can't you hear me
why can't you hear me
why can't you hear me oh!

//chorus
maybe now we're severed evermore
maybe now we're severed evermore
even when you're gone I'm still right here holding on
even if we're severed evermore

how could you just slam the god damn door?
how could you just leave?
how could you just leeeave
how could you just slam the god damn door?

dead man hanging
dead man hanging out
but you could lift me with a thread
or tie me, lets play pretend

if I t-t-tell you t-t-that I miss you w-w-would you want to stitch things up?
I don't think so and and that's your right so now it's time for me to spill my guts

The cracks in my hands run deep
watch the split ends slip right through my grasp
I dared once to dream big
but maybe now we're severed evermore

maybe now we're severed evermore
maybe now we're severed evermore
even when you're gone I'm still right here holding on
even if we're severed evermore

Severance

Fourth day. Charlie was in the hospital, me fully desperated if she would recovery or not, and to kill the heavy thoughts an to drink not so much alcohol and smoke cigarettes i worked a lot and every day I sent her a track I produced with her magical voice. Every Song is a remedy for her and for me. 

For SUNSTROKER AND CHARLIE !!!!


Lyrics


Tears fall inside
I can’t divide
Tears fall inside
I can’t divide
Your voice in me
Still sets me free

Faith shaped my name
But love is our flame
No chains, no rules
No hearts as tools


I feel your fire, it will never fades
Love speaks in silence, across the shades

I’m still here, though you can’t see
Boundless love, it carries me
Not by proof, but by what’s true
Every breath belongs to you

You call it pain
I see the flame
Strong in your core
My love will ask for more

If you need peace, I’ll let you fly
Still I’ll keep you beneath my sky
Love can release, yet never cease
Even in silence, I’ll wish you peace

If time has passed, the truth will stay
I’ll hold our vow in night and day

I’m still here, though you can’t see
Boundless love, it carries me
Not by proof, but by what’s true
Every breath belongs to you
Hold your hand
Hold  you close
(I will hold you close forever)

May you find peace, wherever you roam
Know that the princess will call you home

Still here (Berlin-Dhaka Mix)

Still here (Berlin-Dhaka edit)

Boy Ya Must Be Dumb

Rebuild  Rightless 
Genre: Electronic Dance Music
125 Bpm

https://neongroover86.bandcamp.com/album/rightless

Dj Neongroover -  Rightless ( Original Mix )

Poison !

The Burden of Silence

Come Back (missing my lover edition)

The Alpha version! Powerful, atmospheric, pure energy and rhythm !
122 BPM

This version is compressed and louder than the master wav.file on Bandcamp because Soundcloud can often result in transparency on different devices!

Dj Neongroover - System Check (Original Mix )

Round AND Round

$ LIL C $ MUSIC is a melodic trap artist carving his own lane in the emo-rap and underground hip-hop scene. Blending hazy atmospheric beats with stripped-down, vulnerable lyrics, his sound lives in the in-between — where pain meets peace, and silence speaks louder than words.

But there’s more behind the music than heartbreak and struggle. One girl changed everything.
His girlfriend became the turning point — the reason the music feels deeper now. She changed the way he sees the world: personally, physically, mentally. Her presence redefined not just who he is as a person, but how he creates, feels, and understands music itself.

Many of his tracks are reflections of her — inspired by her energy, her love, her impact. Whether he’s writing about pain, numbness, loyalty, or healing, her fingerprints are all over the emotion behind each lyric. The late-night thoughts, the hope buried in heartbreak, the feeling of being seen — that’s all her.

No gimmicks. No filters. Just truth over beats.

Drawing influence from artists like Juice WRLD, Lil Peep, Night Lovell, and others who made emotion a genre of its own, $ LIL C $ brings his own signature: a lowkey, introspective flow, emotionally raw lyrics, and a sound that feels like a voice memo you weren’t meant to hear — and that’s what makes it hit harder.

Whether you're in your bag at 3AM or you just need something that understands the quiet battles, $ LIL C $ MUSIC is the soundtrack for the things you don’t say out loud. And at the heart of it all?
A girl who showed him how to feel again.

Welcome to the shadows. We speak in melody here.

MISSING_YOU_EVERY_WAY

$ LIL C $V

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