i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

i’m so paranoid & i can’t avoid
the things that drive me crazy
but soon i’ll push up daisies
i just wish you didn’t hate me..

it’s all changing 
this war i’m waging 
i’m a nervous wreck
yeah, my heart is racing

& i can’t explain
but i feel this pain
& i’ve always been this way
so dig my grave..

i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

HARMONY </3

featuring https://soundcloud.com/lolxaxanityy
& https://soundcloud.com/cxdyy
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lilvicbxi

ultraviolet w/ xaxanity & cxdyy1

remains w/ mayh3mp [alt version]

*backyard on yt

lyrics?? idk.. I will if y'all ask 4 them

piss

roses

prod by me

leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

l-l-leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

i taste the blood on the roof of my mouth
life’s a game & i figured it out
have some faith, yeah ur so full of doubt
yeah i can’t live without you
i need you around

please don’t leave yet
could we just hit reset?
wish that you could see it
but you don’t believe it..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

<3 of gold w/ etai s0 [sped]

clarity [sped]

prod by z3nny
yeaurth deleted their IG & Soundcloud so this might be the only song of theirs still available to listen to

thinkin' bout u w/ yeaurth

longin' 4 ur luv

featuring https://soundcloud.com/dev0x
prod. by lilvicbxi
open was over a year old and dev0 killed that shit, well worth the wait tho

lyrics///
& she was wearin’ all black
yeah, you know i luv that
i had to tell her stay back
sad! (ohhh)

i know that you don’t care
& life ain’t fair
i cough up blood, it’s everywhere

& she like my shit, she said i’m rare
..i’m a piece of shit, you’re just unaware
so get out my hair, so get out my hair..

i think your mom was right
i prolly shouldn’t drive
i’m sayin’ fuck it tho, yeah we’ll be fine

we both got so high
l8ly it’s so hard to tell my wrongs from rights
& im getting so sick of all your petty lies
i always bide my time when i shut my eyes

she told me “i like silence”
she’s bumpin’ ultraviolet
& that ‘my shit w/ ♡ xc ♡ was so fuckin’ fye’
yeah,,

i’m pissin’ on you kids
i believe i can flyyy, yeaahh 
i’m like R Kelly w/ these hits
best believe i’m that guy, yeah

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
woke up still high
i swear i wanna die
your thought still runnin’ thru my mind

i popped another percocet 
just to feel alright
yeah, just to feel alright
feel alri-feel alright

you don’t know how hard i went 
just to get here
i fuckin’ runnit up
take a pill then disappear

three racks in my pocket
your pic still in my locket
three racks in my pocket
fuck, i’m so off it

ohhhh

just stepped out in the function
a-all these ppl starring at me
i just walked in & i can’t function

all this molly, i’ve been rollin’
i wrote u a letter but i nvr sent it…

me & bro goin’ crazy
your bitch in my mercedes
yeah, we’re rockin’ ur town
we came straight from the ‘80s

2002 baby, yeah everyone hates me
i don’t give a fuck, yeah u shop at Old Navy
you ain’t got any gravy..
2002 baby… you ain’t got any gravy..

all black w/ dev0

coughin' up bl00d

idkhow2feel

prod. by 01ashes
featuring https://soundcloud.com/cxdyy

anguish w/ cxdyy1

j'échangerais

prod. by & feat. https://soundcloud.com/lil-soda-boi
originally released 11/5/2022

broken

prod. by Yamaka
originally dropped like March 2023 I think lol

#REAL_LIFE

OG from 3/3/2023
featuring https://soundcloud.com/xntrospection
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lilvicbxi

gunshots

OG dropped April 11, 2023
prod. by genshi
mix, mastered & feat. https://soundcloud.com/xc01011

stay backk

OG dropped Mar. 16, 2023
feat. https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/kayomi123123

chemicals

originally from Feb. 2022
prod. by Polo Propane

luv/embers

prod. by z3nny / OG dropped 4/17/23
featuring https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

fucked up

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz
mix / master / written by me
new album on the main page 1/17/2025
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

my lungs are black

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
written by me https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

starlight

☆ starlight ☆

OG dropped like February of 2022
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx
the real ones will remember
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral

[deep october]
wish that i would think less
sorry if i seem stressed 
i’ve been off the deep end 
sober for a week
spent october overthinkin’ 

wish that i would think less
sorry if i seem stressed 
i’ve been off the deep end 
sober for a week
spent october overthinkin’ 

[nvmbr]
i never meant to break your heart
i guess we all just play the part
but three strikes, i’m out
don’t wanna hit restart..
(i don’t wanna hit restart)

you left a scar, i’m feelin’ hollow
i won’t live to see tmrww
& i’ve been drinkin’ out the bottle
tryna kill all my sorrow..

[deep october]

wish that i would think less
sorry if i seem stressed 
i’ve been off the deep end 
sober for a week
spent october overthinkin’ 

wish that i would think less
sorry if i seem stressed 
i’ve been off the deep end 
sober for a week
spent october overthinkin’ 

i’m sorta, kinda manic borderline, yuh
i’m not rlly shy, i’m just quiet when i’m high, yuh
that’s like all the time now
don’t believe in God now
his light never shines down
& everybody died out

like everybody died, wow
rlly wonder why, but i’m prolly gonna find out
that’s been on my mind
hard express to lie down
i feel with the lights out..

[nvr nvmbr]
turn the fuckin’ lights out..

i hate it when it’s nice out
i need the stars to shine down
i think tht i’ma die now

turn the fuckin’ lights out
i don’t wanna die 
but i think tht it’s my time now 

it’s hard to specify
but i see you when i lie down
can’t get you off my mind now
(can’t get you off my mind now)

i never meant to break your heart
i guess we all just play the part
but three strikes, i’m out
don’t wanna hit restart..
(i don’t wanna hit restart)

you left a scar, i’m feelin’ hollow
i won’t live to see tmrww
& i’ve been drinkin’ out the bottle
tryna kill all my sorrow..

i wish that i could think less
but all i ever see’s stress
i know i need some deep rest

my heart is full of regret
they watch me as i regress
i needa find my peace, yeah..

stress

prod. by me x flesh
https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
https://soundcloud.com/fleshgolem
featuring https://soundcloud.com/grlmisery

passion4malice

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/vstaroth
new EP on the main page this friday
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

razorblade

razorblades

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/hexedvstar

facebook shawty

feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
prod. by taurs x s0ftskelet0ns
https://soundcloud.com/taurs
https://soundcloud.com/s0ftskelet0ns

tiger blood freestyle

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/hexedvstar

& you throw it in my face 
when i say your name
..i don’t wanna take all the blame
you give me kisses in the rain 
then you go away
..bleed me until nothin’ remains

you told me that i can’t change
& that you don’t feel the same
..it’s gon’ drive me insane
you don’t want me here
& that’s okay
..it just hurts that nothin’s the same

(i don’t wanna be the one that takes all the blame)

you put your knife deep in my heart
yeah, i feel the pain
..baby, why’s it me that you hate?
you cut me, oh so deep
but i won’t say..
..i just can’t stop thinkin’ your name

my heart hurts all the time
can’t tell my wrong’s from right
you know we always fight
i don’t even know why..

you throw it in my face when i say your name..

lil nvmbr newports

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