Prod. Wetgropes 

(I can’t tell you how many long months of constructive dreaming have gone in this moment and I will have nobody or nothing stand in the way of that dream.)

Sitting on the porch thinking 
Maybe if I tried harder things wouldn’t end up this way
My head is cracked and my brain continues leaking 
Feeling like a new person every motherfucking day

Goodbye school friends 
Goodbye weekends
Goodbye my life back then
Goodbye powdered noses
Goodbye angel toes being dipped in the sand
I have no words for any other plans

I’m sorry for what I see
Sometimes this gets too much for me 

Staring in my bedroom feeling 
Like nothing really matters so maybe I should just leave
You scream my name but we are still nothing 
Complicated matter it’s just a little too much for me 

I wish I could go outside again 
But even you can’t put me to sleep

Goodbye school friends 
Goodbye weekends
Goodbye my life back then
Goodbye powdered noses
Goodbye angel toes being dipped in the sand
I have no words for any other plans

complicated matter

complicated matter (prod. wetgropes)

lyrics:

now u got me lying down
rose petals all around
make sure u dont make a sound
make sure u dont make a sound

long nights when we faded to the background
we misfits, n i wonder where u at now 
all this tension, please dont mention
but the facts out
i really miss you but i think you ate my heart out
running from this pain ive been feeling done
u with another guy got me screaming wtf
u were my rainbow but i guess im outta luck
im just numb, but lets call it tough 

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

take me somewhere i wont be found
i hate this stupid town
tell me we can go
we can go, like right now
baby we can go, go on a spaceship
please dont ever, ever try to evade me
and if you know if you leave then you'll break me
and if you know you'll stay then youll make me
im all alone with no one by my side
i can not tell my lefts from my rights
and if you look inside of my eyes
then you know you and my problems collide

i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit
i dont wanna feel now
i dont wanna feel so down
i dont wanna feel the ground
shit

i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call
i dont wanna be a no one
i dont wanna change at all
but i dont wanna be someone
if all u do is call

feel down ft. teddyboi [IOF]

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

We’re fighting in Armageddon and your bones have grown so hard 
You used to have all the questions now I see the vocal scars
You changed me 
And I didn’t like that but now I guess I’m clean 
If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening

If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening
I’m seeing grayscale about everyday am I imagining 
I’m rationing myself at a pace so I can get through here safe 
if you wanted me to feel lots of pain it’s happening 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing

grayscale

grayscale (prod. KadeBurst)

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

You knock at my door at 4 in the morning 
and you say you can’t help this 
and that’s ok
I awake when you took me to Paris 
but I guess it was all just a dream and that’s ok 

yeah I love my baby boy 
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
yeah I love my baby boy 
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon

Do you think we’ll kiss under the Eiffel Tower 
We could share our lips in Versailles for power
Or maybe we could dance in the gardens like they’re ours 
We don’t need a plan we can stay until we’re flowers 

yeah I love my baby boy 
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
yeah I love my baby boy 
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
yeah I love my baby boy
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon
oui j’aime mon petit garçon

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garcon

garçon (prod. wetgropes)

Take your acid and have those vivid dreams 
I know how badly you just don’t want to sleep

Is it too late to go back to back then 
Tired of consciousness tired of envyness
 
I can’t stay here much longer I’ve been eating up my misery you can’t keep me on my feet I’ve fallen
I can’t stay here much longer I’ve been eating up my misery you can’t keep me on my feet I’ve fallen

And I fucked up my world so you could have that girl and I’ve been empty since 
And I fucked up my world so you could have that girl and I’ve been empty since 

Is it too late to go back to back then 
Is it too late to go back to back then 

Take your Xanax and go back to sleep 
You said you were done but it’s so easy to lie to me 

It must be too late to go back to back then
Tired of open ends, tired of “I don’t want this”
You made it too late to go back to back then 
Tired of accidents, tired of entanglements

back then

back then (prod. jisatsu)

You had me, had me humbled 
The  you gave up now I’m stumbling 
and I can’t cash out I’ve double down 
and that I’m promising
I lost myself I hope you’re happy now 

Did you get what you wanted 
Did you get what you needed 
Did you have the time of your life
While I emptied out my clothes

Will I ever learn to see what makes sense 
Will your blue eyes ever glow again 
Are we stuck here on this axis 
Can we fast forward where I stop depending 

I let it get the best of me 
You let me lose everything 
but you just don’t care you don’t play fair
anymore 
I let you hold things over me 
I let you get away as you please
I opened routes for you while you closed every door 

Did you get what you wanted 
Did you get what you needed 
Did you have the time of your life 
While I emptied out my clothes 

Will I ever learn to see what makes sense 
Will your blue eyes ever glow again 
Are we stuck here on this axis 
Can we fast forward where I stop depending 

Maybe, there’s something here for nothing just like you and me 
Crazy, I’m holding onto something while my hands are empty 

Ice cold, broken, and alone I don’t want to fight my way tonight 
Leave me crying while I get high from the emptiness inside 
Losing, and moving, and I can’t keeping doing this
I want to find my own life
I gave it all up for you 
I gave you a new 
I guess we’re just used to the divide

Divide

Divide (prod. endmemory)

I lost five fingers in fillet 
and how I’d hoped you saved the day for me 
You kept that smile on your face 
While I am on my knees delivering 
Everything you want me to say 
I’m like a personal vacation 
Cause you know I won’t disobey 
Even when nothing’s left but aching 
 
And who am I to complicate  
What you think has been wasted 
I guess I’m paying for my sins
Is that what you tell yourself when you’re naked 
“I swear that she is just a friend”
You really think I’m that complacent
And you just don’t want this to end 
Cause you can’t stand me in the dance of some other hands 

I lost five fingers in fillet 
and how I’d hoped you saved the day for me 

You really think I’m that complacent
And you just don’t want this to end 
Cause you can’t stand me in the dance of some other hands

FIVE FINGER FILLET

FIVE FINGER FILLET (prod. everestdidthis)

They’re telling me I gotta go 
I just can’t leave 
I know I’m living up in Ohio 
I really really love it though 
Seasons they change, it’s a nice place, and it is my home 
Even when I’m all alone 
I feel full and true in Ohio 
I really don’t wanna go  
I love myself here up in Ohio 

What do I want for me  
I like my place here breezy 
I feel like I got you down on your knees 
I’m feeling oh so cruel, maybe I should just move 
but FOMO’s keeping me from moving my feet 

What if I don’t wanna go 
I bet you’d leave 
I bet you won’t come back to Ohio 
I know you’re chillin on the coast 
It’s not my fault it didn’t feel better than Ohio  
Guess it’s so hard to dispose 
I know I’m lame for loving Ohio
One day they’ll see what I know 
and they’ll want to be up in Ohiu

what do I want for me  
I like my place here breezy 
I feel like I got you down on your knees 
I’m feeling oh so cruel, maybe I should just move 
but FOMO’s keeping me from moving my feet 
What do I want for me 
Got friends and family 
I get maybe I should expand my knees 
My friends are really cool 
Why would I want something new 
I get that there could be more out there for me

Midwest Blues

Midwest Blues (prod. Mila Moon)

Closer
You’re getting too close with the comfort 
I need it, how bout’ you come over for me 
I hope you’re here when I’m still sober 
Connect like Dover
 
Hold her
I’m craving palms like my own, sir 
I don’t need jagged edged answers from you 
Or silly boys to tell me what to do 
 
It’s getting colder
I hope you’re here when I get older 
If I’m not frozen from the corners of time in Ibiza 
A higher power wasn’t meant for me 

Creases on your palms separate like the channels 
If they lead me to France whatever would I know 
I need you here now sailing a strait towards Barcelona 
Your finger patterns to beats, time means so much to me 

Creases on your palms separate like the channels 
If they lead me to France whatever would I know 
I need you here now sailing a strait towards Barcelona 
Your finger patterns to beats, time means so much to me

Metacarpus

Metacarpus (prod. mill creek)

prod. by emptyroads 

as this winter snow
falls on my toes
i feel myself
fallin asleep

i shoulda known
how could i know?
that it would slowly
smother me

im losing hope
all that i know
is i can finally
rest in peace

my fragile hearts
been tore apart
and ive been left here
just to bleed

leave me to lay here
why would i stay here
i dont wanna see you anymore if im honest

let me decay here
this is my place dear
let me fuckin rot under the dirt on my coffin 

leave me to rot inside this place i feel so fucking hopeless
you left me with a broken heart but you already know this
lately i been drownin you aint even fuckin notice
leave me in the garden so ill come back with the roses

but they aint potent
sippin on a potion
baby r u hopin
that i havent fell to the lotus

i been goin thru the motions
stuck inside the moment
but i aint ever slowing down



sadness and sorrow
never helped nobody
stuck in the bottle
i been feeling funny

everyone has shunned me
the path ahead is bloody
take away my eyes
dont wanna see the path in front of me

im sick of this
and im sick of shit
i dont wanna talk im not listening

im sick of this
cuz ur sickening
and u think thats okay bro

codeine on the table
mixin it wit faygo
snap my fuckin spine in half so i dont have to stand no more

take away my eyes

im a little nuts ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
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complicated matter (prod. wetgropes)

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