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oaf1 & lil soda boi - snake bite

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

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shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

Lyrics


And i cant sleep at night i need you
Fucked up my while life i see through 
All the tales and lies i know you
Love the candlelight like i do
See me in the worst of all ways
And my heart it hurts like always
Waiting just for you to call me
Fall asleep and lay down on me

And im so depressed 
Did you know?
That i cry every time you call my phone
And im always a mess
Did you know? 
That youre the greatest girl ive ever known

Baby, is something amiss?
Do you remember a kiss?
Well im in LAX i still feel cold
And i hate doing everything im told

And i cant sleep at night i need you
Fucked up my while life i see through 
All the tales and lies i know you
Love the candlelight like i do
See me in the worst of all ways
And my heart it hurts like always
Waiting just for you to call me
Fall asleep and lay down on me

capoxxo - always (prod. michaelwarren)

lyrics:

you separate me from the rest
in my crematorium
i feel the burning in my chest
im still awake

but why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

i tried to drown my brain in Everclear until the damage that appeared finally killed me
i used to push the limits i was given ‘til they broke, and that decision came back to haunt me
i signed my own death warrant, my application
you be the judge, and i’ll be deprivation
abused my lungs from toxic inhalation 
need peace of mind, don’t need your medication

clotting; my blood
evolving; i’m not 
resolving; no thoughts
yea
yea
i feel invisible

so why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

Molotov Cocktail

molotov cocktail

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We Can Die Together
https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/capoxxo/1360178637
https://open.spotify.com/album/5QRldNBlMj2zMxOGbhMfcB
an album by @capoxxo

1. pressplay
2. do you feel me [prod. ultraviolet]
3. stressed ft. lil koi [prod. pvscale]
4. no txt [prod. ultraviolet]
5. forever & ever ft. 96woe [prod. pvscale]
6. life is hard [prod. ultraviolet x taher]
7. angel eyes ft. lil koi [prod. pvscale]
8. bestfriend shawty [prod. ultraviolet]

vocals by frank, deaondre, and tate
+
music by cody, lucas, and taher
+
engineered by cody and lucas
= <3

do you feel me [prod. ultraviolet]

u my angel [prod. odi]

Nikes FEAT PVSCALE ,  CAPOXXO   Prod. Pvscale x Yung Shame

margiela ft lil koi

Capoxxo - Why Am I Upset [prod.pvscale]

ten percs w pvscale

tell the truth [prod. razorwrist]

lyrics:

and if i overdose

well then i hope you stay alive

cus money comes and goes

but what we just dont got is time

and u i love the most

u never stray from by my side

u are my only hope

im sorry that i ever lied

to you



and im yours

im yours

how can you be sure

be sure

my dear

im sure

im gonna be here for you

and in a hundered years

im gonna be cryin tears

cus u dont know my fears

and what i feels so unclear

overdose [prod. lil soda boi]

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

overdose [prod. lil soda boi]

lil soda boi

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