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lyrics: 

baby i would die for u
suicideforu
i don't know where ur at where u been
but i'm so proud of u
baby i'm a fragile soul
i'm jus reapin what i sowed
i think i might lose control
spin the wheel n then i roll
u say u don't love urself
i could love enough for the both of us
i'd be happier if it was just the 2 of us
i wish i was happy as those pictures u drew
all the shit i go thru 
i'm still cryin without u

baby suicideforu 
take my fuckin life for u
i just want u to be happy pain u shouldn't go thru
baby i'm a fuckin mess
i feel heartache in my chest
maybe i just need some rest
maybe in time i'll forget
i just wanna love u again
i still wanna be more than just friends
ill be here for u u til my bitter end
for right now i guess i'll just pretend

suicideforu

////////////Lyrics//////////////

//////////V1/////////////////
Been some time since the sunshine
many times id rewind
wake up like a joke
and i fall asleep a punchline
look what im reduced to
fuck it i refuse to 
play a leading role 
in the shit i know youre used to.
-
and those toys used to comfort me
or cartoons playing on TV
but its now its empty bottles at the bottom of my bed sheet.
and the fear i faced in high school
never even liked school
fall asleep behind the bleachers, never even tried school
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//////Hook//////////
i just wanna lay my fears down
i just wanna let these tears drown
i aint caring if you think of me
just promise it aint broken dreams
just know ive always tried and how ive tried so fucking desprately
-
to hope you know the best of me
cause i dont know the rest of me
rest of me, rest of me
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//////////V3///////////
and you think you made a blueprint of my brain
talking bout me like im so easily explained
i would kil myself before i hit your worlds fame
but ill fuck you in half and leave you dripping in my shame.
-
Been some time since the sunshine
many times id rewind
wake up like a joke
and i fall asleep a punchline
look what im reduced to
fuck it i refuse to 
play a leading role 
in the shit i know youre used to.

Fear

love tears us apart (prod.brobak

love tears us apart (prod.brobak)

lyrics:

same small town with the same old bullshit
everybody hate me but they dont show it
made ten stacks and these hoes tryn' hold it
baby hold on i cant fucking focus
breaking down but aint nobody notice
i been on my own lil bear shawty been broken 
angel from hell i think your bitch think im precious
that bitch aint say a word i think i left her breathless
i been through some shit so go ahead and try me
running from problems like my first name nike
i dont go to parties cuz nobody invite me 
and you can tell your boyfriend stop tryna be like me

broken heart tattoo cuz i miss you
everytime we fell apart i would fix you
now im on my own in my bedroom
thinking bout the times that we used to have
imma go to hell and back just to get you back
counting up these racks while im wearing black
fucking up my stacks then i make it back
hit the plug back boy im spending that
ive been smoking thrax thought i told you that
hit the devil back tell her that i love her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna fuck her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna love her 
i would sell my soul for you
put me in a hole for you
6 feet under cuz of you
6 feet under just for you

hell and back (feat. lilbearshawty)

Suicidal Thoughts & Suicidal Thots (Prod.Isaac Tumadre)

Girl I would love to hang around, shoot the shit just for a while. Tell me all your favorite things. I would love to make you smile. On my own but i been good. spent my life misunderstood. They never gave me a chance. I hung in there while they laughed.

And That's that type of shit that I've been going crazy for. The type of shit I cant ignore anymore. I've been floored by forces forcing me to see these different perspectives. They wanna teach me these lessons, but who am I to learn them? I stay steady burning marijuana that's why I be caught up in my thoughts. No matter if I wanna stop. If I do I'll be consumed by thoughts of you and we all know how that shit goes. It's fucking ugly. The way we cannot make a loving connection. I'm always fucking the next bitch. You're always secrectly texting somebody. Under your breath you be sayin shit that I pick up. I switch up instead of fighting im silent and I cant bother to fight them, all of these thoughts of you finding somebody else that you vibe with because in the end were not special. I told you when this all started, wouldnt be hurt if i left you.

Shoot The Shit (prod ZEEKY BEATS)

Prod: @splashgvng
Mix/Mastered: @lilnarnia


Lyrics:

(2x) 
Stories of the things that we use to do 
Im feeling nervous while I'm chilling in the backroom
Im feeling nervous when I think I really had you 
Im feeling nervous cuz this song aint even bout you 

I burst like rain in the storm 
Hurricane season you just can't ignore  
These people are begging for more
Exceeding what I am 
Cuz my breathing is a chore

Follow your fiction and trails
Singing your stories and telling the tales
Breaking my head in a cell
If you didn't me then why couldn't you have left

Remind what I have kept 
You got me on my knees 
OH PLEASE!
I reminisce on your scent 
Im not anything you need 
GO LEAVE!

(4X) 
Mother and mercy and I 
Live like its heaven 
And sleep when I die

(2x) 
Stories of the things that we use to do 
Im feeling nervous while I'm chilling in the backroom
Im feeling nervous when I think I really had you 
Im feeling nervous cuz this song aint even bout you

Mother Mercy (Prod. Splashgvng)

lay my soul 2 rest (prod. Mxrio)

ill be back soon.

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-wasted-til-the-end-of-march-lyrics

wasted til the end of March

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Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTrejQiHYj0

Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

It's no question that I am who I am
I'll be honest when I can
I can't call it when its them
know exactly where I've been
at my house, in my town
I get scared of going out
if were careful then I'm down
but its fair for you to bounce
bounce, take the cord and pull it out
take the car and pull around
we're not far and headed south
pick a side,
its been weighing on your mind
no more swaying running wild
if you're staying then you're mine,
mine

Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

MINE [Video in Description]

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
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I should have told you when I had the chance

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