Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/prod-mangetsu/thousand-songs-w-suisside
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Thousand Songs (Killsho Remix)

Suisside - Thousand Songs (Killsho Remix)

***Visual Music Video****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vn4VkmBlYFc

------LYRICS------

~I May Not Be There~

---------------V1-------------------
Take a trip to the bottom of emotion, im
stuck a bit on the top of your devotion, why.
never never do i speak too clear
only words, though they fall on deaf ears.
-
Got a bullet that im savin for a bad day 
couple fans and im really fucking glad they 
talk about me like ive never seen myself
got me trippin like im in another realm
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--------------V2-----------------------
i went numb before the age that i could even think
and these hands have done a couple unspeakable things
Yeah im hot like cryogenic brains
Yeah i floss like i got dental pains
-
Score the same with girls like tests in school that i would flunk
But only girls you fuck is when you get to get em drunk.
We aint livin in the same world
But we talk about the same girls.
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------------V3---------------------------
i may not be there
when your heads high in the air
and your brains cooked extra rare
theres no bearings to a prayer
-
I've thought of us as one
now times spent on whats become
my heart become so numb
that im starting to succumb
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------------V4---------------------------
i may not be there
when your heads high in the air
and your brains cooked extra rare
theres no bearings to a prayer
-
I've thought of us as one
now times spent on whats become
my heart become so numb
that im starting to succumb
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I May Not Be There

Desires w/ Smrtdeath (Prod. Reaper)

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

LYRICS:

(running away, running away I can't be fucking with you
feeling my veins you fill em with poison
my pain it murders you
why do you hate
if you finna change
I cannot be hurting you
why do you stay, why do you stay if my pain it murders you)x2

I don't like even taking these drugs
they help me feel like I am numb
these cuts I do are not enough
I wish that I could pull the plug

(running away, running away I can't be fucking with you
feeling my veins you fill em with poison
my pain it murders you
why do you hate
if you finna change
I cannot be hurting you
why do you stay, why do you stay if my pain it murders you)x2

why do you stay oh my love
I see that our times running up
I see those frowns, those open cuts
my brain keep telling me you've had enough

hold me then push me away I don't want this love

I'm losing my brain but I never complain

(running away, running away I can't be fucking with you
feeling my veins you fill em with poison
my pain it murders you
why do you hate
if you finna change
I cannot be hurting you
why do you stay, why do you stay if my pain it murders you)

if my pain it murders you x3

MY PAIN, IT MURDERS YOU (PROD. 5H3AD)

why would i lie?

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

Listen on Spotify

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Video in Description]

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

VIDEO <3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-broke-bones-lyrics

broke bones

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bummer

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(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

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All Finished Tracks Downloadable.
Lyrics always in the Description.
Eternal struggle is eternal growth.

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