Lyrics:

[Intro]
Fuck yeah pixel
Lil Liar Star Crossed

[Chorus]
I lay in a grave full of roses tonight
(Full of roses tonight)
Stuck with these scars
That she left in my mind
(She left in my mind)
My heart decomposing
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Even when I am sad
You still stay in my mind
(Stay in my mind)
I lay in a grave full of roses tonight
(Full of roses tonight)
Stuck with these scars
That she left in my mind
(She left in my mind)
My heart decomposing
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Even when I am sad
You still stay in my mind
(Stay in my mind)

[Verse]
Dance with the devil
Let's slow dance tonight
(Slow dance tonight)
Bleeding out slowly
Are you satisfied?
(Are you satisfied?)
You used me and hurt me
Now I'm fucking blind
(Now I'm fucking blind)
You can look for my heart
But there's nothing to find
(But theres nothing to find)
Kiss under the moon
The stars shine in your eyes
(The stars shine in your eyes)
Vampire girl she'll be gone by daylight
(She'll be gone by daylight)
Nobody loves me
Now I'm dead inside
(I'm dead inside)
Girl your heart is so cold
Are you really alive?
(Are you really alive?)

[Interlude]
Stolen my heart
Now I'm hurting inside
(Now I'm hurting inside)
You don't feel remorse
Cause your love was a lie
(Cause your love was a lie)
Stolen my heart
Now I'm hurting inside
(Now I'm hurting inside)
You don't feel remorse
Cause your love was a lie
(Cause your love was a lie)

[Chorus]
I lay in a grave full of roses tonight
(Full of roses tonight)
Stuck with these scars
That she left in my mind
(She left in my mind)
My heart decomposing
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Even when I am sad
You still stay in my mind
(Stay in my mind)
I lay in a grave full of roses tonight
(Full of roses tonight)
Stuck with these scars
That she left in my mind
(She left in my mind)
My heart decomposing
Running out of time
(Running out of time)
Even when I am sad
You still stay in my mind
(Stay in my mind)

[Outro]
Let's slow dance tonight
(Let's slow dance tonight)
Are you satisfied?
(Are, are you satisfied?)
Now I'm fucking blind
(Now I'm fucking blind)
(Blind, blind, blind)

Grave Full Of Roses

Buy Song

[Intro] (Bluezy)
(Discent)
I've been going through the motions
Feel like I'm fucking choking
I promise you I'm coping
And constantly I'm hoping
That one day imma make it
Yeah

[Chorus] (Bluezy)
I've been going through the motions
Feel like I'm fucking choking
I promise you I'm coping
And constantly I'm hoping
That one day imma make it
Yeah
I've been going through the motions
Feel like I'm fucking choking
I promise you I'm coping
And constantly I'm hoping
That one day imma make it
(Imma make it)

[Verse] (Lil Liar & Bluezy)
Baby I've been barley coping
Tears I can't hold in
I can not forget us
Kissing when it's snowing
I want to spend this night with you
But you'll break my heart in two
Baby I've been really hoping
Feelings I can't hold in
I can not forget us
Dancing when we're broken
I know I'm not the one for you
But baby all I want is you
(But baby all I want is you)

[Interlude] (Lil Liar & Bluezy)
Could you hold my hand tonight?
(Tonight)
Could you lay right by my side?
(My side)
I've got these feelings for you
(For you)
But I don't know what to do
(What to do)
Sitting in a corner while I cry
(I cry)
The reaper told me It's my time
(My time)
Emotions pouring out my eyes
(My eyes)
You don't know what's going on in inside

[Chorus] (Bluezy & Lil Liar)
I've been going through the motions
Feel like I'm fucking choking
I promise you I'm coping
And constantly I'm hoping
That one day imma make it
Yeah (hey)
I've been going through the motions
Feel like I'm fucking choking
I promise you I'm coping
And constantly I'm hoping
That one day imma make it
(Imma make it)

[Outro] (Bluezy)
You don't know my story
Tonight don't fucking hold me
I'm done with this shit now
I'm going through the motions

Mixed, Mastered & Engineered By: Bluezy and Lil Liar
Lyrics By: Lil Liar & Bluezy
Produced By: Discent
Artwork Concept By: Lil Liar
Artwork Design By: Lil Liar, XzarchiX & Bluezy

Motions

Lil Liar & Bluezy - Motions (Prod. Discent)

A song from 2019 :)

[Chorus (BLANZZ)]
Hate it why you gotta lie
Messing with me all the time
Take a piece of my mind and take a piece of advice
Why we always gotta fight
On the clock dont got the time
Take a piece of a advice and take a piece of my mind

[VERSE (BLANZZ)]
You driving me insane yeah
I got the recipe but i dont know how to make it
Cold blood, cold blood
Fill my glass with cold blood
Ill drink myself away and ill never feel the rain
Never feel the pain
Never be the same
Going through some changes
Im different, i listen
I get you through the night
Im not like the rest of them
Dont look in despite

[BREAK DOWN (BLANZZ)]
In despite, in despite
Tell me why we gotta fight
Its not right, tell me its not right

[VERSE (BLANZZ)]
Take my advice
Your doing nothing right
Im always there for you
But you ain't ever on my side
You can't resolve issues by saying goodbye
Making it worse and i also told you not to lie

[Chorus (BLANZZ)]
Hate it why you gotta lie
Messing with me all the time
Take a piece of my mind and take a piece of advice
Why we always gotta fight
On the clock dont got the time
Take a piece of a advice and take a piece of my mind

[VERSE (LIL LIAR)]
Take a bit of my mind
Let's rewind a second Our love was such a wreck Your love is my regret
Wish I could be romeo youd be my Juliet
All of this forbidden love I guess we must be star crossed (yeah)
Love is not my decision (yeah)
If only you would litsen I fall for you too easy
Who said it would be easy
Loves a challange at the start
You were my sleeping beauty
I thought you were my everything
Its turns out you were nothing

[BREAK DOWN (BLANZZ)]

[Chorus (BLANZZ]
Hate it why you gotta lie
Messing with me all the time
Take a piece of my mind and take a piece of advice
Why we always gotta fight
On the clock dont got the time
Take a piece of a advice and take a piece of my mind

Take My Advice

Lil Liar & BlanZz - Take My Advice (Prod. Nejdos)

[Intro]
What it's blank?
Yeezo shut up

[Chorus] (Lil Liar)
You're the monster that was hiding under my bed
Corpse bride, marry me on the day of the dead
My hearts like paper, you could tear it to shreds
You're a demon putting evil thoughts in my head (In my head!)
You're the monster that was hiding under my bed
Corpse bride, marry me on the day of the dead
My hearts like paper, you could tear it to shreds
Your a demon putting evil thoughts in my head (In my head!)

[Verse 1: Lil Liar]
I'll see you in hell when they bury me
Let these demons put me out of my misery
No ones having fun til' we fucking scream
Let's turn this place into a murder scene (Murder scene!)
I started crying out when you slammed the door
Cause’ I know you didn't love me anymore
There's blood dripping on my bedroom floor
My bloods like rain let it fucking pour (Let it fucking pour!)
I started crying out when you slammed the door
Cause’ I know you didn't love me anymore
There's blood dripping on my bedroom floor
My bloods like rain let it fucking pour (Let it fucking pour!)

[Verse 2: OHMYGODPIXEL]
You're the monster that was hiding under my bed (Bed!)
Corpse bride, marry me on the day of the dead (Day of the dead!)
My hearts like paper, you could tear it to shreds (Tear it to shreds!)
You're a demon putting evil thoughts in my head (In my head!)
Shed a tear for who? Like your dead
Like a pigeon, you hoeing for my bread
Bitch you capping with all the shit that you said
Yeah with all that you said
Would've thought it was love in my head
But for you it was lust, love is dead
Would’ve thought it was love in my head

[Chorus] (Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL)
You're the monster that was hiding under my bed
Corpse bride, marry me on the day of the dead
My hearts like paper, you could tear it to shreds
You're a demon putting evil thoughts in my head
You're the monster that was hiding under my bed
Corpse bride, marry me on the day of the dead
My hearts like paper, you could tear it to shreds
Your a demon putting evil thoughts in my head

A Fire In The Dark

Day of the dead

Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL - Day Of The Dead (Prod. Blvnkface & Yeezo)

Happy Halloween everyone! 🎃 👻 💀 

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Broke my heart on Halloween
Murder me and my memories
I hate these games
Playing trick or treat
Fuck love, and fuck your trickery
Broke my heart on Halloween
Cut my throat, let me fucking bleed
Loves sour, baby your so bittersweet
Your like a ghost, cause your haunting me 

[Verse]
Put an end to my misery
Razor blades fix this injury
I'm laying dead in a cemetery
I don't know where they'll bury me
Oh this razor it cuts deep
The pain is hell, make it heavenly
When I decompose, keep my memory
When I decompose, you'll be missing me 

[Chorus]
Broke my heart on Halloween
Murder me and my memories
I hate these games
Playing trick or treat
Fuck love, and fuck your trickery
Broke my heart on Halloween
Cut my throat, let me fucking bleed
Loves sour, baby your so bittersweet
Your like a ghost, cause your haunting me

Mixed and mastered by OHMYGODPIXEL
Artwork by Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL 

Broke My Heart On Halloween

Broke My Heart On Halloween (Prod. Sadtxnshi & IbleedIcare)

Rest In Peace Lil Bo Weep 💖🕊

[Verse 1] (Lil Bo Weep)
Oh I said the things I said
Can't get you out my head
Don't mind the things that I said, ooh
Oh I can't get to bed
Voices racing in my head
Wish to God that I was dead, ooh 

[Chorus] (Lil Bo Weep)
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I did, ohh
Oh god litsen to me now
Everything I put into the ground
Oh god they want me dead, ohh
My god, do you like what I did?
When I litsen to the voice in my head
I'll make you proud of what I said, ooh 

[Interlude] (Lil Liar)
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
I live a life of pain and dread
I know you love when I'm upset
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
I live a life of pain and dread
So I put this gun up to my head
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
I live a life of pain and dread
And I still suffer after death

[Verse 2] (Lil Liar)
I'll give you a soft kiss on your head
Throw me in a well and wish me dead
It gets really fucking lonely when they're stuck in your head
They were someone that you loved
Until they left you for dead
I'll give you a soft kiss on your head
Let me kill myself while I lay on my bed
Let me cut my fucking wrists and let me sleep with the dead
No one really fucking loves me 
But they'll love when I'm dead
You'll rip my heart right from my chest
I'm sleep deprived and I can't rest
All these suicidal feelings stay inside my head
Let the voices say "I'm worthless", that I'm better off dead 

[Chorus] (Lil Bo Weep)
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I did, ohh
Oh god litsen to me now
Everything I put into the ground
Oh god they want me dead, ohh
My god, do you like what I did?
When I litsen to the voice in my head
I'll make you proud of what I said, ooh

Don't mind me

Lil Liar & Lil Bo Weep - Don't mind me

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Rottenrose

[Chorus]
Our first kiss
Was a kiss goodbye
Another lonely night
Not by your side
You wanna wait for me to take my life
As I cut my wrist you'll watch me die
Our first kiss
Was a kiss goodbye
Another lonely night
Not by your side
You wanna wait for me to take my life
As I cut my wrist you'll watch me die

[Verse]
The days feel longer, I feel so drained
When I go to sleep I'll never wake
You crushed my heart
While I cried in the rain
Another broken heart
Caused a life full of pain
You hurt me bad, I bled down the drain
The love you gave was fucking fake
I'll never love again
For as long as I live
You left me fucking broke
And I'll never forgive
I wrote you a letter with love on a page
Then I let my feelings out of a cage
You told me "we were nothing"
And left me upset
Why is it when I love
I get left in a wreck?
The days feel longer, I feel so drained
When I go to sleep I'll never wake
You crushed my heart
While I cried in the rain
Another broken heart
Caused a life full of pain
You hurt me bad, I bled down the drain
The love you gave was fucking fake
I'll never love again
For as long as I live
You left me fucking broke
And I'll never forgive
I wrote you a letter with love on a page
Then I let my feelings out of a cage
You told me "we were nothing"
And left me upset
Why is it when I love
I get left in a wreck?

[Chorus]
Our first kiss
Was a kiss goodbye
Another lonely night
Not by your side
You wanna wait for me to take my life
As I cut my wrist you'll watch me die
Our first kiss
Was a kiss goodbye
Another lonely night
Not by your side
You wanna wait for me to take my life
As I cut my wrist you'll watch me die

Mixed and mastered by: Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL

Produced by: Rottenrose



Waterfalls On My Wrist

Our first kiss was a kiss goodbye

Our first kiss was a kiss goodbye (Prod. Rottenrose)

Happy valentine's day, heres a love song for you all!

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Blade

[Chorus]
Th-Th- They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Lay a rose on my grave at the cemetery
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up
At the end of the night you can show me love
They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Be my valentine forever like it's Feburary
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up
But I keep coming back, I don't give a fuck

[Verse]
The first heart break is never easy
I hate that girl, stop fucking teasing
I promise you, I'm never leaving
I'll hold you close til' I stop breathing
Your pretty face is so deciving
You crushed my heart and I'm still healing
You'll lead me on, play with my feelings
You'll break my heart and leave me bleeding

[Interlude]
*crash* (Blade)
Break my heart and leave me bleeding
I'm crying and I'm fucking screaming
I need your love I'm fucking pleading
The signs you gave were all misleading
Break my heart and leave me bleeding
I'm crying and I'm fucking screaming
I need your love I'm fucking pleading
The signs you gave were all misleading

[Chorus]
They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Lay a rose on my grave at the cemetery
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up
At the end of the night you can show me love
They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Be my valentine forever like it's Feburary
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up
But I keep coming back, I don't give a fuck
They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Lay a rose on my grave at the cemetery
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up (Blade)
At the end of the night you can show me love
They say love is dead, are we dead already?
Be my valentine forever like it's Feburary
This pretty blonde girls gonna fuck me up
But I keep coming back, I don't give a fuck

Mixing and mastering by: Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL
Produced by: Blade901 & OHMYGODPIXEL
Artwork by: Lil Liar & OHMYGODPIXEL
Lyrics by: Lil Liar

They say love is dead [are we dead already?]

They say love is dead [are we dead already?] (Prod. Blade901 & Splashgvng)

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/AiwnIhqKa0U

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Waterfalls on my wrist while I lay back
Lost time I could never really get back
This world treats me like a reject
I feel like the pain was a concept
Waterfalls on my wrist while I lay back
Lost time I could never really get back
She treats my body like an object
Pain cuts on my wrist, my eyes roll back 

[Verse]
In a cage, I could never get my soul back
Voicemail, I wish that you would text back
There's a gun to my head, bout to let loose
Say I'm crazy, I say I've got a screw loose
Pressure on my throat like a tied noose
Life or death I don't know what I'd chose
My ex gave me hope like it's fake news
Anxious I can't tell you that it feels new
Hide my feelings
So I'll never fucking tell you
Angel boy, 
You don't know what I've been through
My smiles like glass, babe I'm see through
Got this blade on my wrist, imma rest soon 

[Chorus]
Waterfalls on my wrist while I lay back
Lost time I could never really get back
This world treats me like a reject
I feel like the pain was a concept
Waterfalls on my wrist while I lay back
Lost time I could never really get back
She treats my body like an object
Pain cuts on my wrist, my eyes roll back 

[Outro]
Broken dreams, never sleep
I feel weak, never eat
Trapped in hell, set me free
Angels end this suffering

Waterfalls On My Wrists

Waterfalls on my wrist

Waterfalls on my wrist (Prod. East Rîn Majin)

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Pixel

[Chorus] (OHMYGODPIXEL)
I don’t wanna get up out my bed
I don’t wanna give up and not even see the end
I don’t wanna think about the moments that we spent together cuz every time I do I get inside my head
Tell me what is hope when it’s over
Life like a lil speck of dust on the sofa
Thought it was bright as a nova
Wonder what the fuck is like when it’s over

[Verse 1] (OHMYGODPIXEL)
Fucked around and got my heart broke wide open
Everybody expect me to find hope
Got me going to bed with both eyes open
Hop In a benz truck and the door slide open
On a tight rope but I won’t hang off it
Downfalls cannot put me in my coffin
I’m another reason Ima live on
Can’t rely on a hoe like a drug I get lit on it

[Chorus] (OHMYGODPIXEL)
I don’t wanna get up out my bed
I don’t wanna give up and not even see the end
I don’t wanna think about the moments that we spent together cuz every time I do I get inside my head
Tell me what is hope when it’s over
Life like a lil speck of dust on the sofa
Thought it was bright as a nova
Wonder what the fuck is like when it’s over

[Verse 2] (Lil Liar)
Break my heart over and over
Started off good now were so fucking over
Feelings fade with all the tattoos, got older
Break me to pieces, now I'm never sober
Put me in therapy, tryna get closure
Drive me insane like the gears shifting over
Your eyes were shooting stars like supernova
Now it's so hard to accept that we're over
I loved you so much
Loved your soul and composure
Those pretty eyes got me so in the moment
I wish we stayed and got stuck in the moment
Now your my enemy, my hearts opponent
I fucking loved you, then you fucked me over
Leave my heart haunted like it was October
Gambled my heart, lost it all like it's poker
It is what it is, when it's over, it's over

[Chorus] (OHMYGODPIXEL)
I don’t wanna get up out my bed
I don’t wanna give up and not even see the end
I don’t wanna think about the moments that we spent together cuz every time I do I get inside my head
Tell me what is hope when it’s over
Life like a lil speck of dust on the sofa
Thought it was bright as a nova
Wonder what the fuck is like when it’s over


Behind the track:
The track was originally a solo track by OHMYGODPIXEL titled “Over” that was unfinished and had room for a verse that he couldn’t fill, due to this he was going to scrap it until I asked him to send me the song, he was like “Why” I just told him “Trust me”, 20 minutes later I sent him the song back and he agreed that the song would be perfect on my album.

It is a good thing Pixel showed me this unfinished song otherwise he probably would have deleted it from all of his files.

The song is short but has alot of quantity to it in terms of how we described heartbreak and love within under the 2 minutes, I really wanted to extend this song with another verse but Pixel couldn’t find the beat stems meaning we could not edit it in a way that would have worked, regardless I am still really happy with the final product.

I Like When Love Hurts, Pt. 1

When It's Over

When it's over (feat. OHMYGODPIXEL)

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/Cd56lSJNeEI?si=sQ3m_wEnibDxetdA

Lyrics:

[Intro]
(Pixel)
On my phone (on my phone)
Die alone (die alone)
On my phone (on my phone)

[Verse]
Did you love when you hurt me?
All the years gone by, baby I'm still hurting
My mum said you were trouble and not worth it
I was crying nightly, didn't deserve this
I'll keep my distance, I know you prefer it
We were screaming, shouting and fucking cursing
You caused me pain and I never deserved it
You deserved when I left you so deserted
Did you love when you hurt me?
All the years gone by, baby I'm still hurting
My mum said you were trouble and not worth it
I was crying nightly, didn't deserve this
I'll keep my distance, I know you prefer it
We were screaming, shouting and fucking cursing
You caused me pain and I never deserved it
You deserved when I left you so deserted
(So deserted)

[Chorus]
All these missed calls on my phone
(On my phone, on my phone)
My heart breaks set as your ring tone
I know you'll fucking die alone
Cause I'm no longer yours to own
(Die alone, die alone)
All these missed calls on my phone
(On my phone, on my phone)
My heart breaks set as your ring tone
I know you'll fucking die alone
Cause I'm no longer yours to own
(Die alone, Die alone)
You're the worst I hope you know
You're dead to me and like a ghost

[Interlude]
I just wanted to be cared for, that was it
I didn't ask for anything else
And I thought shit was going well
And I was just thinking of how shit I've been treated just really fucking hurts
(You're like a ghost)

[Verse]
Did you love when you hurt me?
All the years gone by, baby I'm still hurting
My mum said you were trouble and not worth it
I was crying nightly, didn't deserve this
I'll keep my distance, I know you prefer it
We were screaming, shouting and fucking cursing
You caused me pain and I never deserved it
You deserved when I left you so deserted
Did you love when you hurt me?
All the years gone by, baby I'm still hurting
My mum said you were trouble and not worth it
I was crying nightly, didn't deserve this
I'll keep my distance, I know you prefer it
We were screaming, shouting and fucking cursing
You caused me pain and I never deserved it
You deserved when I left you so deserted
(So deserted)

[Chorus]
All these missed calls on my phone
(On my phone, on my phone)
My heart breaks set as your ring tone
I know you'll fucking die alone
Cause I'm no longer yours to own
(Die alone, die alone)
All these missed calls on my phone
(On my phone, on my phone)
My heart breaks set as your ring tone
I know you'll fucking die alone
Cause I'm no longer yours to own
(Die alone, Die alone)
You're the worst I hope you know
You're dead to me and like a ghost
(You're like a ghost)

Heartbreak Ringtone

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
The first "I love you", then you kissed me 
(then you kissed me)
Hold my hand you can't resist me
(Can't resist me)
The show shined bright when we were tipsy
(When we were tipsy)
The first "I love you" did you miss me?
(Did you miss me?)
I love you and you love me
(You love me)
Finally feel, were meant to be
(Were meant to be)
My stomach flies when you touch me
(When you touch me)
Your an angel, heavenly
(Heavenly)
The first "I love you", then you kissed me 
(then you kissed me)
Hold my hand you can't resist me
(Can't resist me)
The show shined bright when we were tipsy
(When we were tipsy)
The first "I love you" did you miss me?
(Did you miss me?)
I love you and you love me
(You love me)
Finally feel, were meant to be
(Were meant to be)
My stomach flies when you touch me
(When you touch me)
Your an angel, heavenly
(Heavenly)

[Verse]
Hands around my body
(Hands around my body)
if you treat me badly baby I will not say sorry
(I will not say sorry)
Baby I was heart-breaking like it was a hobby 
(Like it was a hobby)
I hope that you are different baby not like everybody
(Not like everybody)
Not like everybody, hearts all on my body
(Hearts all on my body)
Give you all my heart, now I'm hoping you won't rob me
(Ahh-ahh)
I'm just tryna love you, don't you ever try to stop me
(Ahh-ahh)
They fuck with Lil Liar, but they ain't fucking with Tommy
(Ahh)

[Chorus]
The first "I love you", then you kissed me 
(then you kissed me)
Hold my hand you can't resist me
(Can't resist me)
The show shined bright when we were tipsy
(When we were tipsy)
The first "I love you" did you miss me?
(Did you miss me?)
I love you and you love me
(You love me)
Finally feel, were meant to be
(Were meant to be)
My stomach flies when you touch me
(When you touch me)
Your an angel, heavenly
(Heavenly)
The first "I love you", then you kissed me 
(then you kissed me)
Hold my hand you can't resist me
(Can't resist me)
The show shined bright when we were tipsy
(When we were tipsy)
The first "I love you" did you miss me?
(Did you miss me?)
I love you and you love me
(You love me)
Finally feel, were meant to be
(Were meant to be)
My stomach flies when you touch me
(When you touch me)
Your an angel, heavenly
(Heavenly)

Sample: 
The first I love you 
By Kyle Dixton & Michael Stein

Produced, mixed and mastered by: OHMYGODPIXEL & Lil Liar

Behind the track:
The song was made three days after my first show at the peer hat on the 24th of August 2022 along side Artists and friends Xorochi, Heartblake, Weepingwolf and OHMYGODPIXEL.

The song is about a girl I had come over to the show who I have feelings towards, I confessed these feelings to her and on OHMYGODPIXEL’s set I got her on stage with me, danced with her and then kissed her on the head, on that same night when she had to go home I waited with her for her uber and before leaving she kissed me and told me she loved me. I hadn’t felt so head over heels for someone like this for over two years until now, this song is dedicated to her as she is so sweet and special, the track also lightly stresses how I feel about past relationships as I explain the fear of getting my heart broken.

After the show she is all I could think about even for the week I was up in London at Pixels, from here I wrote some lyrics to my favorite bit of the Stranger Things soundtrack, more specifically from the shows third season originally composed by Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein. When I started taking an interest in music during late 2019 I fell in love with the idea of using a sample from the show I have loved since It’s release but never knew where to start until a few years later. Pixel re-made a part of the instrumental added some 808’s and boom, we had an awsome sample and within 2-3 hours I had finished the track and dropped it right away. From there I decided to put it on my album as it fit in nicely.

The First I love You [then you kissed me]

[Chorus] (SmoormanSBS)
Strawberry cough baby why I’m acting off 
But I still got my head on right to tell you that you wrong 
Groovy as a drive in movie when I hit my bong 
You say your life’s a movie we’ll my life’s 1000 songs 
My knife could give a 1000 cuts up to my little arm
but been there done that baby 
rather just smile and move on 
I was on my own baby I was all alone 
I wish you woulda had the fucking number to my phone 
Now Ima die slow 

[Verse 1] (SmoormanSBS)
I was trapped in the darkness 
Now I’m boutta get to the sparking 
that’s better 
Ahhhh
Better record then mayweather 
The black and mild black and white 
Just like a letter on paper
I letter come my way she bend them 
I break her ahh 

[Chorus] (SmoormanSBS)
Strawberry cough baby why I’m acting off 
But I still got my head on right to tell you that you wrong 
Groovy as a drive in movie when I hit my bong 
You say your life’s a movie we’ll my life’s 1000 songs 

[Verse 2] (Lil Liar)
I could be your Romeo
If you would be my Juliet
If you ever break my heart I know it's something you'll regret
I wrote 1000 letters in the form of all these songs
Try erase the memories of times you did me wrong
We live underground could you bring us to the surface yet
Take a couple drinks you would take a couple percocets
Love is like a drug, you were just my fucking side effect
Heres a bloody rose, cut my body while I'm in a wreck
Kiss me at the party and I'll kiss you at the prom
Sing an accapella let me sing you all my songs
Hearts along my body baby let me put you on
I'm feeling suicidal baby raise your fucking gun
Yeah 

[Verse 3] (Xorochi)
Dug my grave for myself and now I'm livin in it
Act like I ask for these problems when you just wishing it
Ain’t tell me I’m a fool nah no you didn’t bitch
You can suck my dick cause it's my songs that you be clicking shit
talk shit on my name 
get it out yo fuckin mouth
spin yo brain
got that shit headed south
Im a dog in the pound
smokin on a whole ounce
when my heart stopped beating
that’s when my shit turned around 

[Chorus] (SmoormanSBS)
Strawberry cough baby why I’m acting off 
But I still got my head on right to tell you that you wrong 
Groovy as a drive in movie when I hit my bong 
You say your life’s a movie we’ll my life’s 1000 songs

SmoormanSBS, Lil Liar & Xorochi - Strawberry Cough

[Intro] (Lewis C)
(IOF)
Yo, been in the stu, all the guys
Talkin' bout love songs, writin' love songs
Nah, none of that
Ight, yo, look, litsen

[Verse 1] (Lewis C)
See this one girl got me in my feelings,
Wanna talk about sexual healing,
Feeling like winter bass season,
Drop my heart, I'm healing, bleeding, dreaming,
About the things that we could've been, even,
Sleeping on my thoughts, yeah I'm fiending,
But I'm not that type of guy that believes in all of that heart-felt feeling, yo,
That's not how it should be though,
I should be on the phone or taking you home,
Not hearing bout one of your hoes I’m grown,
(And you know that the love runs deep) (trust me I know I know)
And I know that you really do got me, trust me I know I know,
Winter time is cold, is cold

[Chorus] (Lil Liar)
I ain't loved in a long time, now I feel like you're all mine
Heartfelt feelings, turned heartbreak, so I turned to white wine
You ain't loved in a long time, you must think that "he's all mine"
Heartfelt feelings, turned heartbreak, then you turned to the white lines
And I fucking hate the way they fuck with him
You got me love depressed, always sleeping in
I fucking hate the way you fuck with him
You've got me love depressed, always sleeping in
(You've got me love depressed, always sleeping in)

[Verse 2] (Lewis C)
Got this pain in my head, living with stress,
No place to call home, but I'm trying my best,
Live life depressed, breathing no breath,
Heartbreak be putting my brothers in debt,
Sixteen years, no regrets
Closed up wounds, clear head, mind refreshed
But I do know one thing though, these hoes, they come, they go
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday, yo,
I've been calling that hotline,
I be sittin' with this pain in these dark times,
Smoking that green for the cloud vibes,
God call me up when it's my time,

[Chorus] (Lil Liar)
I ain't loved in a long time, now I feel like you're all mine
Heartfelt feelings, turned heartbreak, so I turned to white wine
You ain't loved in a long time, you must think that "he's all mine"
Heartfelt feelings, turned heartbreak, then you turned to the white lines
And I fucking hate the way you fuck with him
You got me love depressed, always sleeping in
I fucking hate the way they fuck with him
You got me love depressed, always sleeping in

Heartfelt Feelings

Lil Liar & Lewis C - Heartfelt feelings (Prod. IOF & Stakes)

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Pixel

[Chorus]
Heart strings
Thinned down from the hurting
Blame myself
But I know I don't deserve it
I still love you
But I still ask if you're worth it
Love hurts
I can't move on but I'm learning
Heart strings
Thinned down from the hurting
Blame myself
But I know I don't deserve it
I still love you
But I still ask if you're worth it
Love hurts
I can't move on but I'm learning

[Post- Chorus]
If you're worth it, why am I still hurting?
Falling too fast, doing it on purpose
Hole inside my chest
Moods low, depressed
Suicide love with a noose tied neck

[Verse]
Grabbing the gun
Pull the trigger on purpose
Pain in my soul
Doesn't show on the surface
Love doesn't heal
When they make you feel worthless
I care for your feelings
You'll handle me careless
It feels like we're world's away
We're different but both the same
I just want you to grab my face
Please just tell me "you'll be okay"
Wrist cut, I've got bloody vains
Hope to sleep and I'll never wake
Tattoo's and a heart to break
Loving you was a damn mistake

[Chorus]
Heart strings
Thinned down from the hurting
Blame myself
But I know I don't deserve it
I still love you
But I still ask if you're worth it
Love hurts
I can't move on but I'm learning
Heart strings
Thinned down from the hurting
Blame myself
But I know I don't deserve it
I still love you
But I still ask if you're worth it
Love hurts
I can't move on but I'm learning

[Post- Chorus]
If you're worth it, why am I still hurting?
Falling too fast, doing it on purpose
Hole inside my chest
Moods low, depressed
Suicide love with a noose tied neck

If you're worth it

Official Music Video:
https://youtu.be/_Y-M-EK2Q5M

[Intro]
Kyori

[Chorus]
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for someone
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for someone

[Verse]
If we can't get along 
Get the fuck out my head
You've broken my heart
Now I contemplate death
I used to sleep
Now I cry in my bed
Wondering why this would happen again
If you'd rather blame me 
Take a look in the mirror
I wish I was well
Will these thoughts dissappear?
I wish I was ghost, I wish I wasn't here
He's on your face, now on my face, a tear
Looks so deciving, not as you appear
Pretty eyes wink with an evil demeanor 
Oh how I wish that I would never meet her
If life was a picture I'd fucking delete her
Remember my show? 
We were kissing on stage
Gave you my jacket, stay warm in the rain
I sent you flowers and I'd make your day
Those are the moments 
I wish would've stayed

[Interlude]
Those are the moments
I wish would've stayed
I used to love you, you hurt and betrayed
I don't deserve all this hurt, all this pain
I don't deserve this, stay out of my way

[Break- Down]
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for someone
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for

[Chorus]
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for someone
Leaves fall then we fall out
Why, oh why, oh why do you call now?
Fucked up my system for too long
Left drugs on my damn tongue
You told me "I love you"
Then you left for someone

[Outro]
You've left me for someone else
(You've left me for someone else)
Now I'm focusing on myself
(Now I'm focusing on myself)
I used to wish you well
(I used to wish you well)
Now I wish karma brings you hell
(Now I wish karma brings you hell)

Why do you call now?

Why do you call now? (Prod. Vlx)

[Chorus] (Sample & Blacklunged)
I'm counting the seconds of my life
How many are wasted?
Oh I've tried a thousand times
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Now I'm suffocating
I'm counting the seconds of my life
How many are wasted?
Oh I've tried a thousand times
Now I'm suffocating

[Verse 1] (Blacklunged)
Now that your faded
I'm out getting faded
My heart you traded
And now I'm stranded
Cut me loose of this infinite noose
I can't even shake this feeling
Now that your faded
I'm out getting faded
My heart you traded
And now I'm stranded
Cut me loose of this infinite noose
I can't even shake this feeling
Drink so much now my tattoos bleed
Can't smoke cause my anxiety
Got a bad bitch, yeah can't you see?
One day imma be up in a Ferrari 
You're the one I want, and I ain't okay
Don't really care bout' what you say
Crying all night on my own birthday
At my grave baby leave me a black bouquet
Drink so much now my tattoos bleed
Can't smoke cause my anxiety
Got a bad bitch, yeah can't you see?
One day imma be up in a Ferrari 
You're the one I want, and I ain't okay
Don't really care bout' what you say
Crying all night on my own birthday
At my grave baby leave me a black bouquet

[Chorus] (Sample)
I'm counting the seconds of my life
How many are wasted?
Oh I've tried a thousand times
Now I'm suffocating

[Verse 2] (Lil Liar)
My heart you traded, drink til' I'm faded
How long did it take to find my fucking replacement?
Your so complacent, my heart you've taken
You played with my heart for your own sick entertainment
Why would you betray me?
I wish she would save me
Why is it you loved me then you've hated me lately?
She's hurt me greatly
Like the sky, tears raining
I'm so fucking hurt from all the pain you're creating

[Outro] (Lil Liar)
All the pain your creating
Crying and suffocating
All the pain your creating
Crying and suffocating
Black bouquet full of roses,
My hearts dead, decomposing
My bodys cold and I'm fucking frozen 
I was lost in your eyes,
Now I'm missing our moments
I just wish we stayed, wish we got stuck in the moment
(Now I'm suffocating)

Black Bouquet

Lil Liar & Blacklunged - Black bouquet (Prod. Zach Sutton)

I cried while making this :(
Original Release: August 16th 2022

Lyrics:

[Pre- Chorus]
I've been hurt by love, love hurt me too
I was bleeding out, you were bleeding too
I would give my heart, just to heal your wounds
I would give my heart, just to heal your wounds

[Chorus]
I love you but I don't deserve you
He hurt you, why does he deserve you?
I could treat you better than what he do
Let me bleed, in my tears I bleed too
Why the fuck do you let him deceive you?
I could care for you and never leave you
Got a taste of your love, got a sweet tooth
Think I've fallen for you that's the real truth
I love you but I don't deserve you
You keep telling me I don't deserve you
You hurt me but I never hurt you
When I think about you it still hurts ooh

[Interlude]
Ohh-ohh, ohh-ohh

[Pre- Chorus]
I've been hurt by love, love hurt me too
I was bleeding out, you were bleeding too
I would give my heart, just to heal your wounds
I would give my heart, just to heal your wounds

[Chorus]
I love you but I don't deserve you
He hurt you, why does he deserve you?
I could treat you better than what he do
Let me bleed, in my tears I bleed too
Why the fuck do you let him deceive you?
I could care for you and never leave you
Got a taste of your love, got a sweet tooth
Think I've fallen for you that's the real truth
I love you but I don't deserve you
You keep telling me I don't deserve you
You hurt me but I never hurt you
When I think about you it still hurts ooh
I love you but I don't deserve you
You keep telling me I don't deserve you
You hurt me but I never hurt you
When I think about you it still hurts ooh

I don't deserve you freestyle

I don't deserve you (freestyle) (Prod. Ogthraxx)

Lyrics:

[Chorus] (BlanZz)
Chasing bread
(Chasing bread)
Chasing bread all the time oh
(Chasing bread, yeah)
Lost my mind, lost my mind,
(Lost my mind)
Lost my head, no
(Lost my head)
I can’t sleep 
(I can't sleep)
I can’t sleep at night oh 
(I can't sleep at night, oh oh, oh)
Lost my friends, 
(Lost my friends)
Lost my friends 
In my head again 
(In my head again)
All the time, all the time, in my feelings 
(In my feelings)
Wasting time, wasting time on my feelings 
(Oh oh oh) 

[Verse 1] (BlanZz)
Baby tell what me what you want from me 
(Tell me what you want from me)
I be smoking hella drugs
Be smoking hella weed oh 
(Be smoking hella weed)
Getting so high that I cannot speak 
(Cannot speak)
I be choking on my words,
Be choking on my speech oh
(Be choking on my speach)
I be tweaking off my ecstasy 
(Off my ecstasy)
Mixing drink with the pills,
Mixing with with the beans,
(Mixing with the beans)
I'm not addicted just a numbing fiend 
(Just a numbing fiend)
I'm just tryna kill the feelings 
So I stop the bleeds 
(So I stop the bleeds) 

[Interlude 1] (BlanZz)
Baby how you got me feeling like that?
(Like that?)
I be smoking hella weed cause' I’m sad
(Cause' I'm sad)
Washed away my pain, wash away my head
(Wash away my head)
Washed away the blood on your cold hands
(On your cold hands)
Baby how you got me feeling like that?
(Like that?)
I be smoking hella weed cause' I’m sad
(Cause' I'm sad)
Washed away my pain, wash away my head
(Wash away my head)
Washed away the blood on your cold hands
(On your cold hands) 

[Chorus] (BlanZz)
Chasing bread
(Chasing bread)
Chasing bread all the time oh
(Chasing bread, yeah)
Lost my mind, lost my mind,
(Lost my mind)
Lost my head, no
(Lost my head)
I can’t sleep 
(I can't sleep)
I can’t sleep at night oh 
(I can't sleep at night, oh oh, oh)
Lost my friends, 
(Lost my friends)
Lost my friends 
In my head again 
(In my head again)
All the time, all the time, in my feelings 
(In my feelings)
Wasting time, wasting time on my feelings 
(Oh oh oh) 

[Verse 2] (Lil Liar)
Baby keep your fucking hands away from me
(Away from me)
Chasing money, that's the reason why you leach from me
(Leach from me)
What is love when it hurts you and it makes you bleed?
(Makes you bleed)
This hurts addictive, I'm addicted to another fiend
(Another fiend)
Yeah it's true, I'm relying on abusing drugs
(Abusing drugs)
Baby save me, I just need you and your fucking touch
(Your fucking touch)
Oh it hurts to fucking know that I'm just not enough,
(Not enough)
I know you'll end my life and you will pull the fucking plug
(Fucking plug) 

[Interlude 2] (Lil Liar)
Shawdy always has me feeling like this
How you treated me, I always reminisce
Washing blood off your pretty black dress
Angel boy slit my wrist, ease the stress
Barbed wire always cutting through my skin
You killed me long ago,
Yet you wonder where I've been,
While I cry myself to sleep, you said "it's entertaining", "funny"
You said you really loved me, you just loved me for the money
(You were...) 

[Chorus] (BlanZz)
Chasing bread
(Chasing bread)
Chasing bread all the time oh
(Chasing bread, yeah)
Lost my mind, lost my mind,
(Lost my mind)
Lost my head, no
(Lost my head)
I can’t sleep 
(I can't sleep)
I can’t sleep at night oh 
(I can't sleep at night, oh oh, oh)
Lost my friends, 
(Lost my friends)
Lost my friends 
In my head again 
(In my head again)
All the time, all the time, in my feelings 
(In my feelings)
Wasting time, wasting time on my feelings 
(Oh oh oh) 

[Break - Down] (BlanZz)
Baby tell what me what you want from me 
(Tell me what you want from me)
I be smoking hella drugs
Be smoking hella weed oh 
(Be smoking hella weed)
Getting so high that I cannot speak 
(Cannot speak)
I be choking on my words,
Be choking on my speech oh
(Be choking on my speech) 

*Guitar Solo Outro* (Solitude)

Numbing Fiends

Chasing Bread!

Stream on Spotify!

Lil Liar & BlanZz - Chasing Bread (Prod. VLX, Solitude & IIVI)

[Verse 1] (Lil Liar)
I stare in your eyes, hoping we could be more
(Hoping we could be more)
From the moment we met, you're the one I adore
(You're the one I adore)
From the moment we met, wanna make my heart yours
(Wanna make my heart yours)
From the moment we met, wanna make my heart yours
(Wanna make my heart yours)

[Chorus] (Lil Liar)
I've been wasting my time, tryna love you for too long
I'm lost in the moment, I've been lost for too long
Hypnotised in your eyes, babe these feelings are too strong
While were in this moment, let's dance to this slow song
I've been wasting my time, tryna love you for too long
I'm lost in the moment, I've been lost for too long
Hypnotised in your eyes, babe these feelings are too strong
While we're in this moment, let's dance to this slow song

[Post- Chorus] (Lil Liar)
While we're in the moment, let's dance to this slow song
Can't love me again, but I'll love you for too long
You've played on my heart, now these heart strings aren't too strong
I'll love you forever despite all you do wrong

[Verse 2] (Heartblake)
Crying my eyes out, it hurt when you left girl
I used to buy designer, I hope I impress her
And baby, I'm bleeding, might leave on a stretcher
And this that real blood, baby this ain't no ketchup
Yeah, baby girl, I been depressed, baby girl, I'm off my meds
Yeah, yeah, baby girl, I just want sex, I might just hit up my ex bitch
Yeah, I am the baddest, yeah I ain't no average

[Verse 3] (Milee Cyprus)
Fuck, truth to be told outta luck, stuck in my ways like the mud
Up in her guts had me wasting my rent for the month
Strumming we fucking or what?, honey ain't loving the stuff that you buss
But love ain't enough, divide and we conquer the drugs

[Chorus] (Lil Liar)
I've been wasting my time, tryna love you for too long
(tryna love you for too long)
I'm lost in the moment, I've been lost for too long
(I've been lost for too long)
Hypnotised in your eyes, babe these feelings are too strong
(These feelings are too strong)
While were in this moment, let's dance to this slow song
(let's dance to this slow song)
I've been wasting my time, tryna love you for too long
I'm lost in the moment, I've been lost for too long
Hypnotised in your eyes, babe these feelings are too strong
While were in this moment let's dance to this slow song

Love you for too long (feat. Heartblake & Mylee Cyprus)

Love you for too long (feat. Heartblake & Mylee Cyprus) (Prod. Jody & 5head)

[Chorus] (Lil Xmit)
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all 

[Verse 1] (Lil Liar)
Screaming for help, but she ain't hear my call,
Drugs in my system, I'm swinging my jaw,
She's the one that I want, I don't care bout' her flaws,
Though I'm far from perfection, I'm still her adored
Her eyes shine bright, supernova,
Fighting for her love, til' war is over,
Her eyes shine bright, supernova,
Fighting for her love, til' war is over,

[Chorus] (Lil Xmit)
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all 

[Verse 2] (Lil Xmit)
I can't choose nothing over potions
I got a type of wave you won't find in an ocean
I'm an empty shell, no I don't feel emotion
To suicide I put in all of my devotion
Oh, open your beautiful eyes, 
Look at the sky, yeah 

[Break - Down] (Lil Xmit & Lil Liar)
Oh, open those beautiful eyes
Baby, I love when they're shining in mine
You're like a drug, like I'm smoking a high
Angels on dust, babe, I'm taking a line
When I'm with you, take the stress from my mind
When I'm without, smoke the stress passing time
Now I'm smoking cigarettes just to feel a different pain
That's longer off a life with every puff that I take

[Chorus] (Lil Xmit)
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
I got some drugs 
But they ain't the ones I want, ones I want
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
My blood is freezing 
Cause' she bout to end it all, end it all 

[Outro] (Lil Liar)
The war in her eyes says it all, says it all
Help me at low when I fall, when I fall
Blood on my wrist, waterfalls, waterfalls
Let tears fall, let me bawl, let me bawl
Fighting for love, see the war in my eyes

Mixed & Mastered by: 
Xorochi, Lil Xmit & Lil Liar

Written by:
Lil Liar (Thomas H. Cole) & Lil Xmit (Ryan Smith)

Artwork by:
Lil Liar & Caitymckerrell


The war in her eyes

Lil Liar & Lil Xmit - The war in her eyes

Cry From Hell EP with Xorochi coming soon!

RIP LIL BO WEEP 🕊💖🕊
Wallow Avenue :(

Thomas H. Cole (born on December 9th, 2003) better known by his stage name, Lil Liar, is a British rapper and singer-songwriter from Greater Manchester in North West England. 

Growing up Lil Liar loved music from a young age taking insperation from Katy Perry, Kurt Cobain, YUNGBLUD, Lil Peep, Lil Tracy, XXXTENTACION and many other artist known for their alternative style in music.

Since 2019 Thomas has been making music and is known for songs "Romeo & Juliet", and "Kiss me at the party" and he is known for his collabrations with artists such as "XzarchiX", "ALIXN", "Devilgenix", "Jayshai", "OHMYGODPIXEL" and many more talented underground individuals.

DM for collab prices 💵

Lil Liar

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