i'm not alright, it's not alright
i am missing you tonight
as i write you lullabies
you are sleeping by his side
but i'm not angry, i'm not angry
i'm just waiting, i'm still waiting
to get over it, to get over it

i'm not okay, it's not okay
i still miss you every day
i was standing in our way
but, i assure you i have changed
and i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
and i just want to rest, but you're in my head
because you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

i'm not useless, i'm not useless
or so says my therapist
i'd be better off and better yet
with electroshock treatment
but i'm not crazy, i'm not crazy
okay maybe, okay maybe
just a little bit, just a little bit

i'm not upset, i'm not upset
i'm just trying to forget
because every memory we split
lives in a box under my bed
i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling, dear?

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same


Ever Since You Left

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Prod. Ruga

Lyrics:

We was in a new place
We was at a new time
We was in a new space
Where the stars all align
Dreaming of a new Wraith
We brush all that aside
Dreaming of a new faith
One that I can call mine
This thunder clap will endure
This thunder clap will ensure
This thunder now will enforce
The sound of rain when it pours
This thunder knocked down my door
This thunder broke on the floor
This thunder loves me no more
This thunder

Tell me what you really wanna know
I don't play the game with love
Tell me where you really wanna go
I don't have to wait to rush
Bumping on the stereo
Young Kaine coming through that lane
Through that chain
And Ruga on the beat, he slain (That's honest)
I can't tell you why I'll win
But I can tell you like it is
Running from the past and I'm running from the bad
See me doing stats and they staying so mad
If they hop me, I'm gon' laugh
Whoops, they tossed me all this cash
Never crashing, they realize I'll never die out
My thunder strike
I'm always right, my passion ride out

We was in a new place
We was at a new time
We was in a new space
Where the stars all align
Dreaming of a new Wraith
We brush all that aside
Dreaming of a new faith
One that I can call mine
This thunder clap will endure
This thunder clap will ensure
This thunder now will enforce
The sound of rain when it pours
This thunder knocked down my door
This thunder broke on the floor
This thunder loves me no more
This thunder

Tell me what you really wanna know
I don't play the game with love
Tell me where you really wanna go
I could bring you way beyond
Running from the past and I'm running from the bad
See me doing stats and they staying so mad
If they hop me, I'm gon' laugh
Whoops, they tossed me all this cash
Never crashing, they realize I'll never die out
My thunder strike
I'm always right, my passion ride out
I ride for my boys, oh
I ride for my squad, oh
I ride for the cause, oh
I'm finding the Lord
Pulling up in my chariot
Pulling up for my grandkids
I'm pulling up all mysterious in my carrion

We was in a new place
We was at a new time
We was in a new space
Where the stars all align
Dreaming of a new Wraith
We brush all that aside
Dreaming of a new faith
One that I can call mine
This thunder clap will endure
This thunder clap will ensure
This thunder now will enforce
The sound of rain when it pours
This thunder knocked down my door
This thunder broke on the floor
This thunder loves me no more
This thunder

Porsche Love - Thunder

I'm going to die alone and that's okay :)

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Played - Single

Played

I Love You, Goodbye - Lucidness(Prod. Young Taylor)

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Prod. Porsche Love

said you gon be alright without me, girl
should probably change the number to your phone 
all those times with you were not enough
so tell me why i’m set on movin on

gone when she said it
little bit of sadness
don’t care if she cry now
send her into madness 
tables they have turned now
i’m the one regrettin
i really hope you’re happy

riding through my city all lonely
she think i’m the one, she don’t know me
asked her for a sign and she showed me
i guess i led her on like the old me
ok i said it, i meant it at least a thousand times
you’re better off here without me, i’ll only make you blind
your insecurities deepened when i was by your side 
and i hate to admit it, but the same was with mine
you’re probably posted up in the city with someone else
he probably loves you for you, not what he needs for himself 
i swear it’s true, i’m still workin on lovin myself
until i do, i’ll be singing along to myself

said you gon be alright without me, girl
should probably change the number to your phone 
all those times with you were not enough
so tell me why i’m set on movin on

gone when she said it
little bit of sadness
don’t care if she cry now
send her into madness 
tables they have turned now
i’m the one regrettin
i really hope you’re happy

it’s sad, yeah i know
it’s sad, yeah i know
this pain, it’ll go
i really hope you’re happy

it’s sad, yeah i know
it’s sad, yeah i know
this pain, it’ll go
i really hope you’re happy

hop in the bed, stay the night
hop in the benz, take a drive
got all these bands
but inside i’ve been a mess
change my mind
don’t want you back, just want you by
don’t want the sex, just want the time
don’t send a text, pull up & vibe 
i’ve been thinkin bout you, it’s like every night
can’t delete the pictures of you in my mind
know you ain’t gon answer but it’s worth a try 
hate it when you tell em that you’re doing fine

said you gon be alright without me, girl
should probably change the number to your phone 
all those times with you were not enough
so tell me why i’m set on movin on

gone when she said it
little bit of sadness
don’t care if she cry now
send her into madness 
tables they have turned now
i’m the one regrettin
i really hope you’re happy

it’s sad, yeah i know
it’s sad, yeah i know
this pain, it’ll go
i really hope you’re happy

it’s sad, yeah i know
it’s sad, yeah i know
this pain, it’ll go
i really hope you’re happy

Spotify

Hope You're Happy

It is about break ups and is dedicated to my friend who has passed away earlier by a gang related shooting.

Emily by Zilophy

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Prod. Porsche Love, Matt Royer & Will Newman

Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Who am I supposed to go to?
Lost someone that I was close to
Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Wish that I had tried to show you
Lost someone that I could go to

Yeah sometimes I miss you but I know now
You were just a shallow person all along
Throwin’ all your pebbles in a glass house
Wish someone would show you that you aren’t alone
‘Cause your love’s like anyone’s
And my love’s not typical
You see the way you want
And that makes you miserable
You’re not my ride or die
And I’m not your antidote
What makes you come alive
Is also killin’ you

Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Who am I supposed to go to?
Lost someone that I was close to
Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Wish that I had tried to show you
Lost someone that I could go to

So you runaway (runaway)
So you runaway
So you runaway (runaway)
From the mess you made

Yeah sometimes I miss you but I see now
You didn’t give a damn about me anyway 
How can I believe you when you leave town?
And all your insecurities are miles away
You’re not my ride or die
And I’m not your antidote
What makes you come alive
Is also killin’ you

Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Who am I supposed to go to?
Lost someone that I was close to
Hate the way the drugs control you
Feel like I don’t even know you
Wish that I had tried to show you
Lost someone that I could go to

So you runaway (runaway)
So you runaway
So you runaway (runaway)
From the mess you made

Control You

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Prod. @prodjody & @porschelovesyou

she said if you didn’t wanna be with me
then why’d you lead me on?
i shed tears for all these empty years
the worst was yet to come
i remember feeling everything
but now i just feel numb
won’t forget the words you said to me
i’ll keep them in my thoughts
yeah, you’re always in my thoughts
yeah, you’re always in my thoughts

lost your attention
lost your affection
and i noticed when it happened
i suppressed it
tryna be impressive
i lost my head then
i did some bad things
but i don’t regret them
you asked me "is it true though?"
slamming two doors
parking at that light
i was sick of rumors
in conclusion, i drove off that night
i don’t want your lies anymore
i just need the time to let go
fuck you and your mind of control
and saying you don’t want me no more
i gave you everything that you asked for, asked for
now I don’t even want you as a friend no, friend no
sick and tired, these excuses gotta let up
know i promised not to do this but i messed up

she said if you didn’t wanna be with me
then why’d you lead me on?
i shed tears for all these empty years
the worst was yet to come
i remember feeling everything
but now i just feel lost
won’t forget the words you said to me
i’ll keep them in my thoughts
yeah, you’re always in my thoughts
yeah, you’re always in my thoughts
yeah, you’re always in my thoughts

GOING BACK (prod. keysensei)

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